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"ɱ......"Ϲ֣ԼСϣ"ɱ......"
ϹᶨۣĿڼʹȭ߬˷·"ΪҲ"

˵еĺӲԼ......
뵽ĪӿϹذȥ......

"......"ʹüǳЦЩ鴤ŻδεСҪԼĥվֱ

"㲻Ǻܰɱǵĺӣ"Ϲ˷Ѿ۳˴εĺ飬һֺֻݺݵ°ͣӸۡ

΢΢ۣůЦһ"ԣҰҺܰ......"Ϲ˫ĿֱӣſսϹֱ֣"ΪӾͲܻ......"ĻϹԼСȥ......

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Ϲµ壬˵ϡ

 

1

ɱأϺҶڻսе˾ɳҶ
Χмһ£һ֧ѣ֮䡣˿ɼǷƴһ˽ս

"......"СͻȻһʹһʧ񣬷ѵסһ˵֧ŲסڵأָС

˲֪£թͣĿĿϾԸǿ书µһѹөҪϸĽСӦΪϡ

""Ϊһ󵶣ֲԲԵΪ³ç"ʹթӲףӾͲŶвһСС"˵һڡ
վмĿʣбƳԵ³һۣǰǽ˾룺"书֮ϣϹΪ˺ݶأϲвĵλĴŶϧĲܣԸһ֮֮λǴˣ֪Լ"
"ţ˷ϻǿ֮ĩڻ˷ʱָɣ"³ŭĿԲֱͷϿȥ

һֱͷķһֻһץѣͻȻһ³ĵᣬ³תѴĶ
־˫ۣ³ԼȻñһģ

ѣѪ˳ڵϣƬ̣ѿ˿Ѫ

ͻȻķɢ˻Сжʱһ̵ĽʹסｫҪϣǿһĨǳЦ߻ɢ"һ˭......"

ĺ黬԰׵ܵĺʪ޵ķСѾЩ֪ԼѾûɱ֮κһղһѾþ

ԭԼĪ˵ɱʵţһԼ״Ϊ˻סеСԼĹ......
ۣһЦ

"ţ......"һԵĺԽСתһֱԨ
Ԩ˼ϸܣģ֪ʹֻ࣬ţ˺ֺ֪ͻȻҲһ˫۽һһ

˳ɲʧЦ
Ԩбӣ벻ʱϾ˶ԼûкôʾԽ죬ͬʱӽԼٶȳ

ԻһսԼǱ̬ǰԼʼЩ̡
ĸСµսѣס׼һ

 

2

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ҶͻȻˣһۼֿὣסԨĽ˼ڷǰסԽĶơ

˵Ļս֧ţüڵϣǾʹ̡

""˼£æǰ"ˣ"üڵĵǺʹ϶벻Է书ᱻ˼ˣи̡
"............"ʹͷͻȻ߬С·ȴҹԲ˿



ԽŴǰһֱԼĺˣ֪׼Լȥ֪ʱһѽ
ԶҲ֪˩ĵĽһѲӵٶȡ

"ĵĽ......ᾫ......"Цǰ򾲵꣬ͫ˸˰ĵĹ⡣
һʹ֪ǲԸԼģҲǿƲƲǣ̧֣Ϊϵĺ

̶̼غϣĴ书ϳ˵ԨҲ֧Ųסֱ˵ĶֱֻۣϵùݺҧҧʯۣɿṦݣԶԶһ仰"㲻ʶôӽĴ㲻죡"
սȥһԵ˵ס˶Ĭתӵġ

ȿڣ"......"ֱֻҲ˵ͷ̵ı顣
"棬֪Ҫ˵ʲ......"ϸһĨЦǰһͷһĮ˩Ҳ¶˲ɫǿ϶Լ롣

ϵαִ֪ʼ֪һжߵ˾ͷ
ԼںֻΣԼ᲻......

סڸϵ֣ᶨֱ˫ۣ"ǾԲε"
˵꣬Ļ˷սͬʱԼϴȥ

"......"ıͬʱأֱֽѴࡣ
ֽ̧ѣͬʱܲסڵϣڵ⸹˺ѷεʹ
ʹæҪбڵϵķµĺҲһܵǰΪ
̧ѵֹסǵĶѵسӣ޵ķ˿ʪ͸
"......һͷ......"սվ"֪˺Լ£Ͳֱֻ......"ۣЦ紺硣

"أ˵ûйӣ"ǰ"ѵҪɱ㣡"

 

3

ľѵصڷǰ򾲵ض֪ʱ
زסԼŭ޷޵ҡҡͷǰب֮䣬дΣ"ȲǴǾҪɱ𣡣"
"棡"ĺͬʱסִ֪ĳ棬һֱķ
ۣɫԽԽ԰ף"˵ɱңҪǵ"
ԭѾ˷ɱԼɵĵزЦѾ

ɿʹѷ׵úˣæ"û𣡣˷ʱµģ"˵æȥǣıۡ
ЦѸɵ֣Ѿоʪ⣬ȷʵٵˡ

"ȥ˵߸......ֻҪ߸£......"ǰһһʹٴε¡
ļæַסҡҡ׹壬ſڣʹ˵
üĿ"׾......"
"......"Ļͷһֱ΢΢飬"߸......"
""Ľץסļ磬۾ŭͨ죬"Ҳɱ㣡"
ףߣԼüЦʹҲֻЦǼᶨͲڡ
񣬵ʲ˸Լ߸ʱ䣿
˷ĻҲ𾪲ѣһʱԭء

ᶨƿģǿվֱ壬ǰ˼
"......"ͬʱ
"Ҫ"ʹЩġ

ٵ......Ѿ......

ֻһһԾɫӰнС㣬ʧ
뿪Ӱݺݵ߬ȭ

֮һƬţֻ紵ɳɳ
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"......"ʹͣ½ŲһַɴϢһָСоССͻӿһů

ʲʱӾԼҪԼ......

""ͻ׶֮ʹ÷վֱ˳ɻ¹ڵϡ
оһҺ˳ɼ£ʱ絶˫ֽסС"Ҫ......Ҫ......"ʹʹһϮ۾......

""
ڶ
˭ۣǿֻоشԼĴůϢ......

"......"

ʶ֣˲һû˵
ǿһ˿ס˵֣϶"......ϧ......ȥ............"

 

4

"ž"ϹݺΪ˲СŮһƣ""
°ϵĲգϹͷڵϡ
""СŮŵشӵصع¿˺üͷ

ԻϹһ̬ƢúˣڤһľսСŮϹѿɫĶ¡

СŮ޵滨꣬ϹķңһɨϵĲյ豭ȵ"ҽ"
ˮСŮһ豭Ƭ۵С޵ø嶼Եز
һԵո迴˿Ϲɫд󺰲æ֮ǰ"㻹Ͻ£"
СŮŵȽŷ֪룬ոҡҡͷŮϴקŪ˳ȥ

ϹɫԼãơո輰ʱߣڵһʬ塣
ո̾˿οϹߣ֣˵"֪Լ̣α"ӲϹΪвԼλ˺֣ԭֻϹһ֪
Ϲüظƽ"ղҪٿҵԣһ˾ܣҲ̫ܵˡ"

˵˾ܣʵǽϹӵߣסϹΪĺĸԡϧϹѱԽԽԿơ
ոҡͷ̾

̣ϹγԹ̣
ǣвֹͣĲͻΪΣ
ƽʱ籩꣬ϹʯİʯӦѿѷӡ
""ŮϹֵѪŵʧ󺰣ȴŭóȻǰֻ˾ܡ
ոЦ˰֣ʾҪ

ʱҴһˣϹǰ棺"Ļ桢廤"

һƬţص˼Ϣ

ո轻֣һֱĬϹǰûֻһֱͷû̧
Ϲܿһظոʧ˵־̧Ѫֲᣬ"ǽ"ôĿѪ˳ָڵϡ

ŶϹˣ
󻤷ͬʱ¹"²μ"
Ϲ͵ػ˻ȴ˺ˣƸ˿սɻۣ"ҴӲ֪µĻ书˵......"
"ǲûкʹ󻤷֡"
Ϲü
浥ϥ¹ļᶨأ"󻤷߸£߸ǰ"
ոغ˿
Ϲ֮ûзŭüȴײ߸£ĪҪ߸Ʒڤ̣
"ߣ"Ϲһ"ѳҲҪҳ"
ͺ¹ͬ"Ӧ󻤷"

ɨһɫѿˣϹȻһֱһˣšüʣ""

 

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С̵УֻۣģһӰƶ
"Ҫ......"̧֣ŵץס·һǣ΢
һæշ֣򾲰ο"ӻûµģú˯"ۣ˹˲òȥϴεĺֿʼæµ롣

"Ҫȥ"
"˯أ"
"ȲԸΣҽȥ㵽׾ĺڣ"
"ι𶯲ԾԼ˵Ķ𣡣"
"......"
"Ҫҩˣһ"

ƿţɫ۵һֶҩһͻͻֱĶǡ°ԼΪ˾˿һһҹûۣʹȫұǿסǸС......û˸лԼˣҪһĪ˶ýв......
̾ҡҡͷ̧ۼѾ˸ɾѣüĿǴºͣЦ"ˣٲѱСҪסˡ"
бڴأ۵׺Ц"֣Ⱞ۸˵ӻûİ"
"ԶԶԣ"ϧҩ˵ǰЦòģ"ھҪʼ۸......"
üںҩ֭һɡ
"˲ĺӣǰ̥ģ"ϧûľ£̾"Ҳ֪һǰ˭ǧټҪ̥ҩ"
߶ǰǿʮˣԻƤҲа۵ġ
ҩ꣬ϧһЦ˹룬Ц"ͨҲãҿɲΨһİ崫˱ɱˡ"
ˬʵЦ"һǲǸ˵ҵʯĺӳ'"
ϧûط˸ۡ

ڶһȡɳΪ̥Щӳʱ֬ʴӱ񣬶һһòøƲʳ˼̻ӡ
ԴӰǰ˷񼸺֮ЧӶΪݰΪа壬˰ĸ𡣷ǰ屻µΨһˣȻϣ͵ĺӵһ;ˡ

ϧͻȻίضδεС䣺"ҵ......"
ʧЦʶָ̧С
"ҵڻ֪˭......"ϧɫȻֻص˴ǰ"ҲǺöԸĸԸΪǸδֹĻ쵰ӣ"ݺƳ˷һۣ"㻹洫"
"ײǺöԸİ"һֱ⣬Լ¡
"˵Ҳ"ϧͻȻ"ֻǰֵߣǱ᲻ҲΪӣ"
"ûģ"ȻЦ"ЩҲӹţֻϣƽ......"
"Ȼٻȥ"ϧһҡͷ"С簡С磬Ҹ˵Ǽƽϵ̫׻򰮳˳գ"
޿ɱ粵Լȷʵһһ뷨ֻǺʼ޹ֻ

ϧüĿЩƣ̬ûʲᣬԸ"̫һֱȣммǲҪٶ䣡"
Цͷ
"ȵĩ"ϧ̯֣"˵ǸĵĲҪľͷҩ®ǰ"

 

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ϧĻҪ߶ֻվڷǰĽַѪ
Ϧ......ĵ׸̾еѺߡ
Ϧɫѱû죬ԶԺǰ˻ķ۰С׷׷ڷ߲Ʋݡ
ľվʮ֮ңĽϣڵһ˲ƶ޷뿪ǷĻһ롣

ǰʶһףЩˣȴ˳ϣǴЦģҪֻˣҪѧᷢ¶㽡˵ӷḻİ࣬ϣȫɡ

Զǵã˵Щʱ۵Ц

ȻֹͻȻǰ㣬һֽ죬һսɡ
Ĵӻ˹ɫʹ࣬ŵس嵽ǰ
""ȷסļ磬һŻ"ȥ"
֣һסĵСۣˮü޲˼ҡҡͷο"û¡"
û˵ſ֣Щɥ"ûһ......"˵ģѡ
ְ֮ϣֹסĶǳЦ"֧ӣǷҵġ"
ط֣Ц˵ͷ

"ģҪڤ̡"ɫ
ĵüòŵ"Ҳ׼ȥ"
ۣѾϦ"˽һһҹѾ´ﲻ"תͷ"ֻԼ£ϣκˡ"
"Ҳȥ"ֱӷۣһļᶨ"ᶼߣòã"
Цڣʳָָס΢Ĵ
"֪ϹŹ......"Ļ֣ɫǣ"ҪɱˣʹߵĺҲӲ"
ҡҡͷ"Ȼ֪ӲҲֻ·һ"
ǰ߽һ°֧ڷϣ"ٿԱ㣬ӳһҲá"
˫ĵڵͫ"ģҲǷ̫ࡣ"
ЦסԼߵ֣"ֻǷҰ֧Ҫˡ"
ͷεЦ֪ľԲԼߣеĺӻ˲ȶӳ򶼲ܣΨʱԸ......
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"ѾԻ"Ϲ۽ƳӰʹ
Ӱʹһ£иͼڵߣûа"˵ڰһģΪпܴ󻤷ڰ"
ϹͻȻ߻Ӱʹüģ"ҲҪп'ĸ֣ٸʱ䣬Ҳˣ³ŲҶ˵"
Ӱʹȭ"ǣ"˵ȥ

"............"Ϲ켷ʹ֣ݺ˦Ľײ̶ֱϸոϵ˺ٴѿ׶ĵʹ

 

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"......"ϵķü΢΢ĥʹֹС
ûԻ򾲣æҵˮɫǵ͵ߡ
һСˮüЦָ࿪""üο"ֻǾɻˣȥֻû......"
Ľ˽֣һ˳ȥ
ѾԶöں˳"......"ǰķѾܵĺʪҵڲ԰׵ϣС΢΢

"קҰࡣ"ϧһ·ϱק춺ݺݰڷǰ
"......"ϧ׼ͷƵԼһ٣ȴڼü޵仰æƳ⣬˩š
"ʹˣ"ϧһ粽ԣϤشҩ䣬óĲ
ƣ"ʱ......"
ϧ̾һֵ"ûһ"
"......ӻ᲻£"ͷŵؿæĳϧ
"ģֻЩȡ"ϧοķֿʼָȷѨλλá
Ϣ˵ͷۡ

һʱᣬ̥ȶϧΪϵĺ˳ȥ
ԻſڣϧѾӲһ͵̧ͷ
ϧһ֪һֱЦЦֻԼνͬپУļ磬"߰ɣһҩ"

"㣬......"ϧЩɥҡҡͷ"ģҪչ˷߲ȥիЩϻ"
ĵϹԼ뿪ʱֻ˼ûд𻰡
ϧһۣû"ѵϹȥȥأ"˵Ӳһдȥի·ߡ
ҧҧ߬еֽɿԾ˳ȥ
ϧһһҲҪЩʱ⿪Ű̥ҩʰҩҩȥ

ƻʱ򣬷תѣСĳַŵ׹ʹȻʧֻЩ߶˼ǰСԺ

˼߱ȾɻƣѰѺߡ

ǰ屻ݣһվϣϹƴƣԼǹƥɱΧ

ǰһΪƵĲ࣬˻ȴֿ˵Ѿ޷ʱĹ⣬׵......

ӲԸ룬ǰֵĲԼ᲻ί£ʵм趼ͽ͡

Щ飬Եǽ٣עӲ......

ڴʱȻֹûκԤס

֣յѵֽ˽ɿ

ᴫϤȴİ"......"

 

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ϹңСǰǰİɫӰ"......"
ۣûлͷ
"磬ΪʲҪӣ"Ϲػͣ΢΢͹Сϡ
СϹĵůһϹ뺢ܵĽӴеҸѾԼղܡ
Ϲû𻰣һ󼤷ߣݺݵ˵"᲻˵"˵һذ뻳
ʱһСϹĴѹȻһ鴤ŵסϹ֣ü"ſ......"

Ϲһ仰ȻǽԼſһĵȼиǼӴȣѷȦڻ
"Ҫ߸ʲ᣿˫˫Զ߸߷ɣһͺԼǲǣţ"ϹظᣬȴȴҪ۶ϡ
ʹɫ԰ף亹ֱð뵽ողȶĺӣҧҧþȫ͵Ϲ֣ʶͱȥ
μУδָķͷĿѣθӿʡ
"㣡"ϹĿ˼еĶ룬̧ͷȴѾ֧£ᱳϵش
ǿѹĿڵĲʣƽڻɢе춯ȴû˿͵ļ
"......"һסеĲ"߸......߸ᣬһ......"

"......"Ϲֲײضһ˲ͷѶȻǲĻᡣ
"......Ҫ"ϹԼٶеĶ룬Ϯȥ
ѸСۼһ˦ѻֱԼüĵĶ룬һֳŵط𣬱ܹϹƷ硣
ͻȻѸ͵ĶøеĶʹӾң̲סһʶС
Ϲ΢ĿڴʹȴԼ¶ɱľġӷһֱĶϹµˣģö룬Ѹǿ
ѾЩģֻƾķ򣬳ػӶѽһһ
"......"Ҽ紫ʹְ̧ס˿ڣҰܿ顣
÷ӦϹѾļ磬þʮֵĹСȥ

""

أǾֵ˫ָۣ΢أĵӿѸʧȥѪɫ

......Ҫ......

ɺԵĴ΢΢⶯΢طڡ

˫ֽ߬Ϲֱۣ岻ƵؾҲϹ廬

һһҺ壬Ѹʪİ°ڣ۵ĺ˴Ŀġ

Ϲûˣֻ⣬˼㱵ظһ˫ϥ򵹣ϲӿѪԼ°ɫۡ

............

"............"ĺһʹ޷ƵزϹҵʧȥ˽͸ľֺ׵ľ

԰׵Ĵţʹرˮۣ彥

ذѷ§ǰϹֹ̧ס֣ᴥѪɫ......

 

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"ſ"
Ϲָ⽫ҪϷһŭӻתѹ

ٶҩݣһεѵһĻеһ䱻ֻ򱯷߶ȼܳޣ˳˵С

ѸٻѾĽֱȡϹüġϹȴʼղδ̧ۣһãȻ߾þͣڷüǲײ

Ѹ͵ĽϹüĲһ壬Ϲͻأ̧֣ץסĵĽ⣬ʺѪӻѿڷذ׵½
ĳôһϹķ͵س뱧ڲԶĻ¡

Ϲޱ鿴һ˯ķıǣȾѪȻش䡣

""ֻ絶ķսָڷס
۽΢ģ޷ǰ˭ֻԼĵ촽ţȴһڡ

"驤"վڷǰĳϧ㵵ؿǰĶǵһĻеҩȻء
""һסϵǰĳϧ"뿪ԽԶԽã죡"
һᱣ......Ľ˽֣վǰ
ϧ֪ΪȡʱҪ¶ԸϹٵæѪ۵ķ

ϹۼҪϧߣҵ˼һ"ܰߣ"˵Ҫϧˡ
"У"ĻδϹһѳкݶѸ쳣
ϹûеƵҲܴ̳룬ĵֻһζܣԼ֪ỤĻᶼûС

Ϲ֪մȥԼܿͻ᲻֧ҧҧö룬ѸٷסԼּѨһöָ䣬һƷϮȥ
ĶϹֺ޷ӭȴͻأʹ֮У֪Ϲ㣬˼
ϵĶӵúܿ죬İϱľϥڵء
Ϲٷһ룬رܣҼ硣

ȷϵĶѾЧϹżѵطָڣһĿڡ
"ߣ......Ρ"ϹϢԸĻ"ȥʱ֮ڣ......"

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ϧϱˮ͸˵ֻŵùһСڷߣǿ򾲵ش򿪽СҳҪļѨλȥ

ϵĶرʧȥֽ֪ץסأҵҰͷһֱʲֹһ޷ѹֵӽҧĳݼݳ

""˺ѷεʹ߸Բǿ־ҡ
"һҪ............Ҫ......"ˤشϣմˮķ˿ҵطڲ԰׵"Ҫ......"ͻһ׶ĵʹ÷ĿһϣڣСһҵ׹УԭľֺͻҶʱ;

ⲻ............

"............"΢ʣǰһжѾģѱ棬΢΢̧̧ش¡

 

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ϹϵĶСֻһŽҩ㱻ɾϵ˿ϸҩҲ޴󰭣ȴ֪ΪԵǰδе

ԷϣϹۣŮ۵Ķǣһƽ˵档
"´ڰԻҹͣΣûзַ󻤷֮ˡ"
ϹۣԻ"ΧѣǹһҪҼ"
"ǣ"
""Ϲ"Ҫ"
"ǣ"

ϹٴۣԺзӿԻǻ;ֵ񣬻²ӿĴĿѪһһУһشԼģĿֻϢʹ......

һ......һ......

"ԽԽȤˡ"ոбƳϹһۣΪζ˵
Ϲ۽ǿ"ղлֱ˵Ҫġ"
ոһǲмЦ"ҪϾɱ㣬׼ֺҲ㣬ãһжһ벻ķأ"ոζذ漸
"ߣ"ϹӿŮ֣ѣֵ"ҵ£˾ܲҪ̫ΪҲ룬˾ܷԼҲ²һ֣ǸûǶȤ¡"
ոʿˮʳָڴм䣬ʾⲻٶ졣

ţʱŻףԼҪʲ᣿ոεؿЦһ

Ϲ˵ɬո˵úܶԣһжһԼ޷յķȥУǷǩԼĸ飬ЩѾԼĿƣ˲ǰǶλ......

"½̾ݼ"ʱ߽һ뼰صĹߣҾ
"½ҽʿؾ"ϹһֻظԻ壬ʵ"½ҽʿ֪ʲҩ"
½̾ϰ룬"ȷҩǰ̥ҩ"
Ϲ΢΢üԭΪأҩӦǷҩԭ᣿ǰҩ®ѱҲûаӰи
Ϲûϸ룬ֵ"ˣ°ɡ"Ի"ȥΡ"

ʪηֻһС΢ĻҡҷڵϵĸɲѾùãɢŻϢ

ı̵סֽţǽ϶Ѫģı޺ۡ

"㻤ɹϰߣ"ϹȻ̤ηӸ¿ġ
Ļ̧ۣ˸ɺԵĴ
Ϲ͵سǰȥգݺݵضƽۣҧгݵ"벻"ָ⽥Ĳ԰׵¼ָۣ"󻤷ﾹһԡ"
ĶϹﲻȼĻ棬һЦû˵

ɿ֣Ϲһƣվ˿ȥеѪۣ޷޵ذ˿ڵϣ"İ㣬Ͷ㣬ҺȤǸһϷ......"

֪ʹԼҲϹ˵飬һЦ"ʱ......"

̤ŵϹ˵ס˽Ų

"ʱ............"ͷؿϹı顣
ϹһЩһֱԼĪָ֣ݣƽ"Ҳ˼ڵ㣬ȹ˺Լɣ"˵տһӣת˳ȥ
Ц

Ϲ֪֪õʲ᣿֪֪ʧȥʲ......

 

11

ϧԼǰСɽϲЩǿԪҩݣһֱδȴҲûпήó

ʱչһֱ˯ķǴɨư˶Ĳݣ峺ˮϴ˳Ѹϣ˲ǸģϲɫҲһ£ǡ

Իһ磬ϧԺӵҩݣͻأһæ·°ڳ˽ȥ
űĴѾųأۿҪˤȥϧһϵֹ˾ĶǵһĻ

ϧ뱧ɻشϣһֱץϧ֣˫΢΢
"......"Ḳƽ̹СڵͫӳĪΣ"......"
ϧ̿ʱı飬۱ͷ˲˵
סСֲסطۣ۽Өᡣ
ϧס֣۵С"С......"
"ȳȥ......"֣ϧдѹֵʣ"룬Ϣһ......"
ϧ˵ͷתȥš
ϸŵʴʱŴŵһߴ̵һϧþõǰվ֪ʱᡣ

˫αСƺһֱϧþȫȥС

ֻҪƽֻҪ߸......

ӯ޵Ҳ֧ţ˳۽ǲϻڷ䣬Ǵζ

һȰڵСľ͸ԿСԺСɽ͸߸ߵӲݣ˻ƻʱͻ˿˿ƽƵĹս

ڴⵥľȻḲСϣԴӷԼϰߡ

ϧҩֵ"ҲңϵĶػûɾ˺ҩʱɲá"
˳ǣ"ͳˡ"˹ҩһ
ϧ"ڻ˵Щ......"
˿⣬ʵ"ҵط"
ϧһЦ"ҺСʱֵġһԴ' һͨܵúܡ"

˵ͷ⽥ɫü"֣ڵǲѾ......"ҧֲ߬С·

ϧ֪Ҫʵʲᣬ̾"ɳɣ......"ϧס˵Ļ

ֻһˣ͵ͬڵҲ֮£Ҳʧȥӵ

"ʵ......"ϧתһ룬־òûпܣ"Ҳ......"

һǰˣ鰮֮ʱӣ֮ʱתΪʵһڱ񡣵֮䲻ͨ飬Ϊʧȥ彥ͬ£ֻʣ٣ĻἸͬ㡣

ϧҡҡͷ۵ؿͷϥǵķļ磬ȥ

"֣ҹ£"ƽ"ҽҹҪڤ̡"
ϧһˤˡ
"......Щʲᣡ"ϧæͷڴأŵۡ
͵"һڤ̣Ҫȥ"
ϧɴۣ޷޵"ԼӶûþȥˣ............"

֪ᣬԼ״̬ѾǰĪ˵ȥˣǱζҡȻѾסˣԼҪϹġ

ϳϧļ磬"ĵ²ٵ......"
ϧ֣һۣ̾һ
ЦЦ"ͳˡ"

 

12

һҹ㰴ճϧ֪·ǱأҴһҹ·˳ȥ

Ϲڰڲ࣬Щר̽ѰΪֹӰʹṦһ򾫽Ǳֻ˰ʱ

ƫƧСԭڤһξ룬ûеõ㹻Ļָò߱ͣڤ̣ʱ

ڤ̵Ĵ練ƣϹǹԼȥһֱڵԼͶ

֪ϹͼûжӿǱϹµ˴λصڤ̣ûԼԱȫǱˮһսԼġ

"硢......"ǰһµķɬĺɳƵغ֡
嵽ǰ򾲵"ſڣҩȥ"ӽóϧΨһһű裬Ȼסĵ򦣬ƽĵĺ

ǳϧķ¶Ҳͷסⶣϵġ

ֻ뵽˱ľ......

ҩЧܿãֻĿۣѸٻָƽԻ
¡

Ͼϸ룬"ߣϹѾ......"
"֪"ĵĻĵ""˵ҧӵȥ
Ӧϡ

ֽŵѿɫѾԵЩ԰ף϶ܵĺ
Ŀ㲵ʹĵ"......"
ûлػֻս֣Ҫ߳š

"žž......"ǰһϹڶǰǴЦﶼǼɫ
"ȻһĽ"Ľյ֣Ϲѹеŭ"ѵΪ֮ܳڤ̣"
ǱʶᣬһƽؿϹ"û"
Ϲüߵ"ǱĴˣ"
"ֻҪŹģ"˱ۣϹ"µá"
""Ľŵذѷתŵҡͷ

ϹҧһְԼǰݺݵضƽۣ"ᰮԸԼ"
ͷûзϡ
Ҫ˲ʱ߰˱

"......ð......"ϹͷЦ˼ͻȻץסǰ½һԼߣ䣬"ģܺ......"

 

13

Ϲڲһȴ½߬޷ͷı顣

ֻģϹʱϵıˣδϹϷֹĸ飬۵̺ףϹĽᡣ

ϹҧĴϸϸѪ˿۽΢ز

"......"Ϲ߬½һִذƿѸת"Ҹһᣬһ˴ڤ̵ĴţҾͷߡ"ЦһϹ"Է󻤷书ֶ£οǧͨ......"

֪״̬ǰҪǧڤͬı"㲻Ҫ......"

"á"ᶨسûаԥ

Ϲӹ̴ӵݸѣ"ѹû"˵׸תͷ"¥ǰ㡣"

¥ŵ¥аľ룬һտȻУ

ɫѾϹվڶ¥Ĺ̨һֱֵո衣

ǧվߣмһСҪ˳С¥ǰߵš

"ϣ"
֪˭һʱڻŻӿΧ

սѣһԾ̤һͷһ䣬վС롣

ͬʱѸݵһһǵѨǻ衣

վ̨ϵϹü˫ȭؽա֪Դ......

֧Щ˵ĽҲҪð˷
ʱͻһ˴͵ϮᱳһתӭƣƷĿڣйʱͷỬʮߣſ³һѪ߿ʼģ

Ϲʱ©һģǰһָѾǶġ

ո迴֮ǰض˼Ҳ߲һƣͷϹ㱵ǣε"ܽܣǰ"

ֻǿܿЩ˵Ľѱ˶Ѫۡ

"Щ£ǴˣҲڲˡ"

ո軰δ䣬ܿһ˵ĽʱһƻĿڣʮ֮ңĵϡ
˼˼ЦЦһǿƷ缱һ

ָ΢رۡ

""

ܵɢȥһļž

ۣԼ˵ò

׵ӳϧ

ֲ˵ָȥǲϻµѪ

Ϊ......ʲ......

΢ֻĿڼʹ

Ļ촽ףǰԼһƵˣ"............"

 


14

½̾Ϊ˼룬̾һԸֱϹ"......󻤷岻֪ΪءĿƣй......췦֮"
ϹĿڳʹɫ"......ûа취"
½̾ҡҡͷ"ˡ£Ϊ"
"°ɡ"
ϹĿһĨӴǻ¡
"......"
"£"
"ǣ

ֲ̧ȥߵѪϹתϵķһһ߽¡
"췦......"ϹͷԼؿڣָػѪɫ

㰮˵ز֪Լвң......

ߣкβãµֻԽԽ޷԰ΣȻమˣԶ߸߷ɣҺܿøɾ˲һ......

ڣü......

"......"§ס壬Ϲͷڷһǣ΢Ϣ̾"ϵûоԵģȻҴã˵ߣͲ......"

ЦЦϹ÷ƽڴϣո衣

"˾ܣ"Ϲո裬"һҪæ"
ո迴۴ϵķ"뽲"

Ϲһƽ˵Ļȴոܵǰδе𾪡

"......"
"ֻ봹ĻҪ˵ȥɣ"Ϲһӣո̾˳ȥ

Ϲڴأɬɬϴ˲԰׵ĴӨ۽ǣü޲ز˲

Һãûд......

ʮԻᣬתֻһϤӰæòֺ

"ˣ"ǸӰһԾæǰȥķ"֪˭"
"......"춿һ˷ܵĳϧԼҩ®ҴҴϽ

ӹĵݸˮһ˼ɵ""
ķ"죬˾ǳ̣Ǵӽ᲻̤ڤ̰벽"
ŵüһƬң֪ôӺ

ϧһĵ"ѵѾȫָ񽭺ն񣬵ȻԽԽá"
"ȫ......ָ"ɻǿѾָǰ״̬˿ողܹˡ
ϧҲЩɻ˼"벻ڤ˸ˣҲ֪˺鵤ҩ̶ָ̼ܻ֮졣"

һƷ磬ľתС磬˼ֿ־塣
"Ҫڤ̣"һԾŵ
ϧúܣҲ˵Ҫúõ֧֧Ȱ"ֺαȥڤ˻ˮȻ˳㻹ȥЦ"
ҡҡͷ"Ϊҵһƣ......"鵤ҩκõģοʱԼѾһ̤˹Źأ

ò......

"һȥ"һֱĬĻڡ
ϹԷĸ飬ٿϵС磬µ˷ĵǡ

ϧ㵵ؿһۣ̾һҡҡͷ˵

϶ص˵ͷս˳ȥ

 

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"Ѿ˵̤ڤ̰벽"ոϹϾվڴᣬ˸""ƣķĵ"λذɡ"

ȭ"˾ܣɷҼ"

ո轻֣̾˿ü"˵ѾõӦеĳͷǲҪȥİ"

ͷ......ȥǻǶĳͷһ򶨵"˾ܣֻҪһ......"
"ˣ"ոϷĻѹֵķŭǼٳֵĲɫ"һΣȻȫǶ˵ҸǾͺΪ֮úõǵɾ£ĪҪЩν¡"˵ϴš

һ嵽ǰְסҪϵţͷ"绤Ǿ֮ˡ"
ո̾"ѳʵĽ飬ҲȤ֪ԸϾ𣬶λˣŲ˵̫"

̧֣ƣ״СС磬ɪɪ"ڤ̵մƣҵġ"

ոһ뼰书ܽȡҲǲܡһЦַᣬոü"˵ĶѾ˵ˣλء"

սеѣᶨ"ڵ书ڤ̾¡"

ո벻޷ˣҡҡͷ"ʱڤ̡"

"......"ͣ彧峺"ҶҪҵȻ......"һ٣ƽ"书"

ĵüĺͷһڱԼõķȥ롣

ո·ϵ֣"Ǻ"һЦ
"Ĳ̫"ոͷһ

֪Լûв´ĿֻʣϢʹ

"ȥҲü"ոɫįɬЦҪ˹"̶"

һ·ɱڤɽϵ̶ȥ

"ʧȥ񹦻壬ϵ̶ֻ֮ܿάһᣬʶὥ˻д棬߲ѡֻʮ죬ѵġ"

ؿڵʹɬԼ޷ˣʹɱԼĺӣټʱȴԼȻȫ

ԼÿĮ;......
ڶˣȴ̫......

ڶߺХ۽ʹüҪ

̶ǵڤϹΪ񹦶һ֮أ̶ˮû˿ᣬӨ͸峺ף뵵ˮӳú̶ͬɾ

̶ˮһ񴲣һ̤ǰ㺮Ͼˡ

ڹɢϹһͷ׷ƽɢھӨ͸ıϡ°ɫ˿Ϲ˫Ŀգüһ㱡˪ñɵˡ

Сָ֣⣬ƾֹü

ĵ˵üϲƱɫڴصķ߿

"......"Ϲĳһ

ſϹƣϣʮָյذȥ

ʧȥ¶ȵ彥ů⣬üϵı˪ˮ飬Ϲ۽ǣỬ

Ϲۣڵͫã
ӭǵһ˫ۣ......˭

............

Ŀĳǣ΢΢ʹ......

 

16

춿ǰˣϹĴţ˫Ǿ̡

"......"ϹеĲס֣ػ֡

ΪʲҪ......ΪʲҪΪʲҪ

Ϲü٣һŲ壬һ˦֣"......˭......ңҲʶ㣡"ϹݺݵҧƴػӶֱۣӵѡ

"......"ʹذԼߣȴ⵽˸ǿҵķ

"ſңſ......"Ϲһֱͷİ׷סޱȵݣ"Ҳʶ㣬Ҳ......Ҳ......"Ϲͷϥɳƶȫƴǰа

ڵϹѾŷɥڤһһͷ׷ݿµļ֮ˡ


͵ϹԼϹһ˹ȥͷؿڡ
"Ƿ......"

Ϲһֻ֣౻˺ʹϢ
"ߣҲʶ......"ϹͻȻס죬ֹѪָȾ˷ɫ½Ҳ°ϵ伸÷

һæϹҪɹȥϹһ˦ҵǺȣѪϵǣᵹȥ

ֻ޷ٴΰָһĨȥϹǵѪ

"㣬ſ......"ϹȫҲ䵽˼㣬"ΪʲҪ......ΪʲҪ......"Ѿʣ۽ɬᡣ

"Ұ......"ͷȥϹ۽ǵᣬȴԼ档

"......ǣ"ϹͻȻƿƴӿҡͷ"ҲҪͬ顣"

㰮ģҪǵˣҾҪ޷ƵĸоҾҪǵòΪҪ......

ڴأȥϹ֣Լߡ
"ԻûзϣΪ......"ʧȥĺӣĿһ׶ĵʹ"ʧȥΨһϵҵı......"

"......"Ϲۣλᡣ

"ҵҪѾ......"ϹģȻЦ"ˣһ޷......ҰĴֻ㰡"

Ϲһָȥϵۣŵ"............"岻ؿ˹ȥͷ֣ᴥ

ȵıϢɨ˵Ĵͱһ

 


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Ϲ̧˫ֻһ˲ɣͷסĴɵְԵ̽ĿУϵշת룬Ϣ

֪ǿ೤ԣϹһһԼйӵأڲһ

ɢȶúϸСˮ飬ʪǵԵҶӵָ˴˵ļڶѾ˶Ͳֲ˭ĴϢñĺ̶ʱ紺ůеĺ⡣

ܿʾ˫ϥҲ֧ϹıؽŵԼɫ

"......"ΪϹϳȵ¶̵÷һͬ̾Ϣ˫ɪɪػıԼĻ

屻̴һɲǣֻĸо
ǰǴ鰮̫Ƿȴܽڻۡ

ϹһֳԼ壬һָϷʪÿһصײ£ƵƵĴ糺ϣ˾ʹ࣬ε鰮еõĿ֣ǰǴֻ̺ʹ

"......"ͷ¶ĻȡϹÿһĽĵ׿ʼΣǱȼ˻𣬶Ѹֱָ⣬ΪԼȼմʱĿбϮ

"............"ϹϢ֣ɳƲ壬ڵĽϺȶȼǳ׻"......"Ϲס°ͣ

ۣӭҹɬҸһͬӿϹͷָķ䣬þõشݾƷлĵѪζԼԽԽɶ

ⳡȿɬ۵Ĳ಻֪˶ãڷһ鰮߷ͬʱϹҲȵӲ˷

ƽԼڻϹȴȦԼ˫۲ɷĵĳһϸŵ̾Ϣ

Ҫƿ书ȫʧϹֻԼ¶ȣ˼ĴУֻԸһ롣

"ˣ"ϹǷķģͷδ˵ĦָƴǴػٵĴﾡŨû顣

ָ̧Ϲֱ΢΢ۣԼָһǣЦҡҡͷ

Ϲʰ·ȫڷϣٸȦЦ"䡣"

һ𣬳˳ϵ·ͷ"һ᲻䣿"

ϹŪķ"ᣬ˯ȥͲоˡ"

Ӳ·§Ϲıͷţ̾Ϣ"Ҳǲǻһֱ˯ȥ"

Ϲķı°͵ķģ"Ը㲻Ҫ......"

̧ͷϹ򾲵˫ۡ

"ˣҲ˯ȥ......"ϹǸһ˿ЦͷϷյ۽ǣ"˵ңҺȥ......"

۽ǻӨᣬϹУɬ۵ζ

Ϊ˺మҺȥ......

ǣһѾ̫......


18

Ϲ֣˹ȥ

֪˶ãϹۣ˽֣һЦ˫̺顣

Ϲ̶Ѿһ£ǿΪǿѣǶ֪ķ粻ЧΪϹһһ䣬ʱҲԽԽ

˴˶ں£Ϲ۾ϹԼҲ־ȴڶԷǰֳǿƽһ

ϹţͷļѣЦ"Ի˵ûӡ"
Ϲ΢"üأ½֮λȥ"˵Ц޽һǣ

ĴӶߴһݣֹ̧Ϲͷ¶ȵĴĵ׽ú䡣

ϸ೤ûͷľֻǼ򵥵˫ܵ޷԰Ρ

ϹĴЩů⣬طſ֣Цü"Եز˱˵뷨"

ϹϷͷӵ"Ψһ˹ģ뷨......"

"ϧǹ˴......"εЦ

"Բ......"
仰΢һ̾Ϣڷʹļ䡣

"ҪĲ仰......"
Ϲգգۣס֣ذѴ̽ߣЦ"Ұ㡣"

ĶҸЦ֪Ϊȴ̵ʡ

ϹһĦһҰ㡣

֪ʱεţϹ΢ȥͻأػ

ĵ׵ĺ󣬷ָֻҲϹһ¶ȡ

̧ͷϹĳ޴ʱ֮ϣͶһɫӰ͸¶Ŀ־壺"......"

ϹĺۣǳЦ"˯᣿˯......"

غһתΧľľѣӵ"ʲ᷽......ʲ᷽......"

ң㲻ҪԶ˯

ϹоȵҺӿһһɵɬǷķ˫ֽı

Բ......˵ԲѾ֪......

"......"ͻȻ죬ͷһŻ

Ϲŵͷ뵵ˮ"ˣﲻ"˵Ϊ˳һĲ֪롣

ǿѹθеĲʣ˼ɫӵ̧ϹֻΪ岻ʣƵƵˣﲻЩɻɪɪ"֪......"ָ֪оǰҲ˲ŵ֪ԼΨһһѾ£......

ظСҲһЩңۣϵҸЦ

ϹĪؿĶҲֱָɻ"Ӳ"

һת뵽ϹЦҲȾ˱˵ɫ֣ϹְԼСϣţ"Ҫ......"

ϹЦЦηԼסû˵

мɬϲãֻ뾡óϧΪԼϣ"Ҫ"

Ϲ""һ۽ǣЦ"ҵ......"

 

19
ϧΪüͷʱʱɣŵɫ
һϧ"Ѿ˷Ӧһµ¡"

ḲСԼѾ³ȷǰٰζȾϲǳҲɬ͡
ӣһҪƽ
ʧõıΨһϵԼϹҪıϹѪҲʧȥ

"Ѿ......"üɻ
ϧЦ૵"֪Ϊܲһ׳......"ԭѲ

飬ϧϸϸԭɫȻ"ǳţһֱǸˣңҲ֪Ƿ......"
ͷþò

"Ϲ......"ϧʵڲԸͬˣ̾"Σ"
̧̧ۣ"ʱԽԽмκ˵Ҳ˯˹ȥ"
ϧ˵ͷ

ѾµϹֹۣһ±ǼޣϹǿĪ־֧ŵڡ

ϧأҡҡͷ"ϹѾͬ裬ѹ㣬޷˵úˣûΪԼ·"
"ģûа취......"ͷۡ
"С磬"ϧ˼ؿ"ֻأעܲŤת......"
"֣"ۣһĨЦ"Ҳ֪Լ᲻ܽ뿪......"
"С磬Ҫ˵......"
""ѹеĲ"ϣ......"
"С磡"ϧȥסļ磬۾ͨ죬"ԲԣĪ˵һ٣ҪǣѹҲѾˣ"

̧۶ϧȴǿն"ֻҪǲǱ˱ˣ......"......

ϧ""һſ˷ļ磬صߵԲ£Դü"С磬ǻⱨӦ......"

ǳЦ紺磬ܽ˺ѵ

ǰϧ˷һСƿרΪƵı̥裬Ц"뿴֪иʲ顣"
"Ǻ"һЦϧ

ʲ飿һ·ϴϹ֪ķӦҸص߸֪Ϣȴԥ˵ŲԵԽܣһһֱ

һϲõػص̶ϹʧȥѪɫ"һ......"˵Ϲƣ˹ȥ

ʱһһţ̶ֻʱʱˮεˮֹͬˣһоΡ

Ϲ˯Զ˳һзţ˪üޣûһ˿


ֱСʹ֪Լ˶ԸϴϹھҲ򣬺·ɢ˳ȥ

һְʹСһֽסϹƣ޷Ƶ

"˵һ......"

 

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"˵һģ......"ͷϹľѣʵڿտıмȵػص

Ϲ֣һסز"Ҫ˯ˣ۾òãţ"

"һкö໰Ҫ˵ۿңòã"

"˵һ㲻Զ......"

"......"

Ѩķ̾ϢĺԵį

ϹָԼСǿһ˿΢Ц"һĺ......"Ϲۣ"ڻûһ£о......"
"ǣ֮......"Ử˵Ϲֱ"ֻԸ......ֻԸһ......"ҧ̵ʻǴӳݼ˳

ذϹڻ߷ֺƵͣϹϣָƸһɴһһüǡӢͦıı......

һǣϸ۽ǡǼ⣬ƬĴϾþö಻ֹ

ֻǣȻû¶......ܹ˶ãƬڶૹĴȻ⳹ǡ

ʱûϹƲ֪ά˶ãеһƺʱͬʱͣͬ˼άҲػصĥ

"㴵ѣ轣"
ƻϦ£趯һ仨Ҵ

"Ѿ޷......"
ɫԣڱ仨ͤ£֫彻һơ

"˵ңҺȥ......"

Ϲÿ仰һѼ⵶شģѪ죬Ŀá

"һȥ......"˸ϹķһĴ",˽һ......"

ϹһԵıʯϣĿ̧󣬳ϵСݺϵһս󲿣ѪѸٵڱ룬ɫ·һֵͼһ̣մѪĺڿ°찼ֳۣһϹд͵Ρ

˵˵񼸺֮ЧǲܵйֻءϹֻʧʶԳ߲ѣֻأҲܹΪˣ͵ͬ߻ʧǣעѪ֮󣬰ڱʶһϹҴ˶ʮĹͣ޸޺ޡʮ䷢һȻԺֻһģ󣬲ûһ˿⡣

Ϲ룬˳ʴ֮ơȥϹϰָպϵѪᱳһģһͼΣ˺һ䣬ֲڰѪ

Ĭ䷨α߶ߵļ⣬ϹΧ

㹻סСȫϢģĵͨϹᱳѪеڡ

Ϊʧһʼҵزһʹ÷ĺ飬ҧѪ

һֻСϰлδεСһֵϹᱳȫ롣

"......"ãʧȥĵڴϣתۿϺϹϵѪѾʧ춰һЦȴ˲䱻Сʹȥע
óϧԼı̥裬ҴҵһȥбһְĦС

еʹԻϹıŵԼҲʧ˹Ѫʧһʶģֻ߬Ϲ֣ͷڴأڱϡ

ܼžֻбǵĺ

һָ΢

˫ۿնϸ߸ߵѨͷսԼֵˡ

͵üһĨϲƱЦ......

ͻȻһʹ

ʶػ˰˯

һ˲䣬ĿͶ

 

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ӣ̽˹ȥϹڵۣ᲻뿪һһ

Ϲգգۣǰ˿ݣûһ""

Ϲ䵭轫ſһ""˻ȥֻڱݺݵػˮҪ

"......"ͷƽ˵ƣϹֵ˫ȴסز

Ϲüؿ򱻷ֻ֣߬ý㲻͵شӿ

ϵ˿ڱϹͻĶѣ۵һ

סѪ󲿣һϥ¹"ַ壬"

Ϲޱֱ۷ȾѪ֣ĿȴĪʹ

"ûʸԳ£"Ϲ齣"ҼǵãѾǲڤ̡"

εЦԭļֻͣʧȥڹһ졣
ҲãȻҲ飬Ҳ㱳Ҷĸ顣

̶һ£ԭѾþԼһҸ......

"......ֻǵΣ......"һڣ־ͻתڵ"ȻѾѣٳǰˡ"
ҧҧѵվȴѪǰ¶ʱתģѱ棬ҡ˼±ᵹȥ

ͻȻһϤĻ̱طϣ΢غ֣"......"ü޹ССˮ顣

ϹĿһһشʹԼؿ˵ϤȴİϤԼʹȴİػһ˿顣

ԼһԹߣһݺԼһģһԼǰɹʮ꣬ͷչģĹϵĺҪ׷ɱȴͷһ......ӴӵУԼȴ˿ᡣ

˼άۣϹ˼һ˲䣬Ϊǰӵ"Ұ"......

ȻһжǴϹſʱ

Ϲûпеı˺ʧ˷ķΪüͷһ£㳶һѾѪ͸Ĳ˺Լһذ˿ڡ

ؿϹΪԼ£ǲǣײЦ

Ϲſ֣ͷ"ڵĹɶ򲻹"

Ѫʶ书ŮӣԽ񹦵Աɲ֪ΪηྐྵʱҪֹͣ

͵ЦЦ"ĻҲ׼Ⱦָ£Ҳް"ʩչķ֮ѾԼغɵܵصķɣԼҲʧһ룬ٲ뽭еȷѪ꣬Ҳ֪Լܲܳŵеĺƽ

԰Щ°ܿһԻһԻ󣬷㲻¶ȰЦ

ҸЦϹ֪Ϊζʻգ"ҵʴȣҲҪҪһڤ̡"

ǵԼµȴ֪ΪҪֻ֪ڲԸŷһߣ㶼Ը

һᶨصϥ¹"ѾûʸĻŹ......"
Ϲһץס󣬽˳һ"ҲɱһΡھû񹦻壬һǿ׾ɱ㣬ÿ"

ֹסѪϹ³ĶŪٴѿѪ·Ϲ߾ٵֱۡ

ɫòҰףҡҡͷ"......Ҳ......"ҪסӣһҪ......

"......"Ŀͻһ˺ѵʹֻǰһڣ᲻֪¡

 

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ϹҴҸϻڤ̡
һ·ϣ԰׵ɫϹᵽ˺νţһִĵ׷ĺ䣬Ȼӵ֫Ŀ־塣

"............"Ϲķڤ̣ոŵشԭأһӿʵѾ޷˼
ϹбƳһĿɿڴո裬߸󷿱"½̾¸󣬿죡"
ոϸ룬æȥ½̾˷¸

½̾üΪϸϸ֪Եҡҡͷ򵥵ؽ˼ö룬󣬲һ

ϹΪ½̾ȵӽķңŭ"ˣ"
½̾룬"ѪõźܿȬֻ......"½̾̾һ"ֻǷ󻤷Ѿǲغɣвͣ롣"

Ϲ½̾ĻʱظҲ΢ɼķЩԵʹ

½̾һʲỰҪ˵ỹҡҡͷ

Ϲֹģ͵"л˵"
"......"½̾˫ϥ£"ˡѧղ绤Ѫӣ¾Ȼ......"½̾˶٣춵"Ȼ̽˻......"
"ʲᣡ"ϹȻҽҲ֪ŮϱϲǴѪʵڵķѪһ֪ѪʵĿܣ
ϹЦ"ѵ˵һӻвɣ"
½̾Լϸ룬"Ǻ"һЦ"ӻҲŹഫŮԿӣһ񣬿ȡγֻ̥ǰѾʵǷˣҲö֪"
Ϲüǰ

......ѵǰĴˣϹƳߵ֧ѣɻ

Ϲ׷ʵ"̽ȷϲɷȷǼµ̥"
½̾"ϲ......ǽһµ¡"
Ϲüͷһ壬"˾ܣ̶Իˣ"
ոʵ"һ¡"ո֪ϹеĲ¼ɣæ"绤˯ʮȥ̶֪£"
""Ϲ"һһֱûȻ֪"
ϹѾ߬ȭĵУԼ̶˯ʱ£
"......"ո費ŷˣΪ˵
"Ƕȥ"Ϲҧɱ⡣
ϹѹֵŭԽ췢ĹҲͷոֻܼڲ
"......ǡ"ո½̾ͬӦȥ

""ϹƺһһֱԼԵ£תס½̾"½ҽʿһǰҩǰ̥ҩ"
½̾˼"ǵġ"
ϹȻһ˴ϡ
ո״æȥȡ

ϹѾ΢΢ĵ׵ĺԼһֲ־;񣬻Ĵӵʺ죬ϹֻһѶ۵һһԼģʹϢ

ѵʱѾ˺ӣʱҸ߸£ĪǾΪ˰Ѻ

ʱϵĺӣпԼ......

"Ի֮£ǲй¶䣡"Ϲݺݵ

Ϲ˼һͻȻһ˵Ҫæסո裬Ը"ڰǸҩ®ǸճĴҴҽԻҪ

 

23

ո½̾ԶϹ˯ķ

ϹŬԼϹͷ¡ȻڽļԼǷûԷ˵ۡȻԼʱΪκľԼһȻΪԼᣬһģ......

֪˶ãɫѾɻҡ

ḧϷСϹ޷Լ֮£ܻһСĳɳⱾǼϲõ£......
ϹͻȻ߬С·ճȭصذȥ

......ӣǱ˵֣

˯еķһͻأļʹѣϸ΢ز
"......һҪ......ס......"ϡϲð亹кطڣ"......"
Լ֣ϹѰɿֻ֣ط档
ȴͻȻ̵ۣ˫ֲסϹԼС֣дһʹڴڵشε亹͸ĳ
Ϳֻ......ǰξһǰһϹŵֹתͷ׼ˣǡʱոѾϧ

""ϧʧ˹ȥƿڴصϹ"쵰"
ϧǿ򶨵شҩ䣬ڳָĽ룬ϹֻܶվһԣԳϧһ֡
"С磬Ҹİ̥أĶ"ϧİ˯ѵķæҵѡ
̥裡׼Ϲڳո軹Ǿõһ
ֶ̧΢"......ڽ......"
ϧҩƿæιһȥͻȻ߻ˣͷȵ"Ƕҳȥȥ"
ϹޱؿķԳϧĻšո״æȥϹ߿

ʱֵ׷ѩϹֻ£ȴо˿䡣

ոʱл׷ʲ£С"֪绤ѹģ"
ϹеҡҡͷԼʲᶼǲã̶׷ʲᣬðԼѹԼȻһֱûʹ
"̶ʲᣬûһ......"ϹѾ֪Լ˭ҲԼ......

ʱúܻϧһƣ̬ӷгѩѾͣ˺һѩ

Ϲϧŭۣ˼䣬ߵһð÷¡

ϧսȭ޷޵"ɱԼɱǰɣ"˵һȭ˹ȥ
Ϲһæ̧סϧյԼߵȭʣ"˵ʲ᣿ʲ......Լ......"
ϧ˦Ϲ֣ҧ"СΪ㣬Լһ......Ϊ㣬Ѿ˥άҪľ......Ϊ㣬ϧԼһеĺӣĺӣҲҪסˣ"ϧϹۣ"֪֪֪ҲҪסĺӵ˭֣......"

"סڣ"

 


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һͬʱתͷķ
"С磡"ϧŵʧ󺰡

һ渹һֳһѵ˹С׶İʹĽŲḡȣ˫ϥܲסѩصһ˲ϧȥһѱס

"С磡˳̥ܲ......"
"......"ץϧֱۣۻҡҡͷ
ϧʹѣŵ"ֺαΪ......"
"סڣ......"Сһʹֹסز"˵ȥһ㡣"
"֪֪Ѿ......"ϧ""һ˵
ЦЦǸ"Բ......"
ڳϧǰ˵οĻԼΣϧԼο۶......

ͷȥϧϵıɫ̧ۣϹһֱվԭǸط÷֦ϵѩϡϡļͷԼ貵Ĺ˸ȴ黹Į

ͻȻãǵľ룬ߣȴ......

ϹûǰȥڸԼɣһԼʹɡ
ܿЦǣҲɣĻǲԼʹˡ

ǾˣӣʵҹɫԶԶ

ѩ΢İ÷㡣

ϧ΢΢̧𣬳Ц"С磬ߣ뿪"
"֣"ֹ̧֣˳ϧĶ§Լ֣ڳϧ㵵˲䣬ֱֱعѩĵϡ
"С磡ڸʲᣡ"ϧļȴᶨסſ֡
"............"Ϲĺδɳ

ۣ͹һʹڵ"ţӣ֪ﲻˡʼ޹ŹкһƽԸڤ"
"Сڵӹ򲻵ã"ϧļ٣Ҳ˷ߣ󲿷ԼϿ

ƿϧڽʣС΢Ϣ"ַŵĻҪ......"˼üͷչ"ǰҲǵȲܻԻ¥ǰٴξ˷һѱ书Ϊһ٣Ҳ֮......ֻڤ̵һģеҲ޹ܷ÷ºӣٻڤ......ʱδãҲԹ......"

˫ѩڵıľеʹסز֧Ųסڳϧݼʶģ

ϹýӲҵеĶӰ΢嵽˷ǰ£ְӳϧ˹ֲϷƺʲԼԺһʱＸҪ

Ϲ޷˼һѱٶȸ¸󣬳ϧβᡣ

ϧϹԼ֮ʱ֣ٿ԰׵ЩѪɫĵ̾һϹһ˯Լרһ롣

 


25

Ի硣

糿һѩȻģѩ仹óϧش˸սתͷϹһһӣΪϡʱıӣḲڷС֮ϣȴδֱ񴥵㵯Ҳ֪ʲᣬϧֻεЦ

Ϲ"ҹһδ˵Ļʲ᣿"
ϧҡҡͷЦ"ҿɲСһӡ"
ϹݺݶϧʣѾۡƺͻȻԼλòԣϹæᣬһεر
ϧΪϹΪеǿЦã£"û£Ϊһ룬̥ϢܲȣҪ뱣סӣмɲҪٶ͡"
ص˵ͷ
ϧббƳһ۾վϹķֱ"ȥΪ㰾ҩ"ζ˷һۣ̾ȥ

ƿӣԵЩ׾
Ϲæת絽ȥȴԥ˰̧֣䵭"岻ʣͺúɡ"
ǳЦҡͷڴ봩ϰѥȴСͻȻʹ
Ϲüε̾һߵ߹£ѥϷĽš
ΪϹΪеԾ쳣æ֣"Լ......"
"Գ᣿"Ϲ̧ۣ˷ֹֻ֡һڵؿüΪԼѥӡ

""ϹվֱֱԷ"Щ£"
ŵȭһ"뽲"
ϹվòŻʵ"㵱Ҹ߸£ǲΪ㸹еĺӣ߸±Ҫ"
һഫҵʹ
Ϲת̽ʣ"ǸӣǲҵĹ⣿ǲ......"Ϲʼ"ɱ"
̧߬ؿڵ·ѾҧW죬ʹԽԽǿҡ
Ϲʹֵģü嵽ߣ˵ִ
ͷϹյ߳ܵĺ
"......"ʹرۣ촽΢΢"ҵʱûлС"

ȻѾ֮еİʵкãѾڣ֪Ĵ𰸣˵ֻͽһ̾һ꣬Ȼˣֺα޹ʶЩ¶ˡ

Ϲɿ֣ȷذƿþõĬ

վü"ҹҪ󣬲֪......"
"һ֪......"ϹϷĻۣ"̶һû"
˱ۣ˵"û"֣㴫˻ͨ

"лûϵڣ"Ϲɤţֿ˷¸϶ŭ
Ϲθߴ࣬üǿɣԲ۾Գһ㲻һа̽Ƹ³çˡ
Լ٣ֻһҪϹ
Ϲ״æ߹ȥһϥǾҪصķתϹ"岻ʣ˰ɡ"
ϹûǸĥڵ⣬һӣ"һؾȥΣȥһ£к㵽ûа"

"Ϣŭ"ո費˷¸һ˫ϸü΢΢ЦϹ"ᣬ̰ʼѸģҪȥʺأ˵ǲǣ"˵תͷϹֻϹ""һ
Ϲɫ֪Ϊζʱʮֻͣո裬ӶЦ˺һŷӦԼĿġ

 

26

ϹոͬʱͷתϹ֣ص"Ҳǵɼҵʱˡ"ϹüϹ"һֱĽ㣬ҲΪ˶ׯ磬òǸɶõĺӡСΪǣרĴڤ̡"Ϲ۶ԽԽѿɫǴɵļ"Ѵ黽Իס£Щ飬ʮԻ֮ᣬΣס"

ոüЩϧϹͷ

ڤ£ֻҪǽ´ۺ񶼱ӣΪ̹棬Υ߻׻裬ܵĳͷ޷ֱϹǰһ֮˽ִ⳷ȥԭȵĴ󻤷ýʮķζŭϹ¥Ķ£ڼܾ˱޴̣֮¥ʱ÷Ϥչ˲Ų²

ոһ·ϹͷЯ߹꣬Ϲıȴǲĳȣ鵭ȴϹ߲ᣬǵǱκ˶ȴƫƫȱĬ֣һԸϣһĬĬò̾ꡣ

һֱĬϹʱŻſǣ֣ϹĻûֳϲŭɫϹҲӵƽеЩ˼顣
һֱͷĽëס۾

۷ϹӦ"á"о΢΢һϹ"ҲǴڽӴİϷТΪк¡"
ϹǱץ˰ѱһʱҲ˵תһЦøƵո裬üΪԼԲ
ոбƳϹһۣ"Ĳǳףмҵˣ˵¿ɲ̫ԡ"ո迴˿ͷķĵ̾"󻤷״ٲʺڤ̵Ļοֵ˳׵䣬β֮÷绤̣ȥͨϰյ"
"Ŷ"Ϲɻ"ˣ"
˵ڤ̴󻤷ʵȴϹһ˵Ĵ󻤷ϹûвǲԷҲһ֪

""ϹĿ¶׹⣬Ѫ˿˫۽ո裬"ҵģʲʱֵˣ"
Ϲδ䣬ֻһתҪվȡ

............ǣһ˿οЦ

ԣģ

Ϲոᣬѹ"ûûС"
Сո費ЦԴװʲȥˡԼֻһС˾ܣûûСĸԼŶԡ

ϹӦɴ࣬Ҳ˵ʲᣬոĻ"ǲܺת˽̰......"
""Ϲᶨ"ҪҳףԡǷ˭뿪"
ϹԼĿѾﵽˣ˻֣ĵ"㡣"˵ձתո裬˳ʾԼȥЦš
ո̧ۿϹͷεغһתϹ

ϹͷһǰһᾲվϢţ΢ĺһ

ϹĬòŷ"ǲһҪ뿪"
üᶨ"ǡ"
Ϲתץļ磬˫۵"ˣŪеʵ֮ǰ㶼뿪"

 

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ϹһԺͤеδϱĵ泩غոһһıݴЦɷˬʡ
ո赭ЦΪϹ裬Щ
Ϲϸ֮ˣҲܿոɫΣеĲ豭"Сգ£"
ո̾һ˳ǣ"Ҳ㿴Ӻͷ֮֡"
Ϲ˵üһ"Ҳӵ¶ͷ˵е֮"ϹǳǳЦ"ҵ꿴һġ"
ոҡҡͷٱһ
"裬ҪƷġ"Ϲװģһڣչü"㵱ҳףҲ½᣿"Ϲվֻ̧ոԼ
ոһƿƳһۡ
ϹģЩίԼλã"ҿɲԼཨڤҪһѪԵ"ϹԳЦЦЦ"ϹֺȢŮӡ"
ոʱϹһﾪѣԥһڨڨ죬ѷӵ˵

"ø"ֻһWŮӴǳɫɴȹȴӻ˳Ǵ·Сˡ
΢ͷ̧̧֣߰С"ˡ"˵ɫü죬ǵƤɰЦݣСϹ
"øø롢ˡ"΢΢δϹӦվֱǣϹֱۣЦ绨
Ӵׯ......ϹոεЦ
һаͷЦԡ
Ϲ˵ıǼ⣬Ц"ھʹλׯ'ȥ硣"
ˢغͷƵ""һ

վڷ¸İ÷£Ϲ˼ؿ֦Ⱦ˰ѩ÷һһεѩˮ°ϣһСȦ߲ˮաһһԣе䱭ǳɫҺ屻紵ϸϸӳԼݡ
ϹûκԤʾܵ˷¸󣬲˳ϧ裬ԭѾҪʵĻȴֻʣһĬΡ

ҵûϹʼ֪Լ˵Ĵ𰸣ԼΪƫƫץⲻš
ԼڴĺԼİ......ֻǶû˵ϹУమģ......
"ĵ"Ϲײȭ"ĺӣǲĵģ"˵ת
һĲµ°ڣ΢΢üޱ
ԭ......ϹĿڿɬ˴
"ǡ"һ̧ۣᶨؿϹ"ĵĺ......"
ĺӣϹĺӣҴĺ......Ϲۣһ˲ĳ嶯ЩϹڵϹѾ˰......
Ϲ춷һ㣬˵""ֵһ̣оԼһæתԼɫ

""ϹЦ"ˣСǿɰúܡ"
ϹͷͬʱԴϹߣɬ̧ۣغ"......"

 

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ϹĵЦһĮƳһۣ"š"
ЦһЦƽ"λɣǷˡ"˵תȥ
Ϲ̧̧֣ڨڨ£û˵
""һϵĺѾȥס"Ƿ󻤷"
ת"......ǡ"
ͷβ˷һü"˵ˣڽǰԳƣ˽¹"
һʱڣһ˵ԳЩ̬ǰһϹ¹

Ϲ˳ưڻıԼţ°͵ļϣ䣺"ˣû¹κ˶ûʸ¹򡣱ΪҵδޣͿָʹҪȫʬ"
""ϾǸδµСŮӣ벻Ϲ˵˺ݶĻæֹ
""Ϲ޿̣ȵ"Լδŵ˵"
ϹѷԼذϷٲȻһҸС޵ģ
"ߣ"Ϲһ"һͷȲϡ"

ʼյԲ˫ۣѾǱŵҳģֻؿϹ֮δε˳С¡
ϹԼʶĶӣһ§ͣ䣬һı"С˵ûзִ磬Ƕأޡ"
Ϲ壬޵ȴǸˣһŰƴС滨ģ۰
"ӴӴޱ......"Ϲ޼ƿʩתͷ۴ʱЦϹ§ת߿

һһʵļ米úǲ̣̾һͷ"ȷʵ......"
"ϲ"Ϲ̧ۣǡöϷߣ"ҵģȴռˡ"
Ϲһĸ飬һ˲ͺԼϹһģһЦԼ飬æתߣͷϹ֡
ϹȴȦøڷľѣЩƵ"Ҫ"˵ֽ˽֣ʶذָϷС
ʧؿϹḧԼСĵĵطʱһɴ
ֱϸеһαϹֻ֦ѩˮĶͷеĺ˵
룬ϣҵĺӣûʳ......죿죿......
İ÷Χ̧ͷЦϻһӨĺۼ

"磡ñ磡"òֹסỨ԰˺ǾޱĻһأϹ§Ǹ龰սȺŭ
еı׽ÿԼҰݷʱĮӣδֹԻԵĸ顣
ϲ......ָΣı練Լ˽ȥϧеᶼΪԼ֡뵽伸ίҪ

"С㣬"ˬʵջ˵ߡ
òͷҲµó˭͵ذеĻһӣʵ"ģ겻ɢ"
һ߽"ĲĵİɣΪҪ"

 

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ߵ"˭֪һӻˮ"˵תͷȥ䶢ǰˣ"Ϲδˣ㲻Ҫңñ˿ˣŵ"
һ˿ʧ䣬ֻܿظ˽ıɫЦ"ҿġ"
俴óһͨҩݣ΢΢ϸü
"Ԩ㲻ҪЩֵֹ£ң......"ƳһۣӺһ"ĸ"ͷһ
ԨӣС죬һʱĿġ

"ι"̧ǰŵػ˻ӣͷ"ˣҲ뿪"˵ббԨתߡ
ԨǣŲæ"СѵϹԼ"ԨΪؿס壬ߵߣյ߶"а취ϹԻڰ㡣"
װԨĻûеغһȴһܻӭģ
СùƻԨԨɫ"˭ܿϹŲ·õһŮӣȻһˣҲʵ......"伫ѹŭϸСͨ죬ԨóҩݣЦ"иҩݣĲݣһԻ......"Ԩ˶٣"ȴе......"
һ𣬻Բת"ˣȻҲҸˣ"
Ԩ""Цװ"аĲ......ȻĲݡ"ǹЦԨۣ"ԻᣬֻҪĲݣᰮһˡ"
"ģ"תԨŰɵʵ"ֶ"
Ԩ۽Ƴһ˼䣬ĵ"кܶණ㶼֪ءԻᣬұĲݸá"
ĵ"ΪʲҪң㲻......㲻......"Ľëס
Ԩ̧Ū䴹ڼϵ㷢"Ϊϲ㣬õҸȻҲܸ㣬㰮˸ҲǺõġ"

Ԩĸ飬˵Щʱʵʪüޡ

Ԩҩסѵ"Ĳݵ֭ˮãÿʱĿʹ̣ĪҪΪʹǰ"
ص˵ͷǣסԨ䣬ͷ"лл㡣"
ԨĿڳʹ潿ʼЩ......

ڶԻһ磬䴧һֱģ߽ϹԻ

ϹҪȥ¸󣬿վſҲûл۾Ҫȥ
һϹǰ"磬......ΪԻµǸ......"
Ϲ۽Ƴ䣬û˵ֱߡ
"磡"СҧѲڷϣóһɾĲ豭˲裬ߵϹǰ˫ַϲˮͷ"᲻ûûСģԭԻΪ"Ѳ豭߸߾ٵϹǰּղס豭ˮЩѾ˳
Ϲᷳ뵽ϾãСû˵£ݲݵؽӹ豭һŶȥ

豭ЩֻWĴһĨǳЦ

 

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ڴ̨ǰ֦ϵѩǴһĨǳЦڳϧϤĵѾֻ࣬ȻԵõɫȻ԰
Ϲһ·æϵ˷¸ȴֻԶԶվڰ÷£еѣ÷ƣϹۣһһС

"㴵ѣ轣"

أסյѵָ΢΢ϹϤϤĻ......
Ϲס˵һΣ"㴵ѣ轣ɺã"
΢΢ۣǳЦ˵ͷ
ϹЦԾ⣬һͨ೤̵÷֦ʾʼ

Ϲе÷֦ΧĿʱת÷ƬƬذ׻꣬ѩƮΧ
ʲ᲻ͬڷĵУԻȫͬͬһӣȴǲ¶İԹͱˡ

δֹϹѾͲס飬÷֦һµѩУ΢Ծ˷ǰ
ϹͻȻĶõɴۣŲʶˣȴ̨ϹһסϰĻ
"......"ȵشлŵسһֱĽ֡
ϹҪѷԼڣԼٵʵ"......ǲҵģ"
һ𣬲ڣ˵仰
ϹûлشԼ¸æ"̶ǲǲǣǲǣ"
"......"촽ͣز˫ֽ߬Ϲ½ƴסҪӿᡣ
Ϲѷļ磬ؿˮۣ"ǲǣֻһˣֻ............"
ǰѾģһƬֻԼϹʵݺҹ˫æƿϹ֣һ"Բ......"
ϹһѳֱۣԼ"㣬ŵֻ㣡Ĵ𰸣ֻ......"ϹӡǺۣüʣ"......"
þõϹ˵ʹֻĵر˫ۣ˵ͷ

ʱϹһֱδı䡣

Ϲ˷ܵؿ̨͵ذѷԼĻһͷǷѾ۽ǣ"㣬ʲᶼ㡣ǵģǵ......"
Ϲţſֽļ米һ֣Ҹͻת˲š
"ԲҲã"Ϲı߰ο"һģһ......"

ϹԼԷĸ飬ֻ֪ԸϵǱ˵ĺӣһԼ޷óȥĺӡο˵е飬ʵҲڰοԼԼţ˵ĶģԼ̶Լġ

ʹ֪ϹûԼҲֻռжûаԸȥƭԼԸڽӵԼǵ̶Ϲһжûб䡣ֱӵĸоʹĸо룬ֻΰɣһԶԸѵ......

ϹЦǷ޽ǣ"ھȥ˻¡"
ͻȻֱƿϹ䣺"С㲻ƽ"
"ûβƽĳףŲƽ"ϹٴΰѷЦ"ҵֻҸ˰ڶѾҵĺӣһ"
ͷϹؿڣƵ""һֻҸ̫ͻȻһжƻ棬˼㽫һٻ

Ϲڷ۽ģþõˮ˫ۣȴڻӦ˲䣬Ѿ̧ͷסԼĴ

 


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εɬоΥļ飬˫ֽ§סϹľҪþȥǣԼݲ԰Ρ
Ϲֻһ˲ĳɣ⸱壬ػӦǣֱζֱ˴˶ʧȥ˺
δϹеİֻǽϵ̬ϹԼǰһҲãٿԸԼһߡ
ĥ䣬Ϲ彥ȣüڵرսս
ϹѴ̽ߣʵ""
ϹȵıϢûһ飬ȻȻЩƣֲۣɨϹˣϸϸһӦ"š"
Ϲ˽֣˳ҧһĶֿʼʱʱص¸
"......"ϹǰСЩġ
ϹҲ̧ͷ֮ƣС۲ػľۣɪɪ"Ե......"
ߣϹ춰ͲסһѺᱧ߽ڸ󣬰Сʱɵĳϣͣ΢պÿһ
ֻһͷĿѣѾ֪ԼںδֻԼеĳϹɶӭǰȥƺҪһֱеļȫкȵ

ᣬϹ§ڼвķһ೤˺Ķͷ
ٵش̧ƣۣϹһҸЦֻᱳҪƴȫץסƻõۡ
ϹְڷСĦֵʵ"㻹жң"
ҲַϹֱϣü"û......"
"ЩҼԼԼظ֣벻ʲ......"Ϲüͷ˼"һңһ......"
"ģû......"Ѿȥˡ
رۣϹʵţز˲䣬﷢ģڡ
ϹһΪĶٴαȣȴ·ܲסѹٴα
ͻȻоԼȵķģϹסһͷظŪԼȣϵĺηֲǻδ˵ֻ˾ٶӡ
ϹʱӿһůѷһЩָ̧ͷķнɵŪڸкܿ˴صĴϢ
ϵĶӿ죬ϹҲ޷ӵȴֿǵƣۣؽܵһ·⻬ľᱳµĶ
"......"ץϹļ磬ϹÿһĽɶ϶ʹϢ
ϹͷǷʪ޽ǣỺĽⳡ鰮࣬˶
շֲסһδεĸ߳˯ȥϹƶԴıһֱ§ڻ

ʱɫѾڣֻܣ˶ƿԼϹ
"ţˡ"ϹǱ˻вŲ塣
˴뷨ʵ"ʲʱˣҪȥ˰ա"
ϹƵ"ʱ˰ɣһȥ"
ЦЦ"......"
Ϲ֪˼ϾԼлԼ""һ"֪ˣڻȥ"
£ȴԼѾֶ̧ѣüʹˤϡ
ϹѾãü΢ϧۣʰϵΪá
ϹǰһᣬǳǳЦ

""ϹҪȴͻȻ̧ؿڣϰᵹϡ
æӽסϹµ壬вӿڵѪԱһƬհס

 

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""Ϲ߬ǰ·ճȭѹԼؿڣʹͷʧ󺰣岻ͣڴϷȴҲܼʹ֡
"......"˼άûңϹǲӿڵѪ˾綾æס˼Ѩλǿ򾲵ذ"ҽг......"

"֣֣"ܳ¸˳ϧ齵̨ͤ鿣"֣ҩó죡"ûȳϧΪ£Ѿȥ˴һʩṦ㵽˷¸ѾһŵϹߡ
""Ϲʹ˹ı飬ֻ絶ҧϹεƽһδβȥӿѪ
ϧ˾ĶǵΣ֪ʻǶ࣬˵ǰΪüͷһ壬̯Ϊ롣
ڴԣϹ֣ĺ˳۽ǻӣֲǺᡣ

ϧɫ԰׵ÿ£æͣʣ"С磬ǲǶ̥"
"û£"Сһʹ"죡"
ʱĳϧͷ˲ϹΣ㲻ٶ˵ʲרΪҽΡ

ʱѰ˼άһƬ磬ֻؿϹ˯еʹҲ

ϧһ˵"ʱ"ĸ֣һֱǿԼܵµıݶʱڴأϸ΢
ϧæȥó̥£ϴأ"һһ£Ҳͣ"
Ϲ԰׵ʳϧ""
"˾綾"ϧü"ǲ¶֮Ҫĥ"
ӲƵط"֪ʲᶾǷҩɽ⣿"
ϧ̾"ûһͷҲ֪ɢֻýʱסҪѨ"
"ȥ֪ͨǣ½ҽʿҲɡ"˵̧ΪϹȥϵѪ
ϧᣬͷϸϸ΢ָϹüĿвĸо

һϧϹո衢½̾һֱͷ˽
һֱԼеǲ˴죬һ춯Ҳ˵˹ֻԶԶϹǲҰ׵ɫ°½ϴƬѪգѾµ촽Щ
ԨûƭԼϹֻòŻֻҪ߹ԻᰮԼ......
Ǿŵıȴƭ͸ո衣
"С㣬"ո˫ֽ棬ζؿվſڴ䣬"ԼδأҲʼ䣿"ոüһŵ䣬֪ǵľ˱飬ֳͿ־塣
Ϲͷ˿䣬ȷЩףҲδж룬"ûʲ棬ŵˡ"תͷ"ȻȥɣҲʲᡣ"
˵ͷҪתܣ½̾ˣ"Ӧ˺üʱ֮ҪһأǽѪ⣬˱ĥ"
"ʲ᣿"תϵϹ"......磬"

 

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½̾룺"˶֪֮......"
ո趢䣬ĺҪ϶һ"ãСƺǣ½ҽʿ˵жʱ糿֪СǷ......"
"ûУ"ͷβѾʧ˲"ûȥҹ磡κˣҽԻһֱڷûгȥ"ԻļƻһʰŮǲߣϹеʱûмκˣĵ˵Ļ
"Ŷ"ոüϹһۡ
Ϲ̾һվߵǰ"֪ʲ˵ɣø㡣"
һҪ޳ģϹӣɥ"Ĳң......Ầ......"һ٣һָϹʧķ"һﶾģ᲻"

һʱ䣬ȴϧ˵߶˷

̧ͷûһ˿飬һ̶ˮš
"ʣ"ϧŷԸԼҲϹֺģʵǷ߿ԣ"ɵͷҲֲС磡Ϲҵ......"
"֣"ֹϧ˵ȥȻصͷϹ԰׵"ûʸ񷴲"Ϲһ˷¸ñʵȷʵԼ
ϹոԸɵıǷֻڿ֤ݣһʱҲΪκα绤
"ˣԻס"ո赭
ʱһԱıԶʱ¶˳"ѣ"ԭϹֻĿʹ̣ûϹ֤Լ˵˻ѻһԼѱ
ϹüŭûзһԵո̵"С˹ģҲҪЦѵġ"
ڨڨ죬£Ϲ˲ǣҲǣԨ᲻ƭԼĲʵһصĶݣ
ǲģָ"ûз飬áðΣ"

ոĵбһۣȴϹ̾"û֤֤Լһ¥¹Ի"
""ոͳϧͬ󺰡
ϧ֪֮Υļ"岻ʣ˳ͷĳԸΪܷ"˵"ͨ"ȥ
һϧ̾"㲻ʶһˣʱҲҪ......"ҧҧϹϥµ""
"򲻿ɣ"ո޿κοϹ"ջس绤ȷʵĥ"
"½ҽʿ⼸Իúչ"Ϲ鷳꣬ûж˵תߣոæ˳ȥظ棬½̾˹Ҳ˳ȥ

ϧ䣬ݺݵضţԶʹ"ԻҲӼȥɣ"
οЦЦ"ҵѾõò࣬ԻӦò⡣һᱣúӵġ"ϴأסϹ֣"֣ȳȥɡ"
ϧ̾˿ҡͷڸ

"Ҫǵĺӣƽ......"Ϲһ˿¶ȵ֣ԼϹ԰׵Ĵһǡ

 

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"Ϳ"ոһѳϹԼ֣Ͳûһƣ"㲻˵׷ӵ𣿣㲻ǺԸϱ𣿣ѪĻ쵰"ոϹǰһƽԻȱȫʧ
ϹԼί֪ոΪη˴Ƣڨڨ"ΪҲֻǰ¥ụ̂ӹֻС£Ϲʲᡣ"˵ո§˻ı
ոзʮɹݺƿѿڶ"Ƿ"

ʲ᣿ϹվĿڷһ
ո̾"òµĺӣʮа˾ӡ"
"............"Ϲ֣ǲš
ո迴ľϹҡҡͷܹ֮кϹ޹ʧһµʼĩһһʮϹ

"ȴ˵һδѹ˳˷֪ӵ˭ġ"ոƳϹ"ȫ£˭ǵķ󻤷ĴƷ£"
Ϲƿԣһʱ侹벻ȥѷųﻳĺпԼӰ
"Ӷľͷ"ոյýŶأ"촫ȥѷų"
ϹһԴҪȴԻС˼"˾ܣѾ"

"............"
ԻеϹʹرͷ¾һĻĻӿԺǿҶ޴ŷĸشػԼģʹѡ֮ĸʱ֣ʱǱأϹ˼뽥û硣

˵ϹԷʮɵİӹŹػѾָɣֻǻһЩҪڣϹֻģǳӡ

""Ϲæӵȴң֣"½ҽʿ"
½̾Щɻ"ӦеĶڵĳеơΪλ......"½̾ϸϸһ"Ҳö֪˿ҲҲֵйء"
Ϲæסӵƣȥ붾صֿһŵ
"......"ϹۣսϹ֣˼ά"......"
ϹͻȻѣ"Ӵ"һæո"촫ȥѷ¥ų"
"¥"Ϲ͵سӣһѣΣǹĿ"§"
Ϲ֧֧û˵ոͨϣбƳϹ"ɵĺ¡"
"Сգ"Ϲתͷո裬ֻһɣϹѾ⣬"......"

ϹƴʩչʮṦϵ¥¥ʱѾֻܷǶС

"С磬Ϣһ°......"տҴϧĿ"Ѿһʱ㲻ΪԼ룬ҲҪеĺ"
"ǲٷңΥ棬ֻ½Էڡ"ʹ"ڲκβʣȻȥ......"

Ϲţ΢΢ͷŶɫ͸ǽϷСͦεϰͶһ¶ȴǿıӰ

ϧоһһ뾪ȴڽ¹ӳ¿ߵ죬ؿ˿ʹķеҩ룬ȥ

 

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üƣľԽ͵Ѿŷתͷȥȴһ˫ԽԼҸ£Լ£һůϤĻ

ɺԵĴԼľѣϣաĶǣһһëϸǣϲĳޣ˴Լᡣ

Ϲᱧ˫ƽţľ˫ϥΪͻȻͷŶʹһ˿ڶϹһϣļһʹ

ƣϰ˽ڻ̧۱Ϲǹ˸˫ֻĿڱۺ⣬춰ĵغһ

Ϲϧµҩ룬ͷһڣͷḲϷĴɵƬĴ꣬еҩ˹ȥ

һҩᣬϹȴ᲻뿪ĴصֱԼ˵ĴѾů
ûгɣ˫§ϹľϹԼշתӦ˱

һһڵذеҩɾһһҩǣȴѵصĿɬ

һ೤ǹһһϹطſȥǵˮգʳָָ⻺ԼҧɶĴ

ϹƵƵͷ˼԰׵գȻſ˫۽ӵ˻̾һ"ˡ"
ɻ̧ۣؿϹϤݣ¶ϤУЩ޴룺"......ʲ᣿"
Ϲ̧ۿ˿ǰԼտη۵ָᴥü"ұ̧¥Ϊҿһҹ......"
üε"ͻȻ......"
"ԻֻǼǵЩ£......"ϹְԼؿڣ"ѾܸܵʱʹȴΪΪҿ޶Īϲ......"

ǰĸоȻϹ֪ǵĲǷ̶һУ˶Էеİ˺ѷεʹظܵԼ֮İγԼʵ

ŵϹ˫ۣʣ"㣬ˣ"
ϹʧҡҡͷͻȻƺ·Լӣʶؽ˽ڰο˴ˣ"ҴӦ㣬öãһһ......"
ЩʧصͷϹԼƣš
ϹͷǷ޽ǣü"㣬Ϊβҵǰ˵ʵۺ¶"˵ַϷСᣬ"Ҷǵĺ£ҿҪʡ"
ָСϹֱοЦ"Һѹ......"
Ϲս֣Щ䣺"Ҳ......"
δϹ˵껰ļسסĴü
Ϲ֪ĵǣЦָԼÿָⶼһ飬"ڣһֻ̤˹ŹأҲҪ"
ϹĻһЦƤض˶ָָĴꡣ
ϹЦſڰѷҶָȥһ룬ʪⲻʱָ΢΢˱Ȼ˳

"ϵĶ......"üʵ
ϹɫֻظԻ޴׽ǳЦ"õģ֪˭"

 


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˿վỨ԰˽ǰսսС㣬С˴֪ϹѾ˶ʧ˻꣬ɫ뵱յ°Ұףɫӳǳɫȹϣһʱ֪̾ǹ

......촽߶µСѾԾذ˽Ļ÷飬֭ҺȾһ֡
벻Ϲ˿Ϳ˹˼壬֪Ŀ³Ѿһһ顣

ԼƵԨδʱ˿̰Թֹˡ

ԴʮһǰΪϹԵԨһ֮ԵССԨ϶Ľᷢӣǰ˵ҪȢΪ޵ĻֻһֱΪϷҴСǶϹԨĻǲΪȻ
СʱԨûжΪЩʲᣬֻܾش߲µһˣ˺ţԨˣֻҪѣԨܵһʱ֪ÿÿΪǽѡ

ͷѾԼСǶԨĿ˵Ӳò˵ԨһĹ͡

뵽Լѣһ˶ûУԲĴ۾һȦֻܾӣηǽǣ춲پǿǸ֣"Ԩ......"

ڴ˿ֻ̣һѶɫ£ӳ˽￡ݡ
ؿԨӸ߸ߵԺǽԾ˽ϹһĨҸЦ˫۰Լǰſ˫ۣԼΧĻ

"Ҿ͵ҵ֣ǵȵˡ"ԨЦս˫ۣǵ
ֻһλðţԨ˰Σȵʹƿ"㡢㾹ᱡң"
ԨЦ"úúãСʧˡ"˵ǫǫؾһ
ּգŵ"㻹ЦóˣҲҩӺεұضΪһ̻㣡"
伱Сͨ죬ԨһĶ""Ц"ҿû̻ң෴ġ"
"ޣ"³ɺһӿͷݵ"ѣ˵Ǳңƭң㺦磬ҩݷصĶݣ......ǻ쵰"
"ĲĲݣˣ벻ף"Ԩе"ƭ㣬ҲΪ˲˺Ϲ޸ضҸ"
֪Ԩ˵ȷʵҧû˵
Ԩü"ϹΪĺԻػΪһɻ䣬ҲΪֳһ󺦡"
پЦбƳдʵԨһۣ"Щ˵ЩԴ¿˵ĵе˼"
ԨЦЦװε"κСܰĳ˱ɣ......"С죬ԨЦ"ĳһӣСȫ......"
"ޣ²Ҳ֣"һӿ䣬Ԩס䡣
Ԩҡҡͷ֣Ȱ"Ҳ̫ܶãһΰգϹӣǴҲѾȡ"˵˵˼仰ɫ糣
ԭǰٰ㲻ԸҲʵںް취˵ͷ

ԨЦ̽ǰ˵ЩСȴȴС鲽죬ʩչΪóṦӳΧǽ⡣
ܾؿԨǳЦӶݣȻˣϹѾʤ¡
ʤ¾죬ȻԶݣ򾲵ض"С㣬ٻǰԻ"

 


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һ·ϴĦԨĻ֪Ǻá·ʤ²˲ȵĺüŲӿһЩ

ò׽Իͷ̧ۿΣϹվո裬ϿκαϹ춱ϹҼ絲ס˰ݵķΨһ䷿оůĴڡ

һţʤӯӵϹǰϹزͷüĻȻᶯ˶ʳָʤ±㹪˹ת⡣
²ʤ¶ǿ˶ߣСĸθŵͻͻֱؿϹɫĮ糣һɱֱһ

ϢĬոȵ"СлҪ˵"֪ʣвûаѯʵ˼
ҧƮû˵
Ϲ޿̣"ž"һİҪŭո輰ʱ½ǣʾⲻҪ䵨С£Ӳֻ±롣
Ӷӿе֪ףϹ˷ٰں𣬵ת뼰䱾ԲһҪǷпԣһģϹ

Ϲ䣬"ԨΪȫ֮ߣֱ˵¶ıҵ㣬Ҳ㲻Σ˵ǲǡ"
"ǲǶ"侪ŵؿϹ"Ԩƭң˵ҩݿ......㰮ңҲ......"ͷ߬½ǡ
ոЦ"ǣϾ֮¡ʹУ᲻ϡ"
ԨĽ㲻ܣаһֱղΪɻ䡣
εذƵϣûлػ

ϵϹδĶ׷ʵ"ϵĶԨ˵ʲ᣿"
"......"佫ԨĻԺĬһΣ"ⶾʧѾõòݣԻѪ"һ٣ŵ"ңҩɽ⡣"
"Ԩ"Ϲ֣һŭϵ䱭һŭݺ
һԵϹΪȻ"Щӣҩɽ⣬¡"
ո΢΢ӣɫ"ʲ"
侪ԨǸ֮ϹǵĻҲ²òһڨڨ"ֻһԽò֮ΨһĽҩУ......"俴۷"ȥһˡ"
"룡"Ϲʶصڷǰ棬ۺݺݵ"Ҿ㲻ҪҲὫͳȥ"Ϲǣ俴䣬Ц"εǴˣҲ˽ȥ"˵ϹѸһƷ磬Ϯȥ
һϸӵǰ棬εסϹƷ硣
ַԼǰϹһҧȻƣǰصʴأʱҴܣѪǡ

Ϲûй˼Լƣһڻ۵ʣ"û˵㣿"
ָ̧֣ȥϹߵѪҡͷ"ûΪһ˶㶪Ƿ񻹿֧ȥ"
ϹЦͷ̽ߣ"ɲһ......"˵ְѷһЩ
΢΢ЦЦЦݼɬ

һٵϲ֪ʱֻۣؿϹͷ˵

ķҵϹԶ˵ΪҲȥɫ"ǲܵ£ҾͲţڤһ˶ס"
ԨҲϼ嶯Ϲһ˵ԷӲڤһ˶ˮ֮У˲ûӦʲᣬֻ"òݵ֮ɫζأԻڣÿʱĿھʹĥ""Ԩһ仰ǻںɹ󻤷١"

 


38

""Ϲͷ⣬"ɱ㣬͹Ԩߣ˳Ҫ롣"
Ϲ˸ָʤµͷûϹ˵Ѿض乪"С㣬ߡ"
һˣʤѸݵץס󣬲Ѵ֮㽫˴⣬ԶԶ޺

Ϲ̾˿عͷո"ټԭҽҾͲûһ˶ò֮"
ոЦ"ԨǸûʮɵİգ϶ϲ˵ݵ֡"
Ϲ߬ȭͷŭ"Ǿټҽ̽ڣԻڹϺɣ"
""ǰһϥ¹"˼"վڷϹ״æһѽɫ΢ŭ
ɴعڵϣϹ"Ӵ"һ뵽ϹҾŴ𣬵ǵ"˭¹ҪСģСġ"˵С
εذָСЩؿϹ΢㳵ڨڨ"......"
"ʲ㣬"Ϲս֣𱸵"ʲʱѧΪԼ룿"
Ȼ԰׵ɫϹ˵ֵĻԼ"Ƕ֪뷨ֵһɣҪǹȥضܾˣҪðһԣȫˣʱᣬǲǣ"
̾"Ҳʧȥ˱ԼԨ˴ΪҶȴң֪һк뷨"
"......"ϹſڣֹϹո"ȳȥ"
ո˵ͷϹʾ⣬û˵ȥ

Ϲ֣ٴα"˵"
ƿϹ˫۵"ҲԸ񡢽˿ȸĺǻϸϣֻҸоԼá"
Ϲüû˵
ָ࿪Ϲ""ֵü"ԴӻϺӣҵ书ѾǰҳպԼԼο㡣"ε"ΪԵʣҪ......"
Ϲ·սü
ЦֻϹͷļ򣬰ο"㲻Һͺܵ˺Ҳң㡣"
Ϲͷ۰ͷںڵķ̾"Զµһˣ㡣"˫Ϲ˫ۣ"ڣ黹⣬ԻʱȥҽҩҪӦңûһ룬뿪һ"
סϹ֣һǣЦ˵ͷ
ϹһذѷԼ壬˵"Ҫ㡣"
Ϲľѣʵ"ҲҪ㡣"

ʱʤ""ڤ̴ŵ޿ֵķȥ
ҹɫŨӰ涣ίĿ紵Ҷֻ졣
û侪ȵǣԨٴȻûִһֽȣٲȻģ
"ҹĽҰ֣ʵΣա"ԨаЦֽҡ"βСһظ"˵һ§סͷһǡ
ֺ˱飬"åԭһ㴦ĻǺ˵ģ"
Ԩȣ䣬żһűӯּ䴩
־£òסԨ˵"˵ˣҪģ÷ȥġ"
"ġ"ԨЦ"һ"


39

""Ϲ߬Ŀڵ·ŤڴϷѾҧѪ죬ȴ˿޷Ŀڴ˺Ѱʹ
ϵϹĥȴΪʹĸоѡ
"ҧ......ҧ......"סϹ°ֿͣ򦣬һֱۺǰ"ҧңûµģҧҡ"
""ϹͻȻɴʧ󺰣˫ֲܿƵƿ˷德
ûϼϹ˶һңʱʧȥص˲æֳŵأбڵϡ
""ϹŵؿԼƵڵأǿؽģʶļٵسӣ"......"ഫľʹϹˤشϣȴһֱͣбɵϵķϲֺ
ḧСЩسߵϹߣο"Ҳ޴󰭡"ȻСĳʹȴü
Ϲע⵽ı飬֣ʹ"ԡԲ............"Ϲ˵һĻֻصش˺ѷεʹ

ʱϧҩǳ뼰ص½̾

ڤѰҽѰҽ䣬³ϧ½̾ÿʱϹΪҽΡǿ˿Ϲһȥ˼ҩҩһҩʹҴҸ˹

ǰĳϧע⵽ɫףҩݸ½̾ʵ"С磬ﲻ"
ֻǽϹ֣ãȻҡҡͷ
Ϲסϧ°ڣɫǣ"ղ..................ˤ˵......"
"ˤˣ"ϧһæ֣"ҿ"
"û¡"΢΢ǣֽӹ½̾ҩ룬סϹϰԼ"Ⱥҩ"
Ϲͷ"......"
ǿ򶨵غ"ҩٸֿ"
ϹΣʹؽҧҩˮ˳˳
룬ΪϹȥǵҩ֭Ц"ѧġ"˵ҩߣͷһڣȻͷϧ½̾ϹĴ
½̾ε룬̧ϧҲǰٰĲڣʹʹɫȥϧĬĬظ
ϹͻȻĴ󵨾ٶģݺܿ㱻ɵ˿ȵҩ˽
оԼߣϹҧֻǿάһ͵طصĴϢ

ҩ**ĳɷݣһЩʹãȻϹһЩʹ࣬ȴ޿κβе²ߡ

ϹߣƽϸΪϴȥǴѪգ۵ڱҧѪģĴһǣΪǺñ˳ȥ
ϧһֱʵ"˯ˣ"
˵ͷţƣؿϡ
ϧˤһӣæΪ̽һüκ𱸣"ѽ"˵ԻС¥ȥ

ϧ˿Ҷû죬ιһҩ裬Ϊ˼롣
ɫаٰζ"......"
ϧû˵žҹֻ紵Ŵ졣

 

40

Իʱ󻤷˷¸
"£"һɻؿſڵǽֹԼ뿪¸һе⡣
"뷨ĳȨʡ"
棬˼üͷ
ߵǰ̾"Ǳ"
εҡͷü"֪"
ҧҧ֣ο"Ϊá"
"ţ֪뷨֪......"˵˴̨
ӵǰ"ĳԸ绤ΪС"
ûҡҡͷ΢"ʵᣡ"
䣬ϲŭӲʾˣʱ˳Ļ΢΢ݣֻ˽еĽӲ
ļ磬ǳЦ"ҲԸΪѡ"˵ζؿ棬ü"˵ģ⡣棬˵Ҫ˭"
濴˿ỹһͷ
һ˵ڵؿһԼΡ֪ÿ͸ģǰʲֻԵԼɲ࣬æ"£"
ûж˵ʲᣬǳЦ̧ͷڰյֻ״ҧ˴ҲԼ̣ˮȴԶֻоΧĿϡһѼ⵶ԼģѪ죬ʹ쳣

Ի˵ĥϹһ࣬ɫ԰͸ж֮ɫ

ϧһҩ룬һְסϹļ磬ļҪҩȥϹû¼ڱϤ˳дҩϹ
ûзߣϹÿÿ붼һ᳤ίһְѳϧеҩ˳ȥǴƬѵŨҩһء
ϧεغ½̾۵Сۣ޲ߡǴĵҩϹȥҷҲ޷һֱڴŤϹƽҩ

"ȥѷ"ϧµϹԸΪΣ㰵˾ΥϹ
"............"ϹѵشӳݼƳֱҲ޷ֻݺݵضϧ
ƽϧϲܣϹ뷨Ϊʵǿȥ
ϧƳϹһۣһ˳ȥ
Ϲþ"ϧ"δ䣬һȵѪӿų˴ߵİ½̾״æ˴ϡ

Ҫ......Ҫ......Ϲع壬һţʹͽȫε亹˶ǡ

ϧһ·С¸ȴֱֱվ⣬ٲȻ·
ϧһ·æϹ£æʵ"ˣ"
ϧбƳһۣ̾"ҩιȥȥɡ"
"ɡ"ٽϧͷ"Ը÷绤¸һ"
"Ӷˮǲǣ"ϧʵǰδеشƢ"˶ҪˣʲԸԸģ"
һץסϧŵʣ"ʲ˼......"
ϧŭδ𱸷"Ҳǣ֪Ϊʲ᲻ȥ֪Ҫ㣡"
ûӳϧۣͷ˵
"ǲǣȥԨ"ϧ˵µ뷨

 


41

ûлӦϧĲ²⣬סǰ֣"ҳȥ"
üɵ"Υ£ĳٷ"

󻤷һϹΪһҪ£ȴ˶ǿԶϹҳΪϵļ뷨޹ʣԳڤ̳˼Ǹٹ̡

뺫ﲻ֪Ǻãϧһŭޱ飬ڵ¶Ȼࡣ
ûĻſڴȥ
""ɫ"ĪҪҳ֣"
ͣ˽Ų
ϧ̾˿"ϹѾûзŲȥ......"
"......"ϳϧĻ"֧ȥԣҲġ"
"С......"ϧû˵ȥ
"ΪЩ˺ΪԼԤڣûҪȥԨ"һȻЦ"ƭңȻֺγһֱҵľ"
δЦԱˣĮҲȾ˸еɫ
"Ѿ˶ע......"ûлͷһۣƿţ˳ȥ
ͷ˶ذ׵ӰԶϢš

ԻһƬңʤºͼʹץϹ½̾ΪҩСŮڵʰҩƬһصҩ
ϹҰ׵ɫ½̾޴ضռõҩε̾˿ҪÿҧĲٴйҩ

""
͵⴫½̾ͬһͷʯͷڷ߽ʱæҩݸ
ǰϹʱһ飬岻ؾסĿзƵ֮
"ǳȥɡ"
ԼĻһ֣Ϲ壬˫ֽۡ
ĬؽϹӰ˹еĲ˳Ⱦ߲Ѫա
Ϲ޷ֻ֮Ǿǿذͷתһߣѵؿ˵"............"
"ҩˣҾߡ"СЦȴмһȦȦϸС

ϹĿܻ˷̶ļ䣬һжƣֻǱ̹Ȼࡣ

ϹĿڴʹн߬½촽ҩ

ϹҩҪ岻֪ʱѱϹαá
"Ҫ......"ϹƵӻдӰί˲֡
"ղ˭ߵģ"εЦһԣֻرϹ°͵ķģ"ƭ......"
Ϲڷвסز϶ϸŵĳ
ͷϹ"²ܿ˺ҺͺӣԲҿ......ȥԨԽ......"вͣ"ǲǻҪ뿪ʵϣЩʱ㣿ţ"
Ϲŵ̧ͷƶԴһĴƷḧϷ
עϹͨ˫ۣɬЦ"İԻȥǣǲ̫Щ"
"Բ......Բ......"ϹͷҵѰҷĴ˼£ɬζ"Ҳȥð......"
"㻹ǣ......"ָḧϹ۽ǣȻͷ֣

ûͷĽûϢӶᣬֻǼ򵥵˱ԷĴշתỺԡ

 

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ã˲طſԷĴϨһڴϡ

"ҲŵģԨ"ڰУϹϸϸȥ۽ǵۣ"Ҫҡ"
۸ϹĴͣ۽ǵ¶ȣЦÿɬ"Һ޵Լ"һԻһԻȥΪ

̶ˣϷٴݣȴû·

"֪뷨Ϊסҡ"Ϲ˷"Ѿһˣ㻹ҪԶҵͺӣûʲźġ"
ɬϹı"˯ɡ"໰ȴһҲ˵ڡ
Ϲƣ""һͻȻ૵"ҽԻһЩ¡"
"ʲ£"
"¥ǰΪ㵲һƵһ̣˵Ļ"
"ʲỰ"
ûϹĻش𡣷ƽȵĺãСطſһ߳Ի

ͺ뿪ֻгϧڷ¸ȷ
ϧۿԼڴǰʱɫֻ΢Ƶ΢ػζݵʱŤ
֪ϧ˹תЦ"硣"
ϧ˸ǷԼûʵ˯˴ϣٿƣ̬ģ"᲻ҡ"
Цҡҡͷ"ްҲûо⡣"˶٣"ҽҪȥɣԻҩַŶЩ**"
"ʲ᣿"ϧ"ˢ"վûĻһ飬"˵ʲ᣿"
Ц"ֻŵù㣬ͷˡ"
ϧµд˴㣬̾"Ԩϵһȥթ......"
"ֻܷһ"ҡҡͷ"Ҳ޿κΡ"
"С磬Ҫǵ......"
"һᱣԼ"ָСĵЦ"кӡ"

""컹δϹ㿴Ի󣬶ʱչ¶Цգ"Իࣿ"
ϹȾ΢΢Ц"㲻᣿"
"ãȻã"Ϲ˷֣ܵһģ
˽Ϲ֣Ц"ԻҪʲҶ㣬һ룬ɺã"
Ϲ˿ɫĵص"ȥԻţ"
Цͷ

ϹͤƵ"ῴõ......"
ϹЦ"ҲܿⰡЩȥɽһԻ"
ϹĬһ""һ

"......"ϹָϷС"ûӵ֣"
սϹ֣ȻͣԶԶߣ"Ӳһ£Ҳ֪кŮֻ"
Ϲ°Ͳ˲"룬òã֪"
סϹ˫ۣ"Ⱥӳһ롣"
"......"
"ῴӳһ......"ϹĻͷĴ
һͤУȻһƬůǵĶϡ
Ϲͷͬʱתߣ߷͵Ľɫѵõ˼
ӶЦǸδǡ

 


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ͷָϹķ䣬ԽԽ룬ϢҲ
᲻֪˭ȱ⿪˵ѻɿع°ס
"............"ۣʶϹĸ½ģ
Ϲ÷תԼĴ֮ϣǰļߵ"ʱ򣬲......"
ߵĳؿʼôۣ߻˼رۣΧϹ˫۽սӲԾǰ㡣
ȥ㣬Ϲȵķ£ʹüȴûֹͣ
"......"Ϲϧرסһһǡ
Ϲ΢ЦͷסĴȫû롣
Ǳ˴˴ϢֹĺƣĶȴʴĵħ
"......"ϹڽĿл˵֡
ϹעӷۣþõĿͶ·ؼ䣬ֻб˴ˡ
"......"ҧͷϹ˫ͻȻս
ͬʱֻʣٵĴϢһ˵鰮ĳн
ƣ۵屻Ϲþӵڻۿָ̫ůů΢

̫£Իӹ׾Թ϶Ȼ

ʱһĥѲûĥϹܾãϹ״̬**Ѿ㹻˯һԻһҹ
Ĭһһ鸧Ϲ˯೤һǣ뿪ڤ̡

һԼԺûԨе˼飬෴ԨԼδԤ
"˵һ"Ԩ۹·˷ȷûеڶǱŵ"ǹһ˴˽Ϲ飬ܲ㡣Ī......"Ԩ""Ц"ȻȫϹԻɡңΪҲɱ㣿"
"ɱҶкκô"ֱ"żۣðգϲֻΪȡ"
"ԣҲɱ㣬ȷʵΪȡһǲ......"Ԩ𴽽ǣɫ"ĺ......"
ľʶֻСһضԨ"㵽кĿģ"
ԨЦ"ӣ¡Ϲʵ޴һԼ߰꾹Ȼ֪"˵ɫԣһǾޱ
սѣؿԨĶü"Ϊ"
Ԩû˵ֻذѻϤժ¡
ѻģԨͻȻ˦֣ʺĻͬϮȥ
ϼԨжƣܿ㷴Ӧתѻӿꡣ

ԨֻǵСû˷һ˿һϵǣתѾϥڵء
"Ԩ......㾹Ȼ"־ЩŭԨǰ¿ʼģ
"㲻ð㣬ֻΪ󻤷СЩˡ"ԨǰЦ֣"ģҶϲ˺㣬ϹĹ⣬ֻбҿ󻤷ѾˣȺú˯һҰ˵ɺã"
ֻȫǰԨֻʣϡһӰȻὥ׹˺ڰ

 

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ѹʱԼһңûκ˺ۣҲûиоʣֻǱ˺ͺͽͣĳֻŹڵϡ
ڵĻǽϹɫɫĹȺ谵ĹԵЩɭ

ͣڿԼĺϣܾúܾã˶ֻǶӣû˵
ˣ¶ͱʹĸ顣
"Ϊʲ......"ɳƣ"Ϊʲ............"
Ȼ侲ޱؿ·ǰ˴δı棬ͬİ·

"֨ѽ"һű򿪣Ԩ˽ûԨ˵ıĬĬ˳ȥ
ֱ뿪ıӰʧǰŽתˡ
"绤ʱѣ֪Ǻ飿"ԨȻ"绤֪һֱڤĹģԷ绤һƬģͻȻͶ£Ϊĳ......"û˵ԨЦ"Ϊ÷£쾭塣"
"÷......"һԳЦ

ģϵ

"ŵݹϵûȤлֱ˵Ĩǡ"
Ԩüɫ"ѾΪϹȷʵѾһС"
Ĭ
Ԩ"绤ض֪ڵζʲᡣ"
̧ۣԨƶʳ̰Ĺ⡣
"ζϣζ书޵У"Ԩڲסĵ⣬"ҪģڵһʱʱҵõԻضĪ"
Ԩ˵֪һ۵ûѪ⣬ʱΪʹˣԨҪҲ򵥣ǸԸӣȡɢȥֻһͨʯ
"ҩ"ɫûа㲨ԨĻЩʱ䣬ض֪Щ£Ԩǿʸȡѡ
ԨЦ"ֻҪԸӣұؽҩ㡣"
Ԩ"ûнҩ"
Ԩһݣ"绤ҲգҲաԻʱ䣬绤......"Ԩüһһٵ"úÿǡ"Աϱſȥ
"ȵȣ"סԨ̧"Ҫ󵥶䡣"
"ûʸ̸"Ԩͷ
"ûʸȻ֪"

ԨҲһеӵעܿĸס

˵Ԩ̫Ҳգ˵ԨԴҲգԻҹѾԸ䡣

ԶԶվűߣսս"ΪҪң"
̧ͷ"лҪ˵"
һ˹ȥڷǰ"˵ɡ"
΢΢Ц"ҡ"Ȼ̽ͷߣϸ˵˼仰
¶Ϊ֮ɫ"㡢ŵùң"
"Ϊ磬òã"ʵ
"Ҿɡ"ϹҪɱԼؾ죬"ҲΪ磬һֻΪ㡣"
Ц˵ͷ
"......"ͷ"֪᲻㣿"
"ġ"ᶨЦ""

 

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Ԩһֱ䷿ԶԶ·æš

"......"Ԩһ§ס䡣
˸̧ۣžԨЬȥȻƿ
Ԩû"˵ʲ᣿"
"ʲᣬ"ƳԨһۣ"Ҫ跨͵ҩ"
Ԩ룬ʣ"ƫæ"
û"˵ΪΣҺʲϵ"С죬޷޵"ҲŲģһҪɱԼˡ"
Ԩ˵ͷЦ"ҲûãΪΨһĽҩ......"Ԩɫ"û䵽ϡ"
"......"侪ȵصɴ˫ۣ"㲻˵񻻽ҩ᣿"
Ԩü"⡣"
ĵ"ʳԵڤ̣ػһַ"
"ڤħ̣˵ö֮֮ףһͿصıǡ"Ԩü"ܵõֳư練ƣһңʱӢۣұ֮λ"
"Ӣۣޣһͷܣ"ϲԨǸ
Ԩڨڨӡ
˿"ֻԻʱ䣬ȰԸ"
Ԩ"ԻһҪǣȥһˣкΰ취"
˼"ȥγ"
""ԨЦЦ
һۡСԨֻҪ޷ѣǻγֽ̣ÿÿӭж⣬ԼҲܻһ⴫˵е""ֻԨ͸¶˵һУԼ֪Ů귽Ρ
Ԩ˿⣬"ʱˣϢ"
˵ͷԨЦ˳ȥԨıӰһתʧͬͷʯһ

һҹշתߣò׵ȵɫ΢˼۱㼱ȥľ޵ķ䡣

"쿪ţ"˺һûӦţ߿ȴ˴򣬾ʧ󺰡
ֽסĿڱǣ"ҡ"
ʱȫ˵֣"硣"
"ʲ£"һƣ̬ȻһҹûϢ
С飬Ժļɽ

"磬Ҵ㡣"ֻһСĸ
򾲵ɫ˲ɻ"ʲỰ"
"˵ȡýҩ뾡ȥڤ̡"һ٣"˵ҪİΣԨʱֻҪѽҩʱʹͺá"
ֻĿ̰ʹ"......"
"˵㡣"ĵʡ
ǰδеظо

Էȥ̶Ի֮ᣬûлڤ̣ǻغɣعһӵλá
Ԩһ㻳ɷǰ崫ˣһĸİд̽һγѰһѶϢ
ڲӪں֪ϹжἸÿԻ絽ѰҹòݵļأȻֱûаչ
Ϲδһ侲ĸе˻ҺΪ

"һ£"ŵ"ԨΪõ񣬽Իһȥһˡ"
Ķʱѣ"˭ǻ棿"
ҡͷ"ֻ֪γ"
ĺǽæ"Ҫȥ"
"Сġ"Щǡ
ĵ˵ͷתȥ

 

46

СظԨ·;ǳԶִۣĿĵʱʱ

һаܲмȴͻأڷһŷСԲʣϰƺƱ
һƮݺµγΣһɫɴñסֻɴȾʱż¶⻬°͡

վ⣬˵

"ѵۣҲñժ"
"ѳϰߣ֮ĳԻϲˣеˡ"γϸӡ
"γ......"
"ĳԻЩʣҪЩظϢ"úκθ飬ҲĲͷ
"......"Ԩ˶٣"㣬Ϊ֮¡"
"Ϊ"
Ԩ̾"񲻵ǿȡʵڲ֪÷ͷԸ"
"˭ɱԼĺ......"ǰ£γ䡣
ԨСѯʣ"γ......а취"
һĬ
һγ˵"ҩ裬ʱʶҩԹ㻰"
"γ㾹˱"ԨвЦ⡣
ֻγ̾һ"Ԩ˵Ҫǻһ޹......"
"ҲϲΪ˵"ԨȥЦ⣬ñ䡣
"Ψһܽò֮ı"γЦһ"üưѷƭ֣һԵõ񣬶ȥϹͷ󻼡ԨֶԽԽˡ"

γĻĵһѾȲȥȳȴûע£ȶһ֦쾪ˡ
"˭"ԨὣȥȴûзһӰ
ԨҪʩչṦ׷ˣγһѰסļ򣬵"ֻһҰĵġ"
Ԩһֻ³ΣγԼ£"γԻپۣЩʱ䣬¼ƻб䡣"˵γȭȥ

γԨԶ"ɡ"
ֻڽĵݶѣγ"ԨṦ˵ãȥ׷ҲˣҸһС·Ըȥ֮ǰˡ"
"ΪʲҪң"ĵؿγıӰ
"ûа㣬"γûлعͷȻ䣬"ֻǰ"
ʧȥĸоγۣĵ̾

γİ£Ԩص˺ɡ

ſڵʦܣͷ밲ʱ򣬱Ѹٵһġ
""ĴʦѳԿףֱֱǰΪ⿪ͽ͡
ĵ˫վæʵ"ûҵҩ"
ûлشֻ"Ⱦȥ"
ļ٣ת뵽ûᱻ˷֣ûʣܳҡ
"ģ"ӭϵǴҴҸϻصԨ
Ķ˵ӦԨ̳һ˵Ҷ󣬷״Ҳһ֮

ĵ书Ԩ£ƾʣĹЭԨ˫ַᡣ

ڴʱɵ򶷵˹
Ԩߵ"߳ɵĴţ"
˵ĽŲԽԽͻȻ"һҩ裡"

 

47

"㣡"Ԩŵضģ벻͵˾ġ´һȫ֡
İԨѹǽϣãڽҵһСҩƿһʺɫҩ衣
æ"ιȥ"
ϸ룬˿ԨĴݣһֻ˵ȥ
ҩЧܿãԨ˿ʼԺķſҲٷ

мʮʱ˹Ԩģͬ"šʦ֣"Ȼֻһħ̴󻤷Ƕʱۣس齣
֪ԨѾ˿ƣ˵˼仰
ֻԨ"ǷֻдգҵĹͣҲصģȥϢɡ"
ǰŰɣԨ˵Ȼ׷ÿһ·ߡ

Ԩɳ˺ɴţſһ͵Ԩɻ""
ĺһ"ǿҩԿ˵ʶ"
"˵......""ʵش"
ʶҪ£ɽŵ"Ҫ......"
"ҩ"ץԨ˫ۣļ٣"νò֪֮Ķң"
սȭ
"ϸûнҩ"Ԩ˵"ֻԽò֮"
ԨƽһһεȷԼû˴ԭء
Ԩ"òݵĶˣֻнһǿ飬ܽѪƳڡ"

ɫɷףطſԨ֣ѰˣÿնԨ˵ÿÿ䶼һѼ⵶Լ壬̵ǧٿסѪģ
""Ĵı֧壬ڵϡ
ֱֱĪԶɫƽһ˿ֻвСй¶ʱĿ־
ͷͣƽ̹С뵽滹ΪѪСഫĸоΪԼȥ

"......"֪ϢĬ˶ã춿ڣ"ҡ"
"ԣ"Ĳµ뷨ץס˫磬"㲻......"
"ǣһ......"ҵЦԽĵ壬֪δ
԰׵ɫӳڵͫףз˸ˮޡ

ʱڤ̵ԻһƬҡ

"ң"Ϲϧŭ
ϹãȴǣŷʱԼ춲ˣҳϧӿ϶е뷨
Ϲһץסϧ½"ǲȥԨǲǣ"ϧȻһ֣Ϲֻŭգ޷޵ƿϧߵʤ´"ǹھҪȥɡ"
ϧ˿ɫ"Ѿ쵽ʱȥҲá"ϧҲܵķİΣϹʱǱֻѻʯ塣
Ϲҧ"ΣһҪ"

"Ը"

ϤϹ͵̧ͷѾվ⣬߽Լ
ģȻ򾲵ġ
ϹԭһϲͻȻ͹ȣЦݻ£ŭѾռġ

"ſ"ϹĽյʮָݺݶĵ"ҽ㣬ſ"
ĶϹţֻ΢΢ͷȥƽĲ

 

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Ϲסŭ׽ϸ΢ı飬ȴǳЦѾȻ޴棬ֻжİ·˰㵭Ҳˮĸ顣

ϹδǿҵظоҪ뿪Լ̶˵Ҫ뿪һֱеĺӾԼĹ⣬ϹоԼİԼҲʼԸţݰһһ

Ȼڲǰÿ˶òժ¿ߡ

µϹſʼʶԼԷİ˲ᶨֻһһ񣬱׵ؽԱ˴˿ཨγ׻ξ˵Ļαװ

üתͷЦ"㵽ҡ"˵ȴĵսЩһжϹ
""һ۵ؿ۷ĬĬ˳ȥ
"Ƕҹ"ϹڵŮ
ϧ̾ʧȥǵϹһۣߵǰļ"С磬ҪίԼ"ӷֽſʼϧ֪Σ˿ʱΪ¼ɳͷԵϹȫû֪ӺϹİϧ·֪ɵ£Ҳð˱һ㺹
ԳϧοЦЦɫϲ

ֻϹͷ˾վû˵˵ء

"......"
"Ҳ"Ϲ޷޴ϷĻº"㻽"˵ָϷ
ѸϹҪյ֣"Ҫʾ......"
"סڣ"ϹѷԼ΢"Ϊʲᶼ......Ϊʲ......"
"δ"ƿϹᶨ

δ䡣

ϹЦݿɬ"ƭ......"
"֪֪Ϊλδ̶£"ЦϹɫأ"Ϊ㲢ûû̶ļ䡣"
Ϲһץס½󣬰ۣ"ʲ˼"
"Ӳģ"Լٲ"Ҹкӵĸףˡ"
"˵"Ϲ͵ذѷԼ˫Ŀͨ죬"ң˵Ĳ滰......"
˫Ỻ"ҲһֱڻɣԲԣֻ......"
"ûУ"ϹԼ"㰮......֪㰮ң"
"Ұˣ......"Ц"ƭ㣬ֻ˺ڵǴ֮ˣҲ......"
"Ҫ˵ˣ"ϹסľԾؽսָһɫòףæ֡
סǺȣ˿ŵ"֪ң"ǣ"һӴǷ"
ϹδĻü

"ɱ......"Ϲ֣ԼСϣ"ɱ......"
ϹᶨۣĿڼʹȭ߬˷·"ΪҲ"
˵еĺӲԼ......
뵽ٴӿϹذȥ......
"......"ʹüǳЦЩ鴤ŻδεСҪԼĥվֱ
"㲻Ǻܰɱǵĺӣ"Ϲ˷Ѿ۳˴εĺ飬һֺֻݺݵ°ͣӸۡ
΢΢ۣůЦһ"ԣҰҺܰ......"Ϲ˫ĿֱӣſսϹֱ֣"ΪӾͲܻ......"ĻϹԼСȥ......
""
Ϲµ壬˵ϡ

 

49

ϹһƬհףд־˫ۿķ
ü˫ֽСʹÿκ΢΢ĴϢ

"............"Ϲ촽סزѪǣڷ½ϡ
Ѿ......ʱΪԼо˿ʹؿǿŶƺѾ............
Ϲն˫ֻۣ壬ģ̹ĵʹܽ˺ѵʹ

һɹѪӿϺϹ죬ѪָϹ֪ΪѪԽԽ࣬Լоʹһ㶼ʹ......
ʺѪȾͷ½󣬴Ŀġ
ϹڻΪѪѾʱһѪٴӿ
"......"ָϹǰһж־塣
ϹմѪ֣ϹϹ쳣ƽ......
Ϲס֣۾һ㱡糱ˮӿ
"ƭ......"Ϲͷ΢΢"ΪҪƭң"ĳ޲סزỬϹӣ"ΪҪƭ......"
Ϲһþ󺰣"˰"
ĺͳϧŶ룬Ѫ˰ˣϧʱԭأķǡ
ϹͷĿͶ"......"
Ϲۣڣֹ
ĴϹ뱧ȥȴǵֽһϹֻǷյ
Ϲþõ˵"Ҫǵĺ......"Ȼῴģ"ΣһҪסӣһҪ......"
ûлӦļر
Ϲᶨ˫ֻۣʹѣҡҡͷɿϹ֣ϹȴȻԸſվܣֻͷ԰׵
Ĺ˲ֻ֪࣬ҪѷߣذϹֳ˿
Ϲڵϣ߸ӰֱҲ֧Ųסѵڵأʶģ

ϹʱѾǴԻƻ衣

ϹۣڴصϹո轻վᡣ
"ˣ"ϹһϲȥϹ
ոû˵ɫȻ
Ϲ΢غһ֣"......"˵ѵسӡ
Ϲ״æ"ӸպãϢǱ............"
һԵոЦЦ˵"ڵĶؾ˸ɾ"
"ˣ"ϹոĻţæץסϹֱۣʣ"ͺ............"
Ϲ֧Ϲһۣͷ
ϹԵӣϹֻͷĿѣ̼ضתԭͻȻйصشϡ
"£"ո̾˿""
Ϲڴأò׻"Ҫȥ......"֪Ϊ˷ֻţϹֹסزѥ򵥵Ķ졣
ոϹһۣ"ո˯ȥҪȥΪáңҲԸ㡣"
Ϲ˴ѥͷվȴȫ⣬ֱֱˤڵء
Ϲոһۣ߹ȥ߷Ϲߵ"ȥҲ٣Ҳȷʵ......ҪúϢ......"
ϹϹ֣һſڵײײȥÿ߼ҪˤΡ

"ոС"ո"˵˲Ըκˣر㡣"
Ϲˤڵأֻڵûж
ո"ѾûӣҲҪȢӣҸ˵......"
"˵ûʸߣ˵Ҫ뿪ңԲԣ"Ϲ䣬"ΪΪҺ......Ϊ˲ǵĵһǱɱ£ҹϺýҩ......ڣƭ˵ӵĸˣҾȻĻѻ......"Ϲ"ʱ˷²......ҾȻ˵һֱһֱ......һܺңܺ......"ϹŬվѣһҡҡ׹"Ψһĺûˣһѹ˵Ҫ뿪ңһȥ......"Ϲ˶٣ǣɬЦ"Ҳȥ......"

Ϲ߳⣬ϹոѾʪѡ

 

50

¸ϧü𱸷"ѽ治ʡģ"
ЦЦǸ"óֲˡ"
"ˣû¾ͺá"ϧ̾˿"Ϲһ......"

΢ش"֨ѽ"ľűƿ
תͷȥſϲͣϹɬһЦ
ʯƽĺ棬ͬǰڻ֮еһϹ
ӣϹһһᶨ˹ȥȴֻһ˵档
""ļسȴϧס˫硣
"ҪҶ"ϧѷڴϣȻῴϹ"Լ߹"
ǵؿϹþȫվȻԼߡ
ò˷ĴǰϹѵطعڵأظԵ

Ի󵽷¸·ߵһ·Զȴ·Ѿһһ
Һĸ......ϹͻȻοЦ
ָ̧֣ᴥϹǣǳǳЦɫǱϲ
Ϲ˫ս֣"һ......"Ҫ˵ϹָסĴ꣬"Ұѻ˵ꡣ"
صͷ
ϹѷַԼգĵ¶ȣڣ"ģ......һȫ䣬̶......"Ϲ΢΢Щʡ
ݣҧ˴
"ʱ˵ʧȥΨһϵǵı"Ϲһֱڲıʹ"ǲǣǵĵһӣ"
ۣ۽ǻ¡
"Բ......ҾȻɱ......"ϹͷƵƵǷ۽ޣݼɬζ
ƽԼȻֻͽ޹۽Ϲ˸ᡣ
ϹָΪȥ۽ǵۣ"磬ԭңҪ......"
ۣҧû˵
ϹҧƵĴǣζ૵"磬۾ң˵㲻............"Ȼյ˫ۣϹذͷľѣǣְԼĿڴѹȥ"ʹ......ʹ......"
ой̵ԼľϹ"Ҵûк޹......"ΪϹȥյᣬע˫ۣοЦ"Һ㣬Ͳȥ̶Ͳеڶ......"
ϹȫͻȻһŵ"ҲȢڶŮˣԶᣡҲҪʲûкҴںֻҪһ......"
ϹͻȻ˵Ļü뿪˵ȴϹǶס졣
ϧϹĻҲɻ󣬸Ҫʸףȴ˹⾰æڵزͷȥ
Ϲ˵ཻҵҧĴֱѾ޷Ϲطſ
Ϲŵķ"Ҫ˵뿪ҵĻҺ......"Ϲۣͣ"ֻҪһͲ뿪......Ѿʧȥ˵ڶӣһһذ㣬ǲкӣҲں......ԣҪΪ뿪ңǺòս˶Է֣ʹķſ"
һſڣٴαϹס
"˵㲻뿪ңҲŸ˵......"Ϲڴֺµؿ
Ϲƺίı飬Ϲ֣Ц"Ҳ뿪㣬"ȻϹַԼС"ӣҲ뿪......"
Ϲһ˿ֿ˿С˵仰
ϹһͣЦ˫ְϹֱ"ӻǵĺӣ......"

 

51

ϹڷСϵ΢΢ͻľϲҪ
"......"Ϲɻ˷ܵؿ"ո˵Ѿ......"
"ֻһССˡ"ϹոſڡոΪЦϹ˿̴סģ"֪ΪԼͻҡ¾Ϳɾ÷뿪ڤ̣ƽ˵"
ϹЩŭǿѹŭո裺"Ȼһ;ϲҪѷ......㣡"
ո費ΪЦ"ɲҪ˵ŻСӿɲá"
Ϲҧҧƺ˶ӣԾڷСظͬʱҲΪԼᶨ"ҾûЩ뷨㶨֪ġ"
Цͷ˽Ϲ֡
"ΪҪƭңΪҪ˺ӣʲԭ򣬶úӵðա"ϹԴֵü
"ǣΨһܾ"ʹ"ҵʱҲû˰취......ԭ˶֮......"
"뿪ңԲԣ"ϹſҧʳָȻӡָϵӡ"Զ뿪ңҲ"
üʹؿϹ
Ϲ̾˿"һƴȥҵĶҪֹͣ......"δ˵ְĵغ"Һ¡"
ϧӣֵ"Ҫ鹦㡣"
Ϲϧ
ϧ͵"˵ʱǴ֣ɹѾ㻯˴룬ȻǶ̥춰̥"ϧЦ"һ¡"
Ϲ΢΢ͷʹ࣬ϧ״㲻ٶ˵
᲻Ϲѹս֣ο"㻹һ£"ӭϹߣ"һӡ"
ϹϴأذϰڻȻںڵķû˵
ϧ΢΢Цİܹ÷޷˰ɶ˻ܹ÷Ϲִغ򰮵ϸˮ
ϧЦҡҡͷתҪ˳ȥ
ϹոһЦҲЯҪ뿪

"ȵȡ"ϹǷķģȻ˵"ԻڣҪͷס"
һ̧ͷϹۡ
ϧǶʱԭأ"ˢ"һ¿һ۵Ϲ
Ϲ㶵˿ˮͰ͵Լıӣ"ɡɡɡɡף"
Ϲû˵εƿ"ֻǿЦ......"
"ûпЦ"Ϲһе"Իڰ˰ãҪѷӭȢš"˵һҸؿ
ȴʱɫһ
Ϲע⵽鲻ףЩʧ"磬㲻Ը⣿"
Ƶƿԣεúܡ
ո迴뷨""Ц"Ҳôˣܱ㡮ӭȢ'ˣ"ո"ӭȢ"ء
Ϲͷͬʱɫһո費""һЦ
ʵûϹ޴֮£æݵ"ҲʲҪ......"
"У"Ϲס֣ᶨ"㶼ҵĺӣһҪݣ"
ͷͷǵһ˵÷һһףϧҲ޿κҡҡͷϹԭҲǱ˵ˡ
Ϲɫƣºǽתã֧֧رһ仰"Ҫ......ӣ"
"ȿ............"æװһԼޱȵΣһֻסϹ죬ﲻݣ֪ճ
һԵĳϧֱЦȴֺϹ²ֻ̨ܱˬ
ո죬ǳЦ
Ϲǳ鴤ϹĻֻѣΣΨһıөҪ˸......
ԻᣬڤӭһǰδеĻ¡

 

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ϹļҪԼδ๫Ը׼һУ˲ո¸ɱȥ

ΪǸӷգСŮҲ֪ĥЩʲᣬŪҲûΪá
ոϵ¸ϹСŮֵڷ£æȵ"Ǹס֣"
תͷϹ΢㳵ͷԼСŮѾǺ͸ԹվһҲҶ
"ǳȥ"ϹƳСŮơ
"ǡǣ"СŮæӿһ·ϻ֨ʲ"""""ϵζ"֮Ĵʾ䡣
ϹۿŮӲС鲽ԶԹͷ𣬷·ԼӸձ˹󿫾ˮֱɱˡ
оϹɢһɱ߹ȥЦʵ"ˣ"
Ϲס֣ǲ"ɲ׼㣬һ˵......һ˵......"ϹͻȻᣬ"๫"
Ϲ˺ĻЦۣȻһдЦ"·Ҳʵˡ"˵Ϲгֵ֣ͷϸϸ
Ϲͷר־ӣޱ鷢Ĳͷһǡ
"֣"߲鷳Ķ"ʱ쵽ˡ"
ϹЦֻæ֣°֧ϣָɵΪڲۣǶγĴдһƯᡣ
һֱͷϹϸָˣӼ㣬һĴƳ˾ĵװΡ
̧ۿЦϹЦ˳§Լȥ
˳ӵؽţǿա
˾ͭӳģϵЦƵҸۡ
ǼŵĺɫνϹƷǷĴ֯ۡ
Ϲͷ˷Ķǣ"лл㣬˰ꡣһ꣬ҲһҪߡ"
תͷдεۣëǴ˻ش𣬰οеĲ

ʱѵڤڶӵע£ϹЯִӴǰߵϹǰ
ڶΪ͵˷׷׷̾Ϲ΢ЦؿǣҲĸаοص˵ͷ
һԵոɫ"һةݸé"
Ϲͷ£Ϲһݡ
"......ȿ......"ոæݾ"򽻰ݩ"
ϹͷӶЦһݡ

仰ǷҪĶģϹ๫ϹͬʱҲ๫óϧĻ˵"Ȣ"

Ϲ˶Ӻ"ϱ"ݵĲ裬˵һʽˡ

ѵõĴϲԻӣ˷׷ײҪǹƣϹҲʾǺúкҡ
ʢȴϹҲûʲɫܼ÷ȥϢǷ岻ʡ
ò̫ףæ"Һϼ......"
"У"ϹֹҲȷ˵Ŷ˵"طܿ"

صУϹ§"ҪԼӡ"
"ɨ˴˱Ͼ......"ε"ҲҪעЩȹˡ"
ϹǳЦ𣬽˽˫ۣڷϸ"СڹԻӡ"Ϲһæ"......ѾСˡ"ȻЦǷ޽Ǻա
۸ϹĴϴ¶ȣ˫۵"ȥɣҪôҵȾˡ"
Ϲһ˷Ĵ"һᾡ˯"
Цͷ

ɢȥѾʱȻҡҷϹƿš
°ڴϣǵֲ˯˹ȥϹʱеһů˹ȥΪ¡
оϹĶۣ˿ɫʵ"ʲʱˣ"˵Լ˴
"ʱˡ"ϹҲ·˴齣ϸϸȻͷĴ

 

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Ϲշת˷һԼ𼴽ȼ֮ͣס˶
"˯ɡ"ϹЦǷ۽ޣȻΪǺñӣҪȥϨ
ЩŵسסϹ䣬"......"˵εصͷƵ˵档
Ϲ֪Щʲᣬڴض"˵̥ϢӻȶҪЩʱ塣ԣ"ϹַڷСЦ"Ϊ˺ӣҪ¡"
ִϹֱͷļ磬Ƶ"ίˡ"
Ϲ̧һֱͷŪ˳ķĵ"˵仰ҲŶԣ˵ʱ嶼úʱҲ......"
̧ͷϹɫԽ˵Խѿο"ǹ˵ػû¡"
ϹԾս֣ü
"ӻԸֿһЩ"ǳЦ"ӲӱͱŮЩжΣա"
ϹûֻЦЦüͷȻ
εЦָϹüȻ̽ͷȥסĴ
"......"ͻȻסϹĶȴԼ类˻
ûбþȥϹȻᱧ
"............"Ϲûü˵ٴκֻдϢķݣҵҲ˵ļҷбʵʣ޼
Ĵ뿪ԼϹϢ"......"
"Իǵ»֮ҹ"ָ⸧Ϲ΢Цֱ˫ۣ"СЩ......ͺ......"Ȼ̧ͷҧϹĺᡣ
Ϲѹطʵ޷ͣȥ˷£ϸǡ

һᣬϹŵؿı飬Լ᲻ܿʱļҶ
"磬ɾﲻʣ"Ϲ½Ϊȥϵĺ
΢΢ƣЦ"û¡"
Ϲ΢ģݲ˼ۣߵ⻽Сˮ
æصߣϹɴڷ"ѾˮȻΪһ¡"
ε"ԼŪͺá"
ϹЦ"úϢ"
սϹ֣΢΢ͷƣܿ˯˹ȥ

һСˮϹԡͰ
СǲᣬϹذѷᱧ΢΢ЩѾѾָͷҪѺô̱ϹϣĶûеֿ

"ԼͿԣȥ˯ɡ"ˮѾһ룬ڿµϹȰ
Ϲȥ±Ц"ҲҪѾơ"ʵһû
εؿϹ˽Լ
ϹѷԼԼϣһ§һֿʼƶ
оͻȻϹЦε"......"
һͷϹľѣԼ塣
ָڱᰴһһɰǱ˳
"......"һϹһڡ
Ϲһǿ򾲵"Ҫ"
ǳǳЦǰȥϹ
ˮ´һϹѷ˴ϣܣûҪ

"......"µķͻȻɫһ䣬Ż
ϹѾ˫ۣŵʣ"磬ˣ"
˼οص"ͷ£Ǻġ"ӣһǵϹЦ"Ѿˣ˯ɡ"˵ԼȱϹȥ
ϹͷǷȻȥϨ
ڰУϹûпʱüͷ

 

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΢

Ϲ˯ۣԼվڴǰ΢紵޵鷢ѡϹҸĸоԡ

"ʲ᣿......"Ϲ⴩ۣߵᱧ
һתͷЦ"ˣͷʹʹһȲѾơ"Ϲ֣ҪȥΪ衣
ϹЦѷ§Щͷļ磺"һҲû"Ϲ̧ͷЦ"ҹ£Ҷǵһ"˵ϰԵذַڷС
ڵ΢ͷϹֱ

Ϲƺδ˯ѣͷ˯ڷϣʣ"һ죬ϻ˯᲻˯"
Ц"Ѿϰˣʱͻѹ˯Ҳ˯"
"ϰˣ"Ϲɵ"ڤҲûжĹء"
"㻹ǲǵǰ˻ѳҵҪҴߣ"
ϹƵ""һ"Ȼǵá"
̾"ԳûӣʱҲ̫ͿģмƣҲ"
Ϲͷľѣ"㵱ʱʾңܲߡ"Ϲս˫ۣ"ʵҵʱܺ......"
"֪......"ЦָϹķ"һϲƣԻҹȴȵ"
Ϲ̧ͷŵ"㡢㶼ˣ"
ͷЦ"Ի£Ҳûһ䡣"
"ʲ᣿"Ϲǵؿ"Ҷʲᣬĵģ"
"Ŷ"ü"ԭԻңֻ֮ʧ......"
Ϲȵ˵ԭԼԷЩ֮£صͷ
"㱧ңҲҪߣҲǾ......"
"ǣ"Ϲر"Һ뿪ңȴֲԸϣ˵ĻҲһֱû˵............"ϹԽļԽ֪Լ˵ʲᣬü
"ס"Ц"ʵҶס"
Ϲ峺͸ǿ͸һеǡ

ԭһֱףһһԭ˻ƵԼ

"Ѿߣȴս顣"𱸵ü
ϹЩί"ȻҪ취"
"㵱ʱһɥ"ַϹĿڣ۵ص"ڣ㶨Ǽǵá"
Ϲͷ"вҰ㽻ȥǲӡ"
̾"ҿ飬ûҪɱ㡣"ЩЩ¡
̾Ϲο"ںúõġ"
"㵱ʱÿ˿ܻʹ̣"ε"ֲϲ˽ÿηչСŮҲ֪˶١"
"ʱ......"ϹδǼ£ֻзԼƽÿԼǰϸĵϡĵذԼ......ʱϰߡ
ͷЦ"ÿο˯ٻطȴֵ㲻֪ʱʹѣ˯ȣ˴١˺ᣬѾϰʱҲû˯⡣"
Ϲۿֻͷľѣû˵
ͷϹͷķ"ʱѾ......"
Ϲ̧ͷۡ
Ϲͷ֣Ц"ѾףʹףҲ뿪......"תϹ"Ըֻܺú......"һʱ򣬶뿪......
Ϲرߵ"ҲԶſ......˭ｫߡ"
ǳǳЦ۵ǹһĨɬ

 

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ᡣ

"֣"ջ֣ؿϧ"Ǻǻ㶼ֱ˵ɡ"
ϧʰҩϻӣü
Ц"ҪΪ˱ӣ"
"֪"ϧ̾һ"һֱϹǲ̫̣"
"ھ͸ҿܻ߲ӳǲṆ̀"Ц"ˣһԻ֪һԻ֡ЩҸӣкβɡ"
"ûסһԻͻȻ......"ϧû˵ȥҡͷ"ܵס......"
"ûᣬһжϣ"΢Цϧ"仰ҵģ"
ϧͷ
Цᣬɬ͵״

"磡"ϹͻȻ˽˷ֱܵߣЦ"ҽԻȥйһȦ˺öСոӡ"
Ц"ڲһ......"ϹԳᣬԽԽȥˣúܣЦõ¡
һֱӵĳϧؿһͬʱתͷˣû"ˡ"
Ϲʱŷھһ˵ĴڣҸķţһ͵"Ǻʱģ"
"ұ"ϧίǺЦԼϹʵ޷ͨڰֵ"ˣСһʶ"˵ҩϻӾߡ
""ϹЩǵؿ˿ϧΪϣʵ"ˣ"
ϧͻȻסϹһۣ֧"ûûʲ£һ"
Ϲϧս˷֣Ĭ
Ϲʲߣæת˹Ц"ҺͺӶܺãõġ"Ȼῴϧ"ȥæİɡ"
ϧüһȥ
ַϹ䣬οЦ"һжãֻΪҿ"
Ϲı鿴ֻţֻǹ˹ǣָķͷѹԼļ磬"û¾ͺãû¾ͺ......"
ϹֻͻȻ޵ĳ嶯ֻܽҧס˴ֻϹþõر

ɫʣϸѩ

"......"æڣӣͷ̽⣬üŻֹ
˿˯ϹۣĲȵ˳ȥ
Ϲۡ

"ȿ......"һַԻԶǿŰ÷ǿҵŻһԡ
о̤ϸѩԼɻػعͷϹڵ
ϹΪϣ˫˳Ʊļ磬𱸵""
̧סϹСۣЦ"ҹ¶أЩȥɣû¡"
"......"Ϲ·ûĻ˫۽ս
ſڣδü˵ڣѾϹᱧ
Ϲȵε˫Χľͷؿڣû˵

صϹΪմ¶ˮۺմϸѩѥѾЩĽŷ˱ѣʼûг
ϹԼææµµӰ͵"ͷǺӦҪ......"
"ҪģԲԡ"ϹΪѱϸסȣɫ࣬"ܿʱҿΪģһ˰ȵ˯"
ϹԼȴһģ۵ָ
Ϲһס֣ҧҧ̧ʵ"СʹҲӦ"˵ָϷһֱСС֡
һֻ֪õ"......ֻǾɻ......"
"ɻ......"Ϲɫһ䣬ε"ǲΪҵʱ......"
ûзϣǳЦ"˵ֻŻµǣȺӳ¾ͻˣʲ¡"
Ϲ˽֣ȻᣬϰԼ"ۣúϢ"˵˷£ΪС
ΪϹĶһ˫δţ΢΢˼±С˯˹ȥʹҲϹวз
⣬ϹЩ԰׵ϧһǣĵɬǳ

 

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Ϲǳ˼ԻַÿʱŻµԼ˰£мա

һԻ˯ǰϹ֪õ÷ӣϸϸгƬڴͷȻȥ
ڴظ£ͷһС˵÷Ƭ֪ΪͻȻĴ𣬳ϹڣһƬȻһҲɬؿֶķƵĸоʱ˲١
һƬֻⲻˣǸ䱾ˣֲԾ˵ӡ
ʱϹ̵۽ˡ
쵽ӱԵһ鴤˻
Ϲע⵽ɫ߹ȥ̵۷ŵԣɻؿ˿÷Ƭ
ڵϹһۣЩ𱸵"Цʲ......"
ϹЦøϴץ󣬿ʳָϺ÷֭Һװ"Ȼ͵ԣ"Ȼָ˵ıӣһЦ"ץˣСè"
"߳ŭ"ץϹָ᲻صҧһڣ"˯ˣóԵĶʲ᣿"
"ϲ"Ϲǵ"Ҽµ˳ʲ᷽Щ˵óЩĶ"Ϲ赭д"Ҿȥ˱ǸժЩ÷ӡ"
"ǣ"Щȡ

ڶˮ֮Ǹطļ紺ܲӦڵˮ෱࣬ζһһĺáֻǱԶԭɽ·᫣ʹԣһȥһҲҪԻʱ䡣

ü"Ҫȥժˣ÷ҲãһЩʱԻͺá"
ϹЦʵ"÷᲻᣿"˵ָմ÷֭ҺɬζüͷͻȻһ壬۾Ҳ΢΢
ı鲻Ц"һҲᣬܺóԡ"
Ϲ̧ſڷֱʳָָָϵ֭Һϸϸ򾻣Ц"ţܺóԡ"
ЦϹǿҪˣΪֹԽԽֻ֣ԼԽԽȥˡ
"Цʲأ"ϹһԻشĨЦ
"ûʲ......"ԴСӰϹͷЦ"˯ɡ"˵ȥ
Ϲ""һ̽ͷȥǷգȻΪǵ÷Ƭһ㱡ɴϨ˰̨ϵ򣬺ڰӵ˯ˡ

֪˯˶ãϹԺһ˿Ͼ˹
ʵ¹⣬Ϲ΢üæƿ÷ƬıɴƬŵߣ"磬ſ......"
ʶѾЩѣ΢΢˿ڣ÷Ƭڿĵĸоʱֹ࣬סһŻҲų˴⡣
ϹڴԷź̵ۣһְ뱧һ£Ϊู
"......"ϹֱۣüҲչػ"......"
""ϹͷǷĶǣ"˯ɡ"˵ϧ޷һǡ
ȫϹֱϣ˼£˱Ϲİ¾˯˹ȥ

ϹÿԻ˯ǰ÷гƬڴͷһʱͻϰԵѹüͷһƬ÷ƬȻַΪู

ƽµعµİƽ̹СҲԻ¡ĻϲؿһԻһԻ󣬷·ÿԻ˾ϲо

÷ɻǣһʱǺܲԣԼҲֻ΢΢ͻ𡣶Ҳ£СѾ¡úԣҲòжȥ
¸Ϲ˶Щģ˰ɽˮĳϧ"ץ"˻

 

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ϧϹһʮٹ̣Իͷ˻ǡʱϹͤ壬С˵ҴҰӭ˽

ϧһ·Ϊʲ£ļٵҪϹѯȴ˼磬ʯǳЦûа쳣

ϧ糾͵ظϻϹػǸЦ"һ·ˣȥϴϴɡ"
ϧ˼⣬ü"......"
"Ҳһʱ̣"Ϲ"ϢһҲá"
ϧϹҲ˵춷̾˵ͷ

Լǰʱϧ춾ˬ̨߳ͤС鿣һǰСԲϵ
ϧ߳վǳЦ"֡"
ϧ𴽽ǵ˵ͷ٩ʵ"λʮץһ᲻ڣ"
ǸЦ"£Ҫȥһ£ܿҲǹֵҵ壬ּˡ"
ϧͷڳһ""ģߵԲǰ
Ҳ£ϧ"ʮԻ֮£"
ϧһ㶣Ǳ˲£ָڲԾ棬"ǰԻ·һεڵأǡ·"
̧ϧ˵ȥ
ϧЦ"ҲǰˣΪС飬ûӱҹ·Ѫε"
гԼ˻־ϲ뵽ѾСĵֲӿһɬ̾"ʧȥӣһ......"
ϧҡͷ"˵ҪӣȻģҲûа㲻ᡣ"
ḧСε"˵ģΥĻ"
ϧ˵ͷЦ"ŵǣģ㾹߷ơѾ϶һѲҪΪǸδıĵ"
һü˼Ƭ̣ʵ"˿ǰԺɴ棬£"
ϧһæ""
ͷ϶ԼĲ²⣬ʳϧ"ɼǵ˵ǰһԳҵҪҴߵ£"
ϧȻ"ԭ......ѹ˵ʶ㣬һΪֻ֪ڤ̴󻤷ݡ"
"ǰ......"ֻ޳
"ǰ˵Ϊ˱ңӦҵһ޷£"ϧɻ"ܿ϶ұȻͻȥ"˵ֲָԾʯ档

вõԤУ˵ϹڲԶ֡
ЦԼϹͷķնʱһɨգЦվ
Ϲٴκ˳ϧĴڣܵǰ㽫§뻳ͷ֡
뵽ϧڳæһڵƿߵʯǰ¡
ϹƺſһԼǰĳϧ㵭""
ϧһ°ͣûس""һ
ҿǶˣЦҡҡͷȻϧ"֣δæʵҿ"
ϧɫ"ﲻ"˵ץһΪ
ƽϣԵǵ"Ӳ£ȴȵһӴ֪࣬᲻¡"
Ϲһۣ˶ŵս˱˴˵֡
ϧȴû˵һüȻչɫԳЩǡ

ʱǹ֮ãϧ춷ſ˷֣һ"˫̥"
Ϣ־ϲŵʳϧ"˵......"
"ϵ˫̥"ϧٴȷϵ
֪Լ˫̥ͲסеļḧС˷ܵתͷϹȴϹϵı龹ǿϲ㵭Į

 

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ʱע⵽ϹԼԽԽҲ΢΢˺
"......"ϹûбֳӦеĻϲвЩʧ䡣
ԼϹ΢ǿع˹
Ϲı飬ֻǱ˺һˮҧѿ֣ʹƫͷȥ
ϧҲ˫̥ʮֵģǱϹѰķӦȥע
˿ͻȻվ"֣һ"˵תߡ
Ϲ͵̧ͷҪסȴͻȻɫʹһ渹һֳʯ֧Աص塣
"磡"ϹԶʱһƬհףæǰȥס˷
"ſ............"ƿϹ֣СͻȻһʹĶ
"Բ......磬Բ......"ϹذѷڻȻһѱתͷԳϧ"򣬿죡"˵̨ܽͤС鿡

Ϲһعڴߣ˫ֲֽš
ۣͷȥû

̥ȶϧһֱֵˣ"Ҫٶ"Ȼĵ̾ȥ
"Ҳȥ"Ϲг֣䵭
ϹȥӷֱסַСĦأ־ֹסز
"ΪҲӣǲǣ"Ϲͷᾱ"ǵĺӰ᲻......ֻǺ......"Ϲҧ˵
ƺµϹ뷨Щذֱ
Ϲһ·ľ"Ϊʲᶼ֪"
ͻȻһתϹۡ
"ΪûеĵǣΪԽԽصļ¶ң"Ϲؿۣ֪Լûв´
ҧֲȥϹ۽ǵᡣ
Ϲٰϧ"ÿο۵ֻܶһ߸......ҺԼܿ࣬ȴﲻ˰֣ǲǺûã"ϹԳعǣЦݿɬ
͵ҡͷ"............"
"֪ӣұ˭......"Ϲһѷ뻳"......뿪ңԸҪ......"
"......"Ϲ۾ŵ"ԲҪ......"
Ϲû˵
ʱսϹ֣"ҲԼ£һ......"˵ʶֻסС"㲻ԲҪ............"
ϹֻĿ类شػ۵Ƿָ⣬"֣ҲҵĺӣĲҪ......"
ĵغһЦ"Ϊ̫࣬ᷳ......"
ϹķЦ"࣬һҶչǵ׼ˣֻҪͺãᷳ"
Цͷ"һչ˺á"
Ϲ۵ر˷ᶨ"һܿ࣬ղЩҶǷ˵ģһܹѧúչǣͷĽҺˡ"
ϹľѣҸЦ"ʵСӣʮа˾ŻѺſޡ"
Ϲɫѿ"......"ḧϷ¡СϹüʾ"ھͺ㿴"
ǳЦָϹֱͷ̽ԼС
Ϲ"һҪԣõܿࡣǸոõʹĺܲԣɲҪ......"
"ȿ......"Ϲвԣεط˸ۣЦ"ǺС᣿"
ϹЦ˷һۣԺ˵"ǵԣõˣôǵŶԡ"Ϲһ٣"Ҳ˵ҪǵĻҲ......"ϹۣСһǡ
΢΢ݣϹĿͶ
Ϲͷ֣"Ұ㣬ð㡣"
ǳЦֻϹľ΢΢°Ĵ

þõշת࣬þõ繣һз·ѱֻдĴʵˡ

 

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ڶԻϹٵĳϧԻǰ̤ȥȴϹСһذشϹͷ㼱æɫ˳ȥȺ

"......"ĵȰϹҪһʱ̥ļƻ"Ӳ£˵ٻҪһ£Ż̥......"
"......"ϹɷнµذѶ˷С"ˣ"
üɻذַڸԼһҲоκζʣ""
ϹЦݹ̧ͷ"ڡ'С"
ʱйЦƿϹȻһֳ΢΢˸ƣطһ
Ϲһ²Ҫ̥ſڷ϶ʱҲۣһֱᱳʹ
ĵϹŷַƣ̬æ§סﾡۣ"˰ɣԲ......"
Ϲ촽ͻȻָѹסɫԳһ˿ŭ⡣
"㲻Ѿ̶"ſָϴϹ"Ҫģ仰......"
Ϲ֣һǣȻڻ"Ұ......"
"©ˡ"̧ͷǳЦϹʵۣ"С"
ϹȻ򣬰ָϷ¡СǸЦ"ǡ"
ЦִϹֱ
"Ұǡ"ϹĶǣ૵"Ұ......"
߬Ϲ֣ͷľѡ

Ϲһûһغͷ˵ܵ˵Щ黰̾˵ЩԻ£С˵Щδɻ֪ĵǣƯŨû飬ȴǳ

ѷز֪˶˵˶ãб˯ķϹĻﾲ˯˹ȥ
ϹûĻӦ֪Ѿ˯ˣɵ뵱ʱ̶ֱǽȻ෴Լ˵ʱ˯
Ȼ˵飬Ҳǻ˹
"᲻......"Ϲ˳ָظգʹرۡ

ϹСذѷƽڳϣΪںͷλãȻѱļ紦
ϹڴߣƤСӰؿ˯ü΢Сޣһֱıʱʱ
Ϲ۵ü䡢۽ǡдᵫõǣȴƲظһ......
ԼѷϹţڼһһͷ·Բ˱ʧ

ϧͥԺͻ÷ļڹȥһ滨ѹĵʱ
Ϲϧվʵ"£"Ȼһ˵ãϧûбֳκβ֪ͣǷ׷ɵ滨񣬻ΪϹεıɫ̡

Ϲߵ£ϧֽһƬ꣬òŻڵ"......Ρ"
ϧһ
"Ҫҡ"Ϲ"ֻ֪жʱ䡣"
"ǵõӦ......"ϧЩ̣"ߵӳ......"
Ϲ΢еİɫ꽥顣
"......ʲ᷽......"ֵĲ
"Ҳ......"ϧصͷ

þõĬϢ㣬ֻл㾲뵡


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֪ϧ˶ãϹعѾȼյĺ졣

Ϲص߻ǰ£˫ֽ֣"뿪ң֪֪"
Ϲͷ۴ڴڵỹǲػޡ̲סϹڴѹֵؿ

ɫ˸ǷۣϹڴʧƵ
ϹĵЦסֵֽ˽
Ц˵ȴ֪ͻȻ䷢ʲᣬϵЦϹ̧ᴥ۽ǡ
Ϲһæץס֣װǷָ⣬"һЩϲСԣڸù"˵ɿ뿪
æסϹ֣𴽽ǳЦ"˯ѣûʲʳߣĻúܺá"
Ϲͷѷ
ֱϹϷɿһ£ȻЦѻûعϹ˳ȥ

"Իû꣬"һѻ꣬ûʪĸо"˯У"ſָʱ׷ơ
Ϲǣ֣ͷ"Ρ"
"ҲʵҲ......"Ϲ°ͣĿͶϹܿߡ
ǳ̾˿˫ֻϹͷţڣ"Ϊȡ"
Ϲҧָķ
"ȺӰ¾죬ٸ㡣"̧ͷϹЦ
Ϲ֪еĺ壬һʹ㶵صͷ
εرסϹͷͷסϹĴȴְԵ˿ĴݣĵÿһС
Ϲûоȣֻһ糱ˮϮʹ˫ֽסӭϷĶϢǡ
ҹˮ¾ֹһǳԵǱԼĵĿ־塣

ԻᣬϹͷƺش˹ʶҲûԻ£Ҳȥ˻жʱһÿһҸͳܰҪ¡

һᣬϹ̥ƻеøݱÿʱÿ̾ڷߣʱ׼ӭ⼤ĵ¡
ǷСƺܲϹӣٳû߳ʥһš
ϹʱԵòͷݺݵضСھԼ˶ﴦ̩֮ȻСʶЩٲҪˣ
ÿμϹҧгݵģЦãֻܰοεЦ

"磬"˯ǰϹڷſ˰ʱֱԴԹ"С治ӡ"
ͷϰԵذַڶϣЦ"ĵȵȡ"ʵԼҲЩֻҲãֻˡ
ϹͻȻ֣΢΢üĶӣ"·ǲЩˣ"
ͷЩſĲϣ˵ͷ"ӳҲ̫Щ"
ĸµУΪ˫̥ԵµĶӡ
Ϲ˼գգۣͻȻѷᱧ˫Χ֪ڴʲᡣ
ԻرϹǣߣԼĶȥһĲڡ
Ϲ仺࣬Ĵ˵˻ȡ
ܸоϹĻȵסԼ⼸˼̥ûйѸٸһĨΡ
ϹҲΪʱ΢һ㸧˷ֻҪ뵽еĺӣԾؿסûиһ
תЩЩڴ˴ˡ

 

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᲻֪˭ֻоϹɵͷԼ޼ɵعԵء
ϹǵһƮƮȻָⲻزķ䣬رۣڴߡ
ϹʹظĲߵǰһֳڴϣһְľشཻʼ˵Ĵûзֿ塣
"......"ѣ
Ϲ˷Ĵշɺ죬ҲԼҧüѪʱоȫѪҺӿ˴ԡ
ָɫķĳȪɢϹᱳŴϣԼҲ壬˵ȶȡ
ϹǼϣȴֲиһжֻܽ۷ڷ࣬ǿѹֵϸܵĺ
ϹѹֵƴϢ֪Ϲڹ˼ʲᣬ¼ȸжֲ̣ظţǸеĵط
"......"ȵķͻȻϹһ飬ǿҵĿʧȥǡ
ϹͷǳǳЦĴǣ˫ˮޣ̲סڷǣڴϵҲ˱˴ĵطʱʱصŪ

صĴϢдϸŵڵÿһ䣬̵ĵͺ£ƽ

ϹؿڷϣٰϧεգΪþеҺִһˮϴϸĵΪá
ƣزڴϣϹΪЩ£ǸЦ"ίˡ"
Ϲҧݺݵһѷ÷ʹü
Ϲ۵طſ֣ÿƸաЩԹЩ۵ҧϹָȻֵϹЦ˺ÿü
ӻˮ裬Ϲȥۣܵ˴ȥͷ棬Ҳһֱ
ɴǣһһϸ˫Ĵϡ
"˯ɡ"͵͵ģȴٰת컵ҹܰĻ

ڶԻ۵Ѿս̧ڵδӦĹ⣬ϹԻԼߡ

ϴϣ߳⣬һͷЦ

ϹӲԶĵطתͷϹ̤ĲתǴ֣ȻῴѾʤ粢УϹͷʤ˽ûзַǰ
ЦϹĲ쵽ԼˣŻ""
Ϲ͵תͷߵ֣˷ܵػӦ"硣"ϹδȷӦߵỷס¡ĶӺڵչ¶
뵽ʤڳϹ֣Թ"ڸʲ......"
Ϲȴûʻʤʹʹɫſ˱ס֣ڿлһԲʤµ"ֺ"
ʤ˼Ըķص˵ͷ
һӹƵ˽

Ϲ˻ʤ£ߵǰҡΣɫ"Ҫһ"
΢Ц"ʲᶼȱ"
ϹΪŵͷǲɷ
"ЩԻӣҿûʲʱ㡣"Ϲյع˹ıӡ
Щʧ䣬ǳЦ˵ͷ
ֿʼ޼СϷҧԷĴüƳɹȴ̫ļûаպȣСİϹĴҧһСڣϸϸѪ˿
Ϲû⣬Ǵϣ§סһࡣ

 

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⼸ԻϹԼ˵ÿԻڷߵʱ࣬ԻǴ絽Ӱ

ԸϹɣҿصģ¹Լһֱûʡ˼ЩһֱһЦ֮Ϲʤ֮ĹϵϹԼĸ飬ûа㻳ɣûҪȥ̽Щʲᡣ

Ϲߵʱ򣬷ԵЩڴǰųⲽͦصǰǼƬǻʱڳ˯˯ѡ˯˯һԻ
ˣƣϾɢڵԻӶԼ˵ǲɶãڲõĽҲһݳ޵Ļ롣

˺Ӱ¾죬Ҳ֪ܲ˵......ĬĬ롣

"С硣"ϧվ·ķع
̧ͷǳЦ"֡"
ϧݣɵ"Ϲڣ"
˵ͷ"Ҳ֪Щʲᣬصúܡ"
"......"ϧ˶٣ҡͷ׼˵ȥ
֪ϧ˵ʲᣬЦ""
ϧҲΪûϹ⼸ԻϹʤ״ܣ"˫"ؽԻⲻġ
ϧЦһ£˻⣺"о̥"
ҡͷɫЩǣ"Ӻܰ"
ϧʯ£ΪһŶ裺"Ӻܽõġ"
ģƯĻȣϵƣʱϻ˿˿ȫȻɢ

ҹɫϧл˼䣬˱

̧ͷɫתطԻһԻûпϹӰ˵į

ڴߣ΢΢üһûϹΪԼ磬ֻ͡

ͻȻһ΢죬ΪĪľȶ˵
΢΢ڸҲ࣬ڷһ˲䣬ԼоһСȭͷڻĵط
"......"ͻȻ΢΢ֽڸࡣ벻һµ֮󣬾Լʹ
СȭͷСѾʣĳʹȰ
ϵĲ漣һɨգֻ˿̱ñԻκʱҪ
ûϸ룬˼磬˷ܵȥԻϹֻڵһʱ£ĳҸҸ

Ϲʱʤ²ԻڸĴϣʤ²ʱ˵ϹһصصͷæеĻ

"......"洫Ƿʵ
Ϲֶ˶һСָ˴εѪ顣
ѾûЩëƤ£һŵذڴЩĶ봲ߣʤҲ⣬ҳϹ̧˴ɴʡ
Ǹƿķɼģʤ¶ɴİȹա
ϹվڴߣĿԣϸܵĺˮ
̧ۿ˿Ϲ˫ۣŵذƿЩȵ˼
Ϲ׷˳ֱֱվڷǰԵýӲ"硢............"
΢΢ͷǿ򾲵"ûʲر¡"µֽ߬·°ڣһθоί
"......ھͺȥ"ϹЦҪȥǣ֡
˾͵һ̧ۿϹϵЦʧ˲ͻš
"Ȼȥ............"ҧĵӿɬڵһʵˮ˱˵ɫ
ٿϹһۣתȥſڱʩչṦ
ֱӳԼߣϹ˫ŲʶҪ
"磡"뵽Լ嶯Ϲʧ󺰣æǰȥ׷ˡ

 

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ۿҹɫеǵذ¸ķȥȴ֪ΪͻȻʧǰϹļٵڷ¸ܱѰӰ
......磬㵽......
ϹվڿյĴնӰ涣û˭شֻҶ"ɳɳ"
ɫ࣬ȴˡ
Ϲỽ˼֣ûڵؽҧһȥطѰˡ

˼žҹϹԵöڼɽķԼԼ֡

ɽиܵĶߣǷԻ·֣벻ó

ڵϣļɽʯٰζӿͷǵ΢ЦеΣеɬеҡ
ҲΪ⼸µĽϾ......ҲѪյ......
û......üƽ̫............Ǹ߷಻ãȴ
Ըٴȥرҡͷ΢ŵĴϸ絶
"Ǻã"ĦףͷԼ¡Ķӣѯʸеĺӣ"Ǻ......"
Ŀ೤ʹӵ˸ȫסһ
"......"΢΢ͦһֳŵأһʱʱصĦӣʱвݵС
ȻǸȾ˷ûͣº趯ССţ䱾ȭƵ÷ε亹
ʹͷĵȰеĺӣ"......Ҫܲס......"
"......"ѹֵӷݼһǿһ춯÷ʶԣ־ʹĴֹסоʲԶԼץסҲء
ǿص壬һһŲ˶ڣӳվֱײײϧ齵̨ͤȥ
˿һ·ĬĬӵǸ"Բ......Բ......"ҲҪ뿪......

ϧϨ˵ƣ֪ϧ˯£ûаͣʹòŻˡ
"............"˵β
ϧûԼ֣ûаɫؿţ"˵С......"ϧˣؿء
"磡"ϧ˫Ҹ£뱧̧ذŪţʵ"ˣ"
"Ҹոգ......"óϧԼϴͷ"............"
ϧû׷ʲᣬ΢۷壬ο"û죬̫š"˵ֽش˰Ĳ
ĵصͷȥóϧΪԼ롣

"С磬̫࣬ϢòҪ"ϧһ룬̧ͷֳٳٿ۲´ۣҡͷ֣ɵذѿӿۺá
ЩεЦЦóϧĿһʹ
"ֲصġ"Ц
"˻ģһʲɵĵģ"ϧε̾"ոϹ......"
"֪"ϵЦܿȥɫ˶Į"ڣԸ"
Ըȴֹ룬......ֻɬ

""
ϧͷϹϤһ𣬷ֻһ٣齡
"С......"ϧɻؿվ
"˵ڡ"ҴҷԸϣһΪѵĳϧ߽ƫ
"򣡿ţ"ϹشŰҲܲסصĴӵ""

 


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"ˣ"ϧͷ˿ƫ̾һæȥš
Ϲɫ԰ףԵһһ"......ǲ㣿"
ϧӣڨڨ"Ҷ˵......"˵۾Ծƫķһۡ
Ϲע⵽ϧ飬еĹ⽥ȴûļж
ϧַţͷ֧֧"......ҪϢˣذɡ"
"Ը......"Ϲ˵üΪỺϧ˵ȴͣƫϣ"Իʲ᣿"
"......"ϧϹƳţͻȻһܣҲ˺ֻۿϹƫ

𣬷öײƫе˼վڴ̨ǰ
"......"
ϹԼ𣬷ܾתϹվǰɫݣԴЩ𱸡

˾ȴĺǣĿһɲ

"磬......"Ϲ΢΢ü
ÿɷؿϹһۣת䣬"Ҷס"
"ʲ᣿"Ϲһһǰֻסļ磬ĬȷĻش
ûƿϹԼ"ףκ£Ҳüƽ̫ࡣ"
Ϲסŭ˫ս"˵"
"ԣûʸ......"̧סϹСۣҧĬƬ̣"Ҳ˭......"
"ҵޣ"Ϲ͵ذѷת˫ۣɫݣ"עһˣ˵Ļ"
Ϲ¶İ÷ְûڣ֪΢ֹ
"磬Ҳ......"Ϲѷ§뻳䣬"Ҳţǵĸ飬ˡ"
ԣʹһϮ

"............"ͻȻͷһ΢
Ϲæѷһ渹ü΢ն̥𣬻ҵؽ͵"磬ûԲ£ûУҪ......"Ϲ˵߰ѷŴϣŵ֣⺰""
ϹһĶ÷仰岻ϣæο"û¡"
ϹͻȻϧԼѨյüɿתҪߡ
"û......"ӣЦõסϹ֣Ц"ֻǺһ¡"
Ϲʱס͵ؿĶǸ
Ϲı֣Щɵ"ˣ"
"......ˣ"ϹڨڨذַϷĶǸɫǾϲ
ͷϹַԼĸ࣬ᰴȥǳЦ""
Ϲ˷ܵϴأᱧصСⷵ"ȭ"

ʱһһȥϹͷ˶ΣǵĸСǺŻٳûж
"ǲ"Ϲίذ°͵ڷļ磬εһϷĶǣ"Ҳǡ"
ü£ʼͻǶ᲻ԸϹ
Ϲ§˷"ҪһϲŪɷ׾......"
̾"ҲãԲ......"
Ϲôס˷°仰
Ϲ̧ͷ"ңȥȥͻء"˵־ֱ֣

ؿϹ߳ȥĨЦ

 

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"ӴӴҵĹͷ......"ϧ߶߶߽ƫ󣬰ŭεƳ˷һۡ
Цѳϧ˹ŵϣԼ˴أǸ"Ұࡣ"˵ַ˳ϧ硣
ϧʱ󾪣һ㷭ͦ㶣"Ҷһֶ̥۵ңҪǸǸ㱦ĵĶ˿µĻѽ"ϧ˵˵ȫͲһ¡
ʧЦ"ܿˡ"
ϧһ"С"ֱɫ"......û˰ɣ"
΢΢ͷûڵصü"ûʲ£Ҷˡ"ԼϹ˵һ̾һھε"ûҲԡ"
"úõľͳɡ"ϧЦķļ硣
ɫȴįֹھΣǲᡣ

˲ܲ³̤ӵǶ˷ܡ
ϧԶԶϹ"ٿ"վ߳ȥ
ϧϹ˵"Сûʲ£Ҫͺá"Ϲ""һ

ϹƿһϮײ߽ˣſʲᡣ
һ·ذɫûа㻨ʽ
Ϲ˫ְ·Ϸϥһ§ļ磬һ·½Ϊϧ"Ҿڷ֣˾ʹ󹦸ˡ"
ͷһʱ˵ָỬ촦Ǹɫ˿߹""֣ϸ¶ţȻвǩһ㡣
Ϲսֻ֣֪Σͷ˷ľѡ
Ĭ˰ΣϹ°ͣѵõظ糺죬ЦԸ""
Ϲ²ֳȥһˣʱɫɫ˿ߺͳ̲һϸ롣
ϹȥǶ̶̵ʱµ½
Ϲڷߣ¶ۼȥ۽ǵᣬȻῴַشߣ˳ȣβ˴һᡣ
ϸҺλãһһԼ֡

ϹƺԷеĪĿ־Уڷᣬ°֧ļ磬ʵ"ʲᶼ᣿Ҹʤѧ˺þãѧ˴ᡣ"
"СʱԼһȻҪѧᲹ˵·"̧ߣϹһʮһӣ֣Ȼɡ
ϹСʦ䣬ʲ඼Թ·Ǽҳ㷹۵§˷
ϹĬͣϵĶ˵ͻȻ춯ͻȻס
Ϲɻ̧ͷ
ǳЦϹԼ¡ĸϣĬһ......
"......"ûü׼Сĺܸӵ˼ţ÷
Ϲûа㶯ɻػͷϹı飬һ͵ӣȴڲסЦ⣬̲ס""һЦ˳
"ˣ"ɷнµذַϹǰ˻Σͷ""Ц
ϹŻй񣬾ҵƽϢһЦķ΢ϵĴһҧ
"............"Ϲ̵رҡΣͷڷı᲻ɵЦ
Ϲ۽ǶЦᣬָȥü޵ʪٴе·ߣἸ롣

"ˡ"üӼβ·ᶶ˶Լǰٸߡ
Ϲ̧ͷͷǰ·ЦǷΪ¡

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ڶԻᣬϹͷǰĻɢϹ֮˷¸

еغ裬ϹʱʱƳԼķ÷һڡ
ϹҲע⵽Լĵ""Ŀ⣬˸λãЦЦؿҪͷϹ"豭ˡ"
Ϲεط±ӣڳһߵģɷϳɵ"Ҵ˴ǰҪҷæ"
"Ҫӣ񣬵Ҹ˰ɡ"ϹڷǰӦһ仰µϵһһס
Ӱ˰......ϹмȷŭΡ
Ϲ𱸵һЦϹ"˵ܰС"
ϹмؿǴȰ·ӡ
ϹۣԼºݻ"κʧ˾ܱزú³"
"......"Ϲ͵վߵָϹıӣ˵ý͡
ûϹϹֱۣ"ǽط˵"
˶ϹһԣϹ߽¸ίֵǡ

ϹͷĵƻſϳԺеϹһűɱܵߡ
üĿǵЦ⣬Ϲ⣬̽ʵ"ˣ"
Ϲߵöͨ죬˸ص˵ͷƵתܡ
ϹɵؿһĻļ§ʵ"Ϊ㣿"
ֻϹգգۣûпת
Ϲ½۷ΧתҪʸף"Ϊ㣿ͺӲ£㶼"
룬㲻Ϲ赭д䡣
ϹһǿסЦ׷ʷ"ģģ"
ƳһۣǳЦ߿Ϲ㵸ᡣ

ԻᣬϹԺļɽᣬԲ˳͵ҹɫһԱˡ
"ССհ......"ȴӵϹġ
"лֱ˵"ȴոġ
Ϲ͵Ц죬ΪϹսսشóһƲ......
"ʲ᣿"ոǶƲȥؿ
̾ҡͷԵϹֿ˿ϵ£ʱϹѵõĺ......
Ϲܴͷʿˮ֧֧"ǡ......Ҹ·......"

Ĭ

Ĭ

ոǳ鴤ͷϸϸؿҵλãһƲȻ·ģ
"......"ո΢¹⣬촦ŤŤһ֣ɵ"ʲ᣿"
ϹΪίؿԼĽոӺͿˣȻԼֶϵ......
"......"ոϸϸ˿ӵķϴȾǵĺɫۼʵ"ʲ᣿"
ϹͷԼָڨЦ"......"
ո˼֣߬е·Ṵ
Ϲո費˵æǰ§סֺٰõ"Сգͱ˰......"
ո費
"첻ǹ......"
"......"
"ҲǹĻƽҩ......"
"......"
Ϲոһǵӣѿڶ"֪ҲᣬѪҲ............"Ҳô´......סϹǰԹؿո衣
ոֺֺЦغϹ۵СۣһҪǰ̻˵ӡ
ϹĲ˵ԣɿոһǣȻ£һЦ
ո˶ţŭƳһתߡ
ԶԶϹ۲ӵȰ"ϸҿ......"ȻոᶨƵĻش"룡"

ڼɽϹѾԶ˳͵Цӻ˷¸

 

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ĩĳϮˡ

ӳ£һóϧΪԼ̽Ϲһ飬ŵĴʧȥѪɫ
"ƽעϢ͵ͺá"ϧϹ򵥷Ը˼䣬㲻˵
ʼգϧɫûκβףϸϹҲ
紵ӣսϹ֣"Ϊȡ"
Ϲ΢΢ͷȥ硣
ϹԶϧ̾˿ɫص"ֹۡ"
ָ϶Ǹۣѯʣư"ӣܲܳ"
ϧֵڶǣûҡͷҲûеͷ
"......"ᶨؿϧ"ΣҪúӻ......"
"Ϲ裬кڣҲһס"ϧ֪Ĵ㣬εҡͷ
ĵЦ"Ǹøס"
ϧһЦ
"֣һЩ......"ִٵսȭƮ
ϧ"Ŷ"һڡ

һϹ˹ֱֱܵΪϣָɵذѴϵɽᡣ
ϧͷһЦɫ˳ȥ
סϹԼǰæ̧֣ͷ˫۵"ȥɽԻɡ"
ϹΪ££°ڣļ磬һʵ"᲻̫ۣ"
ҡͷȰ˵"˵ƽԻ߶ʱЩ"
ϹЩǣڴӣЦͷӦˡ

ȥɽ·ԶٶȣһʱܵɽϹ·ܲס߼ҪЪһЪָжͣͣ˺üʱ

ߵɽϦʱϹѡһܿ÷羰ĿյأԼ°ڵϣ§¡
Ϲļ磬ȷʵƣӵϹǰϸϸش
ϹӤСر𱸵ü"´βˣҲԼӡ"˵ֵĻָȴظ紵ɢͷĶᡣ
۵ЦϹ΢ü˳ƴԼĸϡ
ϹǷĶҲַ˷ֱ
ϹӵԼƣ˫գһԺ˯˹ȥ

бһһ׹˵ƽߣȾ˴ƬգϹ̧ͷֻһۣ־صͷ˵ģ
¶ãֲ˿ǳ˯
ϹЩõԤУ·˺ܿҪԼԶȥ˵Цݣ˶ãҪڼʡ
Ϲʵ֪Լͷ֮䣬Ѳزסһǰܣ͸᱿ΪԼڹ
ֻǷ˵ϹҲ˵ˣ˭ĵף
Ϲս˫ۣϧذѴϷĶǡ
һ£ʶģۣɫѾЩҰüԹϹûл
Ϲ޽ŵķ"´εЩԻ䣬ǻҪԻ˵òã"
ͷغϹƬ̣ȻֻסϹĲӣͷҧĶغ
ϹŪûȣ˫ܻӭر˷ıôء
"磬......"Ϲܾ
ָϹԽǴķͷļ磺"һỳԽ죬Ҳûԭ......"
Ϲһٰϧس˫ۻر̾"ѽ......"
"......"̧ͷЦϹĴ"˵Ѿ......"˵㶯ֽ⿪Ϲ⣬°˳ӵػļ硣


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"磬......"Ϲܾ
ָϹԽǴķͷļ磺"һỳԽ죬Ҳûԭ......"
Ϲһٰϧس˫ۻر̾"ѽ......"
"......"̧ͷЦϹĴ"˵Ѿ......"˵㶯ֽ⿪Ϲ⣬°˳ӵػļ硣
ϹͷľѣȻɢĵ㣬ȵϸļ
Ϲͷϵ¶һ·ԼǰƤ㽫ԼϹ
δʾ̫˵ĴϢһƬҡ
ϹתԼԼĿ䣬ƿ˵°ڣûйǰϷҵڱǰͦ
"......"һʹҧͣ˫δؿԶ
Ϲƺһһ§˷ȵļͷͰѵᱳ
ɶһһϹ˫ϥʱͦ𣬴˵ϵһһ¡
ַϹԼϵֱʮָʹһδεĳ鶯нתΪĿ֡
"......"Ϲ̵ҧݺݵذԼȶڵ
ϹİڲʶѾû磬ֳֻܵŵأ֧Լ塣
"............"̴ٵش˼ڵϣÿһ񾭶ƺֻҪһܳױ
Ϲס˫§һѹԼҲþȫͦ裬ڷʧз˱˴˵

֪ΪΣε鰮ǿҵľζ

˫ѰϹؽסᱳԼţȻͷһϸĵΪ
ϴůĴУĵؿϹϣоԼǰδеһˡ

ԭõһ죬ȴɽͻصļһĽȾ˵ǳ

Ϲڴأ벽ķ
ϷҲۿϹþòظ֣"˯ɡ"
ϹȻǴҡͷļ˿˿ز
"ٲ˯ҾҪˡ"ŻϹưӲѹ˾
Ϲڴϣ߻ǰֶ벻ҹɫкѪɫϹۿֺ飬֣ðܵĺҲϷſ

ļԽԽأϧϵʱҲԽԽ࣬½̾Ҳòı飬ϹĴ㡣
ʵǰϹԼԺһǧһ飬һľ˺ѷΡ

"Թ˯"۵ָ⸧ϹԾĴͨ۽ǡü......
һСĵغϹΪִ˿̵ϹκʱԼҲκʱûο˵ԼԺúûȥĻ
ͻȻʵһֱƭԼƭԷ£οⳡƭ̫棬浽˾ʼһжܺãǻһƽȻعԻӡ
µ񣬷òԼǲһֱˣ֪Լ뿪ȴ˽Ϲݽȥܳ......
"֪......"
"Ҫ˵"ϹϷĻһЦݣȴǱȿ޸ѿ"˯˯......"Ϲͷ񵽷ǰ"ʲᶼ˵˵......"
§Ϲ壬Ŀڴ೤ʹ֪ԼǲǣϹ룬ϰûԼ˺᲻һЩ

ҹ˸Իһ˼һҹߡ


69

ԴӷӹŹػһˣϹ֣ˡ
Ĭԣº͵ЦҲʧݱǫǫĵĮϹԡ
Ϲȷʲᣬȷе˵ҪĽͣΪʲᶼף֪뷨
ϹԷ粽룬ÿԻ˯Ҳüǳķܰѣǵĺĵָ֫⡣
ۣҪǷǰͷüޣ۾촽......ӳͫ׵ģֻзӣֻǷӡ
ⲻǽֻǰԼĵĴ˿룬˿ʣչָ
ʧȥȴֻ΢ķʽס
ǿαװ˺£Ϲվ˱ıԵ

Իⱻ⣬Ѥҫ۵Ϣκˡ

̶һ£״̬ÿ£ʱʱļֻڷ¸Χ߶Ҳϰ˿ڴǰĳϣɫƽؿһƵ⣬˵
Ϲϲſڴأͷڷ¡ĸӵ......
ʱִϹͷأִḧϹķϹΪΨһڷϵõ""ִ˲ƣøʤǧ򱶵ȥ
ֲջ󣬻ؿϹţ̰ĵز׽ϹϵůȴƿԼųĻ
ʼ޷ͻԸϹۿԼȥ벻ʲԻϹ̡

Ȼ֪վŲϹ......

ϹÿᰲرԼϹؿԼҪ뿪ϹεĴͲϹ̫Ȼ΢Цӵ......һжʹ޷·ϹЦпԼδ
Ϲķɥرۣʼᵽ̰ĸо

СʱڣȷǳµУصĶӺԻಡ齡

Ϲڷߣոձ÷Ȱ"һڰɣġ"˵׵ݵߡ
ü÷ŭû˵ֻӿϹ֡
ϹϺɫ֭һ"⵱"һˤڵϵĴҲ˺üƬ
Ϲϵ֭ˮ΢΢̧̧֡
ϹݲȥϵգԷЦ"ȥʰһ¡"˵߹ȥڵϣСϸʰƬ
Ϊ˸һĻ壬ϹǶǲߣ˷ֻΪ
ϹıӰͻȻʲṣסĵ׵һɬӿϱǼ⡣
Ϲ˲䣬æƿͷֱֻۣϹ"ȥ·ҡ"
ƫҲʮϹȴҪԶţÿֻҪ뿪գ۵ʱͻһ""ֻз֪ϹһԶĳŵ

ܿ죬Ϲˣﻹһð˿˿ˮ
ϹڴǰĲšɣڴرΪúʣ""
ϹеĲ"Լˡ"
ϹЦѲΪֱۣͷ"ˮ"
Ϲһۣͷ

۶ı飬ļںܸܿɾϵĺٴΰѱĵ½͸
Ϲ۵ؿüӣ˷䣬ѵõس"Զ"š

 

70

ɫϹȥ˺üʱδİΣȴֻܾصȣκ¡
"ʤ£˵ȥ"ǵڴߵʤ¡

ʤµͷ"ֻǷԸʤǰտ󻤷"ĩּһ䣬"࣬󻤷صġ"
ǳǳЦЦį"ʤ»ҷɣڵңﻹа㻤ӡ"ÿһҪ˲Լܱ˭Լá
"˵ӹڤһΨһ"ʤ˫峺ƽȴ
һһߣβʣ"......˵Ļ......"
ʤ΢΢һЦ"Ϊ绤ӣ϶˵Щǵ¡"
̾һתͷ"ȥߡ"˵һ渹һֳڴأʤæȥ

ߵſֻ輸ȴһ亹ɫҲԽ԰ףòߵԺӵʯԣſϣᱳٵһһ
һԵʤ±Ϊߵǵʣ"ҪҪҳ"
ҡͷ˼ʤЦ"һ"ʤ²ĵӣֵ"ʲ£һỽ㡣"
ʤ룬ͷת߿
΢΢üĦףСƺܣͷִ
̥Է˵ѾǱĥʱļ¶̥𡣾ˣȻϲõظܺӵĴڣһϣϣƽ
ͷḧǸǣЦ

"磡"
ס̧ͷϹѾ嵽Լǰ
ϹϵĶӵϣǵذѷڻɫ΢㳣"һ˳ʤ¸ʲȥˣ"
Ϲı"ҼҪߣҪ"
ɫϹ԰׵۵۽ǣ"ȥɣҹ"
""һͷһ·Ķɵ"......"
ϹǳЦ߽˷¸

ʤ¾ſڶվϹԸһ䣺"ˮ"Ӧ""Ҵ¡
ϹѷŴϣ˼ǱЦ˳ȥһͱǰڴǰѰĶʤ´ˮð˰ɫ
ڴأŵؿﶶȭͷı飬˵
ⲻͨı飬̶ǧǧǧ겻ٺòֻҪȡ£ֻ......
ͻȻϹ˹۵˺ۣĿڷشһΪ޷Ƶ
"ԼһĹΪЩ"ģؿϹ֪Լųܲס̫ĸжѾϹƵô
Ϲʱæ˫ֱץסȥϵᡣ
ҧ̵ʴӳݼԻķϹ𽥱ģ޴ӱܡ
Ϲ֪Ƿյۣҵذο"ûʲᣬûʲ......"
ͷ̾һϹ֣촽յģʣ"ʹʹ"
Ϲҡͷ˵Ѿġָ⡢ֱЩ鲼ѿڵĵطһһǡ
"ʹ......"Ϲʣ˫ͷĴ"һ㶼ʹ......"
ָỮȥϹ۽ǵᣬȻػǡ
˷ؽһʶ磬ݡ
벻Ϲʹøܾˣ᲻á

ҪúõػµȥҸ

Ƿ뷨

 

71

˼ԻѾ벻齣ϹԻҹ΢չ
Ϲͷϧʾ˼Ĳҩ˰ãһԻһԻȥȲط
µϧ˼߳ϧĸ֣ϧÿ˶Ļϧβ͸
ϹҲβ͸ûбֳκεɻᱧԻķԺɹ̫ЦҸů
ҸڱֻǼϹȴƭԼ
ϧϹո裬Ѿʤ£ÿ˶֪ϹĴ㣬û˵ƣ㵱һоãֻע
ԻӹһԻһԻȥ뺢ֻܴܲǾؿϹΪõ˰ĻжΪÿԻ۾Ϲңǿʲᡣ

"......"ϹۿҶͶµİ߲Ӱӡ
"ţ"ϹĴڷĦдԡ
ϹԼửȦβŵ"......"
Ϲһ٣Ц"ġ"
"ûΪȡ"תͷѯϹ
ϹķĴͷ˵"С"
΢Ц"˵"
Ϲ۾촽΢˵ĸ֡
𾪵۾΢˵ԳֵذͷϹš
Ϲ§ʵ"ˣȡòã"
ã˵"ŲţҺһ"
Ϲǲ죬ȻЦǷķģ"š"
ļײزϹı

ҩĳϧվȵתǣ½ת뿪

ص̨ͤС鿣ϧһҽ鶼ָһҳһҳ飬һֲ©ؿӡĻ
糿ƻ裬ӻƻ赽ҹϧûһͣŻĽΣĸ֡
Ϻһ򱡻񡢻»ɵҽ飬ϧͷм䣬
һϣʵϧҲ
""ϧץϵ飬˺ͨذԼ˺Ƭ
ƵֽƮϰգȻ
"ûõĶ"ϧվҧгݵý߿Щȱҽ飬ȻָԼһƣૣ"ûõĶ......"
ϧſڵϿһθе

"Ϊλң"峺ƴңԶĵط翵ܡ
ϧ̧ͷ˿⣬˷紵õ""ŲҲӰ
ϧɪһ£Ȼ̰֮ͽǵһΣǹ˵Ļ......
"......˭......"ϧڲȫë𣬲ΡΡ˵űߡ
ֻ""һ̾Ϣʵ""
ͻȻڶ𣬻һϢϧ˫ŶʱȥһƨڵϣûС
ϧ˶̧ͷǰһ£ңԺɴˣͰ͵"......"
"γ"˸֣䣬"£Իȵĩγ"

 

72

ϧδڵϾþûȻƵĶǰˡ
γԵЩͷʵ"㵽׻ҪҪȷ"
"ȷ"֣ϧƱ׻һԾ𣬷ʵ"ѵа취"
"¿Աº"γ㲨"ܻ֣֮ܲҪԼ컯"
ϧŰɵؿγĬ
γתֱֱϧ"㲻š"
ϧ̾"ڼҽһϰ֡"
"²ҽ"γӦ"´Ӳˡ"
"Ϊ......"ϧγľģֵ"οҲ˵йڡ"
"ԣ"γˬûзϣ"ԭҪɱ"
ϧһŭ"أĳͣ"˵ҪϷšԼû޴һ˰Լ
"ûΪ¡"
γ赭дһ仰óϧļ⿪ʼϵһʱýӲ
"㵽˭ʲģ"ϧѹŭֹס
γĬƬ̣ĵ"ˣ㲻þģ"γЦ
"............"ϧһĲȵһ"㡢ͷѵ......"
γؽ˽еĽ
"ԣ"ϧϷԼ뷨ɵ"ˣ㵱ʱΪҪɱ"
"㲻̫ࡣ"γƺЩͣɭȻĵ"ֻҪˣãҲգ²һһ͡"
ϧµ˵仰ķҵظ
γ½ͳһССУһ䣺""׸˳ϧ
ϧæڳȽס˺ӣ̧ۿγɵ"ʲ᣿"
"÷ҩ裬ٴͨҪҩƶãΪһµ"γתϧ"ֻһҩһ룬Ҫȵ˽һЩ˽£͹"
ϧü"ΪҪ㡣"
γһ"Ϊ̶ʮԻҵ֮ɲš"γżţããҹɫûīɫӰƮƻã"Ҳ֪ϹӶˣԨ׷ŹڤַƱɫڤڽӡ"
ƻĻڶ߻صϧγʧķȥϸϸ׽µǾ仰

ϧһҹУָͷһźɫҩãֱɫ̾ǰ޵ķ¸

δϧҹ¸֪Ϲн
ʹ֪Ǽ٣оȻطĿܣϹǲɱؼɫϲ
"˵ѪԵף"Ϲӵؿҩ衣
ϧ"ƹԸ͸¶䡣"
ϹսУü֪ξ
ϧγǾ仰һֲ©תϹ
Ϲƽ"Ƕ֪Ԩж"
ϧԲ죬벻˫ڰежԡ
"ǰԨͿʼ"Ϲɫƽ"һȷѪ꣬⡣"
ϧΪ߿޷޵"ıӣڤѾһ˲֪ô壡"
Ϲһ˼ϣֻǶеĽ˼

 

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ҫ۵Ĺͣڴ̨΢΢ۣڴصӰ""
΢Ϲʵ"о"
ѵض˶㱧Թ"ۣҲ"
ϹЦǷ۽ǣḧĶǸ϶˵糿ϧ֪Լ£Ҳ͵ϵһЩ
һֱŵ߬ϹֱֱۣϹѻ˵һ
"룿"Ϲȷش
ͷԼ¡ĶǸԼ˼ᶨ""
ָḧ԰׵ϹûаͷӦ

ιҩ裬Ϲû˷˯ѨһǰһڴϣϹ
ĴߣϹϢǿͨ˷ҪԴԴϵƶҩɢ

һʱϹĽߣҲֲ֧ס˹ص尲ϣĨȥǵѪ
ɫ࣬ҲƽȣϹԱ߾ؿϲõ
ͷԼ°׵ϵİ߰ѪϹæȥɾѣڴеһֱҵ

ǵԻ糿

Ի£Ԩڤ˽а֮ĴڤжԣĴҲΪֵһɵţӦҪȥаа壬׼һɱ
ϹϵԨдһԨץ߷Ի㰵һʿǱĴɣһұй
ϹҪһ壬ʮĶɱֺһͣǲڤͽӲڤ岼鲼ԭڤҪǵʱűá
Ӧս׼ϹȻ磬ķŸմӹŹسضԷк
Ϲ̾Ϣһ̣ѾԻ治޹⣬ǻظǰĲת
"ˡ"Ϲº͵Ц
һϹķ""һ
Ϲѷӵڻ۾þõĶ㱣ƺԲܹܽʵҸ

ΪǰʱԴ̫࣬вܺúߣϹĲ£Ѿڷ¸Χ߶
"ʲ£"ǣϹԺɢһ˲Ϲ̾Ϣ
ϹûԨıȫ˵
ĩˣϹͣ½Ų"Ҵߡ"
ҡͷϹ"֪ġ"
Ϲ̾䣺"Ҫǵĺӡ"
ϹıǳЦ"Ҳһ뷨"
벻Ҷǵá
Ϲǣ֣ǳǳ·

ҹɫ˰͵һĻγ
γǲԾǣһĨϲ򱯵ЦһԾ춲ãɫ

"γ"ڸеȵýԨһǰϤӰæ˷ܵذ
γȴһ彩Ӳԭء
Ԩһʣڨڨʵ"......Σ"
γԨȥȡϹ˵ʵҲԨͶڤһʯӣܼ̽ˣܶܡ
γһЦ"û֡"
Ԩɫ˦γתţ˳һ䣺""
γվ˰ΣŲ

Ԩվڴǰ۾´ſڵγɵ"Ϊβ֣"
γûнͣڱԨ𾪵Ļ"Ԩ......"

 

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ԨסӲγˣ˻Լ
γº"Ԩ㣬ͨһ......"
"γ"Ԩ"ʱ"
γûлش𣬻ߵԨǰժ¶ڵϣһžպޱչԨǰ
ԨİǲشĵΪ֮ԡ
۽üҴתٰ飬촽ٸ˼ѹԨǰһջ
ͬǰˣӵʣγǺջˮWġ

γʮаˣԨʮ꣬Ͼûа¿µĲɣֻļȺ͵Į͸¶߹ٵ¡
γ۰У³һԣ"ǵһΣҲһΣ㣬Ź......"
Ԩе""δüڣγѾסһǷסĴЩݲݴĺҽһ㲻ͬγϵءĸ
Ԩʱɴ˫ۣȻԼйμ֮ףҲֻ......ֻ......
"Ργ......"Ԩ͵ƿеγĨĨؿǰһۣ"㲻Ҫ......"
γһ䣬鼴ʣ"ڱҪˣ"
Ԩγ̵ĻҲ"Ҷֻ֪Ϊ˽Ҫ档"
γ˰أ˵ףֻԨг衣

γˣİ˵ȥҷİȴ΢˵ʸ񶼱ᡣ

"ԨҲ......"γ߹ȥԨ䣬ڵį"ֻҪ㣬Ұʱ......"
ԨγȥԼķ""һ˲հס

İʱγԨϣΪԸ롣
ԨظſγϣγȻֹס
"һ£Ԩһ......"γԨıȰ
ԨĬãƵ""һȻ£ȥ
ʱѾˡ

Ԩѵõãһ¾ĺ޶ϵһЩĳЩĸ֮ͽѱҲػ⣬һʱ̫ƽʢ
ϸϹҲ²͸Ԩ˾ٵΪΣҲСذ̬չ
ԨԷĺ˵ǹ⣬̥޷޲˿˸´÷Ϲϲüҡ
źӶƽԼҲҪúӺúûȥ
ȻڵأʱػԻڤķ粨ĹȻѾָɣǼҪڤһ֮Ե۵ԼҲûаȫˡ

һҳ壬һǹ......ڷ¸Ժⲽ

""

ѵ̧ͷ۵ӳۡ
"γ"ѿڶ
γվܣ׳һУ"һļ"
¸мֵ"л......"
"лң"γϷĻȴײᣬ"ҲǾ㣬ֻǾǸ˵Ķӡ"
Ǹ......³˴ţ̽ʵ"Ǹ......ҵ"
γûлشֻ"һѵĴԻΧڤ"γԾ峺ģ"£ΪǺΪ֮"
ٴ̧ͷγղվܣֻʣһƬ⣬Ρ

ԨһԻæ춰ıԻĽˣֱҹŻصԼԨ

"γ......"ԨطվԺһγ"ˣ"
γת߽Ԩûд϶ңɫӳɫ԰׵úˡ
ֻWı΢ţ³ĸ֣"ɱ㡣"

 

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ֻWı΢ţ³ĸ֣"ɱ㡣"
γûаϷʵζɢϢԨ־塣
Ԩ򾲣ɫһ𴽽ǵ"γĪҪ˵"֪γǻ˵ЦˣԸγȷʵŪԼΪ֪Լ˵Ķ֡
γ۰УԨĻţһʼλεĽҹɫ⡣
Ԩ󾪣æˣǴţײŵԨһֲڵϡ
Ҳ˲ʲŷȣԨæӵ𣬶亹ڨڨ"γл˵......"
γЦһбָ棬ͻȻһתԨֱߵĴԲ룬ʱҷɿǽϣ޴졣
Բǰؿڲ֪ʱһѽŶɫȾ˴۵ĺ졣
γû˿ֻסеĽԨԼǰȥ
Ԩ֣˫۵ɵü󣬺֮·𻹲ŸԼһ˾γ
γЦԨϣ˫һһѽ
"ԨҺ......Һ......"γɫѪ˿˫£"Ѻӻ............"
ԨͣԣӿѪĿģ΢Ĵ֪Ҫγ˵Щʲᣬͫ𽥷Ŵ
ԶԶŲ˹
γɫѸٻظ䣬վ͵سῴһýӲԨԾȥ
"ү"Ԩдʧĺ
վܵγһЦչṦֱһطȥ

ҹɽͷɭֲߵ֣ݴԼ䲻ʱҵ졣
ϤشӸ߸ߵĲݼ䴩һССὥŻ˽ŲΧûһӲݣȻ˳̽
˹ǰָʯдĸ֣֮Ĺ
"......"벻ᣬһʵĺк

ѽƤһһɫû

վ󲻵á

ڶԻȻγԣĴɴȻǴڤѲаˣϹΪڤ̶һĪ֮һҧҹɱԨˣضڤˡ

Իҹ̽ر˵ԨиУϹҲʵһءԨڤ˵ûаôɵ⣬ѵΪǳȥԨ鷳ŴʱǰԸ˵úܡ

Ϲڽ֮λոңϹͷĴ󻤷һɽվ¡
"Իһս⡣"Ϲ
Ϲս֣ͷһ˲ɫƽ
Ĵ󻤷һ뵥ϥ£ͬ"µڤ"ϣһɽҲ¹򣬱ʤľġ
Ϲתͷո裬ոĿӣЦ˵ͷ
"ȥ"ϹȻ"ӭս"
Ϲһ䣬ȫӦ""Ҵ˳ȥ

տĴֻϹͷվ룬˽΢΢
"һҪ......"Ϲû˵ȥ
ǳǳЦһְϹͷĴ"Ҳǡ"
ϹͳеĻҩͲǣ߳⣬շһڡ
ѤõĻըڿһ
ſյ֣һὣһյѣ˳ȥ

 

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յϹָʾٻϰɱֽͿʼжΪȷ湥˵ΪڶڤᣬһֱǱĴɵʿҲһҡ
ʱڤȥǧһŻִֻѹɣһʱ֮ڤռϷ硣

ϹͷԿ˿˫̬ƣһΣ˳ŵļҴ򶷡
ͳԸɵϷ´ֱ࣬³ɽ껵ĺɺԵЩ治ҲΪùúʵԽϹĶ֮ˣȥһ֮˫ʵǲ¡

γҩᣬѾָ߳ɣȻصĶǸʽЩٻĺֶԸ书ϳ˵Ѿԡ
ֻ侲ԼٶȻӶĽϻһѪۣ˦Ѹ껴ֲ
"......"ѻĿڵŻһѪ˵һ˲ֱĴ硣
Ƶ·ŭĿԲ󵶵ĵĽ˳ưѴ˦֣֮ԽĽˡ
״һǰֱ̧Ǻʵһȭ
ݵزѵ껴׳ֱۣ׼ץס껵ָĿһȴͻȻ˵ϣŷҼ粻֪ʱһöСС˿Ѫʹǳ
껼мƣ죬̧űȥ
´󾪣˫סƣæֻܰĿһš
""Ử岽֮ңһѪ
"磡"ϹԶԶѪģʱεѣö棬
δü̧ͷ껱ʤ׷˵Ҽһƣǿ𿪡
ۿҪײĴϹֻѾֹͣ
ƴһԾϹԼٶȽס˷ԼȴײɣһѪʱǡ
Ϲ˲õһŵ۵ؿʹ"......"
"......"Ϲڻķۣ΢΢ͷһѹֵʧѪ԰ס
ϹΪ˳ײĳǲ۸е̥Ҳʼòʱʱʹü

Ϲ̧ͷһֱֱ֧̼˹
ûа˼ʱ䣬ϹѾ͵תǷɼһ졣
Ϲۣü
е춯Ի֪ͣķ˫Ϲ֪ΪͻȻס뷢ʣϹȴӱԼۡ
Ĵʱһ껵ţתͷϹļǵ""
ϹüתͷĻ˹˼䡣
ɫֻһ˲ظ򾲡
ߵϹᣬС""
̵ļͷγһɲǣϹ廹ǽסһ
"......"ףæƿϹ˫۵
ϹḲϷ˫ۣ"ˣҶ"ϹùеĽҩ˷Ҽ˿ڡ
ʣ޼ҩϸϹ

""Ϸĳŵس嵽Ϲߣ"м·˹"
æӣװһ׼ӭսֻǽ߬·Ķй¶ʱʹࡣ
Ϲ˷һۣһǣȻĻǰɫ"ģ뿪죡"

 

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""ᶨؾܾ峺˫Ϲ"Ҳߣ"תͷģΪʹ",ѵù"
"磡"Ϲŭ߳"㲻Ҫԣ"
"ûС"һʹٴ˵"ѵù"
Ĳٳɣ㽫ѵݵ˷С
ɣۺһ"棬֪ͨɺ'"˵㽫ѵݵߡ
......ϹʱһһѰ·ѣ𾪰𱸣"봵'"ƽɫϹ𰸣Ϲŭ"ˣ"
һľУǿҵط壬Ҫľܴһʽһʹȫʧȥƣ˼޹ȲѶʹá
ԽԽĽŲÿ"ңһ"˵Ϲ֣ѵӷߣᴵ˵һ
ԶҵĽŲʼϡ䣬˻ߵĺ˷
ûӣȴڰٲ֮ڽһ˶ǽ˾ͷʹѣñ߿Ѫ
ĲҽڷָᰴңüȴҲѾķɣһǿһʹҪ

"......"޷֧һص֧أвӿĿĵѪ
һ۱˹⾰ǿҵʹѾϹ˵ֻǽѷӵ뻳ֲΪȥϵѪۿͨ졣
"......"Ϲƽļٵؾסĵ½"ߣ죡"
ûлӦֻĬĬؿ
ǰѾҪľʱؿڻھҵһһҲ˵ö϶"......Ҳ......"
ʱʱһüͷϹҲݺݾ
"......"̧ץϹļ磬¶֮ɫ"Ҫ......Ҫ뿪......"
Ϲͷһ۵ؿ"Ҳ뿪㣬Һܿͻȥ㣬......"Ϲסֱ֣ǣڸԼظ"Һܿͻصߣ......"
ҧֲ߰ϹͻȻʧյֽӴȣָ⼸ҪϹֱ
Ϲǿסᣬ֣ѷģֻ˵˶̶һ֣"ߣ"
ȴϵûжֻϹͷǶ˵ٴһ̧۶Ϲ"ߡ"
ϹȻҲؿġ
ƽϹ"Ҫˣ㡣"˵㽫ٰ顣
һᣬĵ"ɼǵãǷ֧"
ɫݣ΢΢ͷ
"һҪֻ......"
ĵһЦٿվǰ"ߣ"
Ϲüпһỹѡ뿪
ϹĽŲнԶǣһĨҸЦֱúԻ𽣱ǰȥ

ϹʧѪ̫࣬ҲԳչṦӼͲòͣСһֻҪһʹ̵飬վһȥ

ͣ˽һʱһҰ«έĵطƬ«ëӭƮҡ

Ϲ֧ʧѪҲоѣƣ嵹ïܵ«έУ÷£߸ߵ«ǵͷ
Ϲ˲ϢֻΪˡ
˫գ"ҵˣҪ.................."ں˫߬˸·ǿǣһ˿ǳЦ"Ǻ......Ҫ......"

 


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ϹŵذָϷĶǸоκʱӲ̥ҲرƵ
"ǣ"Ϲǣ"ӲŰ˸......"
ͷһףһʱʱصڸĦЦ"治ӣԼúܡ"
ϹѧӣеΪู̧ͷ˿ܣͻأһôֻʣһƬã"Ҳ֪ȥδһ˼......"
"......"ƺһĿܸһʹ亹εػĶǡ
ϹҲоµĶǸԽӲļһ"磬̡"ҧҧϹһѱ˷

"......"
ϵǣһ߲ɷϹ
ϹҪվͻȻһѣعǰѱ棬ֻǵðѷڻ
""ŵذָϹ԰׵ָⲻ֪ʹ־ס"ǲˣ"
ԤеϹһ·϶ʹռȥעûɫѾֽ԰ףҲʧȥѪɫ
Ϲ̵رۣ޻Ե鸡û"ֻǣе......"Ϲƣذۣο"Ϣһߡ"
ҡͷһʹϹ
Ϲϧȥǵĺٻһܣǿôϡ
"磬ȥ±ܱܡ"ϹϢǰҡһ±վΣһһ¡

˴λãϹɣ˫ۻ΢΢ش
ȴһ·ǵ죬һƬɫ«Ϊۡ
֪ǲԼѪ......ֵ˫̧սϹļ̽ͷһ......
ѪȾһƬ......ɼǵ˿......
"磡𿴣"Ϲֲذѷȴעᣬæ"û£û......"
ɬرۣˮ۽ǣޡ
Ϲͷ۵ָȥü޵ᡣ
ͻȻסϹͷͷɺԵĴ
һϸŵ̾ϢշתǴڼı

ҡ

"......"ԽҵʹϮҲزסʹɫ㱵һδͦӣѰ
ʱԼȥʱԽԽܼʹ÷ʪѣ۾Ҳ
Ϲĥȴﲻ˰֣оǰδе
"磬Բ𣬶Բ......"Ϲ絶˫ٴս
"......û......"ᴭοϹ"ܿ......Ϳ............"ʹ÷ҧͷ·ѱ߬һš
ϹæָϷ¡ĶǸԼѾĽߵ
ʹһЩ̱Ϲոջδ˵Ļ"ܿ죬ͿԼ......Һܿ......"
Ϲ""һ°͵ڷķģһδβɫĨȥǵѪһδΪ

ɫ΢ʹĥһҹķ۶ݼʱʱŵ΢٣Ϲ޽ǣһ֧Լѵ塣
ϣĵظůȻѾԼȴһ׹˺ڰ......
"磬......ѣ˯......"
ڶüۡ
ģĹӰᣬӳͫ׵ıϹдֺͱ˵ĿͻȻһ¶ʹ
˹ϹƱָֻ
ƽĵĿ־壬Ϲǿ򶨵"ȥҴ......"

 

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Ϲϵˣæ"ҡԼ......"˵װƽƿϹһ֧ؼ
Ϲ۵ذѷ𱸵"Ӳʲᡣ"
һᣬٵشϢ̱˻ȥüǴײض
ϹСѾоƼҪ治סطߡ
ȥŲ˶áϹʣ۵һѱ˷ȻδţϹعü³һѪǰһذɫ«έմ˰߲ѪգĿġ
ֻʹʣ߬Ϲ½"Ҫ......һ............"
ǿҵ׹ʹʼоЩʪ󣬲
Ϲע⵽ɫб䣬æʵ"磡ˣ"
ֵذָ϶Ǹ˰Σ૵"ӣ......"

""
ո裡
Ϲʱֻ඼Ҫؿڣ̧ͷķӦ"˾ܣ˾ܣ"˼Ϲͷ˷ܵ"磬ͺӶȫ......"
ǿṴǣ˫ָ߬·
ոѭϹæز˸߸ߵ«έ
ʱϹ뱧ڵϣ°½ȾѪհ߰ߣɫ԰ѩǺʪ嶼ڲ
ո״˵óеĻҩͲշһڣæϹ"Ƕ˵زأ"˵ֿ˫գ÷ףµǡ
ոʻϹԷµ־ŵ"ˡ"
"ѽ"ո赹һķ"ڸоΣţ"
ᴭ"......Һܺãص......"ͻȻ΢΢ͦ𣬽һ˲Ỻ£ҧһ
ϹþõǷǰظ֧ȥͬʱҲԼ֧ȥ
벻һ£ոҲšüο"Ǻܿͻڱ̫࣬"
΢΢ͷԽԽʪĸоǲ

ʱÿÿ붼Ѱ«έвʱѹֵ˾ġ

Լ˰ʱ䣬ԶԶ˴󺰣"С磡"
ովǳͳϧߺǹ
ϧæϵߣɫʹϹѾæΪ
"Ҫˡ"ϧ˵򶨵شЯҩϻӣóһŲҩ¡
Ϲ½˷϶Գ֮ɫ
̧ɨһȦɻü"......ĺͺɣǲǣû"
δ䣬Ѿ۵ͷҲڵذһߣϹո趼һֹģ
""ոݣȰ"ȱ̫࣬Ҫ......"
"............"ͷѹֵʹڼѾȲ׷ʣ"......ˣ"
"ڤ̣"һ٣ĮȾϵ㰧ˣ"ĵʬ"

ϢĬѸڿӡ

ѾȫȻϵʹһǾ仰ĵʬ......
ۣĿڴʹ⿪ϵѵᣬѾߡ
Ϲ˵ǷȻ׷˾ٵ壬ûм§ס

ĵĴʱٴ죬ʱתңͷ紵ĵƬ«
ȻԽö䲻·ϸ֮£м֮ٿҲ֪ʱᣬһε½

ģǷģǰ֧ӻøɾ
絶ʹ÷ָüղסһ֧ССѡ

һƮɢеҲ

""ʧֹͦסزͻȻӿҺʪ°ڡ

 

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ϧ͸Һ壬ɫص"ˮˡ"ȻתͷϹǵ"Ǿͻرһ°ɡ"
˵˵ͷʶȤת뿪ڲԶĵط
ϧڷ͵ĸ˰һ"̥λãӦ˳"
ϧİʹһ͵շתӣѱʪ͸޵鷢
Ϲۼ۵ʳϧ"ӻҪòܳ"
ȷҡҡͷϧ·㣬ο˰߲ѪѨڻѪ˿ˮ
ϧ󾪣æʷ"С磬ʲʱʼѪ"
оʪʱʵ"󡢴Լʱ֮ǰ......"ϧɫѿɻŵ"ӣǲ............ʲ......ʲ......"һһľʹ÷˵һ仰
ϧеѪǰףǿ˳ǣ赭дο"ûʲ£Ӻõúܡ"
ϧĻش𣬷Է˫ֽ·߬
ϹȾѪƽԻ侲ȫȻʧֻʣһ̡
ϧϹ"Сʹ˶ã"
Ϲü㣬"˸ʱ"
ã뿴Ǵ᲻ñ㿪ʼˣȻ......ϧƿ·°ڣɫһݣ૵"ָֻ"
"ʲ˼......"Ϲɫš
ϧͣ"Ҫ˳ѺѨҪʮָЩҲ......Ҳõһʱ䡣"
õ......Ϲʶս˫ۣͷҰ׵Ҫ˷˵ĥÿһش£ʹ
ϧҩãѾЩο"һ......١ٵȵȣҲް......"δ䣬ʹͦӣ˫ֽס´ѱҧѪա
Ϲסڸϵ֣ѹֵ"磬ҪȥһҪȥ......"
ػϹ֣΢΢ͷ

״ĳϧʱĵúܣΪˮü죬ǻѪļٲƶֻ̣һˮֻܸǷʧѪ࣬þҲ޷ºӡ
ϧȨףɫضǵ"ãˮ̫죬ֻܴ߲ˡ"˵ҩϻóĲִһСƿҩ衣
ϧĻϹоԼһӵ˱̶֪޾ؼȥȫڲ
ѵҩ裬ϧƿĵ£Ƥ˼룬ûãʧĸ߽аʾѾ˹ؼʱ̡
ϧͷ亹γһ룬ʼΪ߸¡ĶǸ
ѾʹֻͷڴϢ˺ѰʹԲǵĶӸĺһһƤһ䶯
ӷĵĺʼϹһֱǻʧȥʶ԰׵ɫй֮޲
ϧע⵽Ϲѵģҡͷ̾˿ҩݸ
Ϲ񣬲Žӹͷȥ

"ˣ"ϧ̽ͷ˿壬Ƚ˷ܣ"Ѿʮָ"
"......"ͻȻֱӣ͵߬·ָġ
ʹ......ʹ......Ĵ૰Բۿն
ϧͷһ͵һ
ˮѪ̰ӿ˳

 

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"ˣ"ϧ󺧣æָҩ裬ѹĳ̯ǿ򾲵"ȸֹѪ"˵ֽ룬ء̫塢Ѩλָн롣
ϹѪȾµƬɫ«έʱһƬհףĿڵʹӵȫҲӿһζ
ϹĿʣƽΪסֹѪѨλȻֻΪס
"磬㲻£Ҳ£û......"Ϲȴʮּᶨ
죬ȴ

ΪʧѪ࣬ʶѾʼûģڳѪȻʱֹסȴûϢɫҰ㺧ˡ
ϧҪԹȥæ"С磡˯ӾҪˣһҪס"
""֣һ֪һ˶ӣ˫"......ȾȺ......"
ϧŵ"ٱסƣ"
񣬰ճϧ˵ſ
""ҧ´ֱֱͦ
ϧߴٵ"ӿʼˣС磬"
̾ϢйһȻ˻ȥ˾մˮ̳ϵʪ͸ϡ亹
ϧšüۿˮҪѾغɣʧѪв˫̥Ǵ
ģϧַϷĶǸ"С磬ҪΪѹҪ̣"
ص˵ͷֲ߬·
"С磬"
ҧҧþ̧......

""˻ƵĸߺϧϵѹԽʧصɴ˫񱻳壬ȫھҵز˺Ѱľʹþòܻ
ϹȽԳϧ"ܲܣ......ܲס......"˻һѼ⵶ݺݵؽĹе֧顣
Ϲۣһһǿסû
ϧɫʹ࣬˫Ҳ޷Ƶط"ֻٺȥСͶĺӶ......"ϧԸ룬Լ侲Է"С磬һ......"
ǿۣ΢ϸţ"............"񱻳ɣرۡ
"С磬Ҫӿˣ"ϧ
Ϲۿͨ죬԰׵"磬̣ܿͿԼ......"
"һ............"ͷ˿"һ......ҡҳŲȥ......"
"Ҫ˵ˣ"Ϲŵش"һ£Ҳ£"
ü˵Ǿ仰"ͰѺ......ó......"
""ϹȫҲزסӿ"㣬ȥòã"
"......"һ̾ϹΣ"Բ......"
ϹͷԼؿڣ棺"Ҫ뿪ң......"ʹ޷Ϲ̲סظ"Ҫ뿪......"
ʹرۣɬỬ۽ǣ΢΢̧̧ش¡
뿪Ϲ......ϣŲµľԼͺӶȥˣȥ......
"......һᾡ......"ᴭۿϹ"ޡ......ͺӣҪáúû......"
Ϲؿǵĺĵ
"......"ϧ¶˾ģ"............"

 

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ϧһ٣ְַϷĶǸĵ"С磬Ҫס"
Ŀ񣬽˽Ϲ֣ſ
""
ʼϧڷϵ˫Ҳݺѹȥ͸ĵ£ܿ¡ĶǸӲǳϧҲо˶Ƥµ̥ڲͣת壬Ҫƴ
ͷͦһֱֱ崫׹̵ĸоѪ˺ѵļʹ
Ϲ˫۸ɬֻǽ֣߬ʹʧȥ֪
˵ֶյָͿҪǶԷ
""˻һܵշתͷ­˿ҵ亹ϡ
"ˣ"ϧ˷ܵش󺰣"С磬ˣ"
"......"һѾþֱͦɬĺ˻Ƶ
ۿӵͷҪ˻ȥϧ"С磬΢õӾҪˣ"˵ֺʩѹ
ʹصɴ˫ۣʹǿҾ
ĥģϹ˫ۣԼڽ˹ȥ......
ֻҪһȥ
ûʧȥ˷ԻӣȥΪûһ˻
һΣ......ԼϵҺ壬ᣬϹµѪ
ҧ϶أ΢"Ҫ......ȥ......"仰˵ϹڰԸԼ
ۣٴ˿ͻȻ̧......
"......"

ʲʱģ˳ϧǶ˶֪
Ϲجج˯ѡ
ϧһСŮӤȼִܿܳһСӤӼͬһ˲һ룬һͬʱҲȫġ
СһСؿޣ۵С޵ͨ졣Ϊ£ڿԵģϧǵ˵࣬Ӧֻʮﲻ޵ܺ״صġ
Ϲŵ֣߬ƵĿϧæСӤգգۣбȵҺ˳
ȴһֱ˫գŵ΢˾ֹһ㣬ֻüȲҪ˫ۣȴʼ
ȳϧӱߣӤĿۡ
"̥......"ϧһֱһӣѹӵݵǰ˷ܵ"Сⷶܽ"
Ϲ˿ֻ¶СĺӣعͷֱһǣҸЦ"磬ǵĺ......"
رۣ
ӷ۵С˵ģеʹֻˮ顣
춰ǳǳЦ⣬촽š
Ϲ³Ҫ˵Ļתͷʳϧ"ǽܻã"
ϧ˶٣Ӧ"ǽܡ"
ϹЦ"ǲ룬ܵǲ"
ؿССӤһָ΢
ϹЦЦǣձߡ
һδСӤ֪ĸо᲻ģҲеԣ
ֻϹ̵ģǲǣһĨҸ۵Ц

ڷָ⽫Ҫӵһ˲ϹֺԤ׵һ

"С磡"ϧʧ󺰣ȴƺŨܰ˯ûаϢ
Ϲػعͷд˾֣ɫҰ׵úˡ
"......"˵ƵϹĿɢն۾ǿ˯ķȴƿңԶĵط
ָ⻺̧ƹȥڷ......
"......"ϹͻȻһѪæջ죬ϵؿԣѪָ
ûиоκʹƮƮƶˣʶҲ𽥱ģԼǿҪˡ
ܺãԸ̫ãҪȥ
׹ڰǰһ˲Ϲûģֻٵȵ
ʹ࣬ˣֻҪ
ǻȪҲҪ
벻......


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ʱֵлҶ䣬ɪԺмįҶһ֧ϡ֪ס

ǰǳڤĴʧأ˵ˣǷǷǶһ̣Ʈɢ٣޴Ѱ
ڤѲڣֻһ֮ءνĴɣΪͬʱ˵ţֵȨλǷ

ʱȴһ˲ͤУЦ±˼
һ˱
"ѽŸܣ"һֱ۹ɫ磬ŭؼܹæϣΪϵӱ"ϴСˣỹѧʡģ"
ƤһЦһ˱˸"ңû......"
"ޣ"һڣһƿ"ҲûǸУ"
"ӴԻԻչҵĿ˭"˻Ц˳˵֣"򶼸ˡ"
˺ݺݵʶôˣۿ
һţæ뻳ı"ҲãҶ㲻ס......"
ѹֵʴ˳˾ĵúܡ
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ոüͷϹš
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ڶԻʱ֣Ϲһһʰɽ
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